Ryan's Life

I got this email from someone I wont say their name I don't want to give them any props but what they said just ticked me off. I have never hid the fact that I jack off. Every guy does it some just don't talk about it. My Dad told me show me a guy that says they don't jack off and I'll show you a liar. Anyway this guy gave me down the road cause I talk about it so openly and I don't hide the fact that me and Mikey have phone sex almost daily. I mean he lives in another state and we do what we have to do to get us by until we meet again.

Am I a bad person cause I talk about jacking off I think not. Hell I think I am good at it and if I every did a video of me jacking off I bet I could make a lot of money with it. I guess it just pissed me off that he would write me a email and give me down the road for something he does himself daily I bet. The chicken shit's just not got big enough balls to admit to it. I know I am going to catch hell for this post. Here I go again talking about sex on this blog. Oh well when I get done with this post I'm going to call Mikey and whack the hell out of my cock. So there you have it what my plans are.

I know last year I was into American Idol more than this year. I was into it when it first started but I don't know this year I just lost interest in it. There are some good singers on there but nothing like last year that stuck out for me. I guess that's why I am not into it so that's why there hasn't been any post on the show this year. Another thing I just don't have a lot of time to sit down and watch a lot of TV. I do have my favorite shows that I watch and if I can't I record them to watch later. I don't have any weekend plans other than talking with Mikey and resting my knee the damn thing just kills me sometime. I guess I should get it taken of soon.

Later from Atlanta.

I was curious about something and wanted to know what everyone elses opinion is on the topic. When I go to visit Ryan he has all this stuff that he does before and after he showers. Several different kinds of soap and body wash. Also some kind of stuff that feels like its got sand in it that he rubs on his face. He has lotions that he rubs all over his body also. I get the job of lotioning him up when I visit. That I dont mind at all. Myself all I use is soap and shampoo and deodorant. The soap has to be Irish Spring and the deodorant Old Spice. The shampoo I just grab whatever. I was wondering what products other people use to take care of themselves.

While on the topic of showering heres some shower pics. Hope you like.

I don't know if it's a southern thing or maybe my family is just strange. See when it comes to death in the family we don't have a wake and we don't sit around and cry. We celebrate the person's life that passed away. We talk about how much they meant to us and how they made us laugh we celebrate them. Don't get me wrong there are tears and we are sad that they are gone but the joy they brought to our lives is what we like to talk about.

Now once a year my Mom has this thing she does that she calls a night to remember. What she does is she gets the photo albums out and we sit and talk about the people that has passed on. We celebrate them again and we just laugh and tell stories of how these people touched are lives. I have had a few friends that found what we did very strange that they didn't celebrate a person death and thought it was just wrong. Maybe it is maybe it's is a southern thing. So I am wondering what do you all think? How do you all handle death?

Well tomorrow is Thursday and Mikey has some really cool but different pics for tomorrows HNT. He has another topic he is going to talk about that he found a little strange when he was here with me. I am looking forward to your input on it. I went to the doctor today and he found when I had surgery for my knee a few years ago that I had a piece of bone that has a splinter on it and it is what's causing my knee to act up. He said I will have to come in for surgery to remove it. I can do it when I want. It will be same day surgery and he said it shouldn't be any big deal. I hope.

Happy Hump Day from Atlanta.

Ok guys we in the gay community have got to stick together. Looks like The American Family Association is planning on urging its members to complain to Walmart managers over the chain's decision to promote and carry Brokeback Mountain. What we need to do as gay people is go online and pre buy the movie and also call your local Walmart and ask when the movie is coming out. We know it's on the 4th of April but we need to show them that we are waiting on it. We just have to show Walmart we are behind them on selling this movie in their stores. We can't let groups like AFA and Center for Reclaiming America, Liberty Counsel, CatholicVote.org, Faith2Action, and Citizens for Community Values win with their hate. You can read the story here. 365 Gay News.

I just know if we stick together and show Walmart that we are here and we are queer and were behind them 100% it will make a difference. This is the only way we will change people's minds. We have to stick together like they do. They speak in numbers we can do the same. Their are many gay groups in your town maybe even in your neighborhood. Call them and tell them you will stick up for your rights and you will help fight these groups. If we show these big company's like Walmart, Microsoft, Ford and Disney that we will support them for supporting us I believe it will make a difference. I hope this proves to the people out there that read our blog and think all we blog about is sex well we do talk about news topics when they need to be talked about.

Thought I would throw this in also just incase you live in one of these states.

Most Dangerous States 2006

1. Nevada
2. Louisiana
3. New Mexico
4. Arizona
5. Maryland
6. South Carolina
7. Florida
8. Tennessee
9. Alaska
10. California
Data compiled by Morgan Quitno

I had a nice weekend didn't do much. Played some xbox with my brother did a little shopping and of course talked to Mikey on the phone a few times. My arm and penis are both sore haha I know tmi. Well I am a boy with a toy and a horny boy at that with a boyfriend that lives far away. I so hope that changes soon. I did get caught up on my sleep and I needed that. I wore my body out the week before with Nascar being in town and didn't keep track of my sugar diabetes that well. I didn't watch my food intake either so I had my body all out of whack.

Mom of course jumped my ass for doing that to myself. She always says until I learn to take of myself better that I couldn't move out. I guess I better start listening if I ever want to get out of here right. I have been having a lot of trouble with my knee again. When I was like 12 I busted it swimming and had to have surgery on it back then but here lately its been driving me crazy. I told Mom about it and she's going to make an appointment this week so the doctor can look at it. Well that's about it for this boring post sorry if I put you to sleep.

Oh I had a question from a fan and he ask me who I thought was the hottest famous person. Well it was hard to pick just one so I going to pick a top 5 but this changes on a daily basis really. I see a new actor or singer and I am like who is that boy making my manhood stick up and say here I am!












1. Jesse McCarnety
2. Brian Vickers
3. Ryan Carnes
4. Gregory Smith
5. Shane West

Later from Atlanta.

Sunday at the Homestead-Miami Speedway a IRL driver lost his life in a warm up session before the race. Driver Paul Dana failed to notice that another car had spun to a stop slamming into it at close to 200 mph. 2 hours later he was pronounced dead at a hospital. I am not a IRL fan that much and I didn't see it happen only seen it on the news. All I know is being a race fan this is a sad day for race fans. This is the last thing we want to hear. My heart goes out to all the IRL fans and to Paul's family and friends.



Paul Dana, a 30-year-old St. Louis native and Indianapolis resident, made his Indy Racing League IndyCar Series debut in 2005 driving the #91 Ethanol Hemelgarn Racing entry.
Dana's wife, Tonya, was in Indianapolis, where the couple lived, and was notified of her husband's death while attending a church service.
Talk show host Davis Letterman co-owns half the team along with Rahal issued this statement.

"Paul Dana's passing is a terrible tragedy and I want to express my condolences and sympathies to his family and friends," Letterman said in a statement. "I did not know Paul personally, but we were all proud to have him on our team and are deeply saddened by his tragic passing at such a young age."

Rahal Letterman Racing is saddened today by the death of driver Paul Dana. Dana a 30-year-old rookie from St. Louis, Missouri succumbed to his injuries following a practice accident Sunday morning at Homestead-Miami Speedway.

Out of respect for Paul and his memory the team has withdrawn its remaining two entries for Sunday's IRL IndyCar Series race.

Dana is survived by his wife Tonya Bergeson-Dana and his family.

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www.rahal.com
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We thought we would try something new on Sunday's see if any of you would play along. We are going to call it guess what city Sunday. Every Sunday we will put up a webcam shot of a city with a little info about the city and see if anyone can guess it. If it goes over well we will do it every Sunday hope you play along.

This city was founded on Christmas Eve 1779.

The 7th and 11th President lived in this city.

Theodore Roosevelt coin the phase "good to the last drop" after drinking a cup of coffee in the city.

Retired Captain William Driver gave the American flag its most famous nickname  "Old Glory" in 1837 when he brought his trusty flag home to this city

16th and 17th avenue are famous streets in this city.

I want to cover a few topics today. First the comment yesterday about this blog being somewhat of a xxx blog and all we talk about is sex and stuff. First off all comments are welcome good or bad we can take it. Only time we remove comments is if they are hateful or hurtful or if they threaten us or any of are readers. Other than that comments are welcome even if you don't like this blog. Before you jump us for talking about sex or telling weather me or Mikey is a top or a bottom I ask you to read more of this blog.

I as well as Mikey have covered a lot of different topics. I have found most people that read this blog don't come here to read about news. They can go to cnn.com for that. I do write about what's going on in the world if it hits me the wrong way but other than that I see no since in writing about something most people know about already. This is a personal blog not a news blog. If you did read more of this blog than the first page you would have known I cover Hillary Clinton, gay marriage, hate crimes and yes even Bush. I think my best piece in a while was when I shared my thoughts on the war and my friend/neighbor soldier Andy. Just remember your comments are welcome and we like to answer them.

Another Topic

My Mom has this friend that drives her crazy let me explain. Just please try not to take this the wrong way because I do understand more than people think about being poor. We were blessed in life with money. I guess you can say I have never gone without anything. I guess you could say I was spoiled. My parents was always there to help when someone was down on their luck. When people around where we lived would lose their house cause of a fire or a storm they would jump in and help. Last year when the hurricanes tore through America they help then also as I did. I gave a month of allowance to the humane society for the lost animals cause of the storms.

Back to why I am writing this. My Mom's friend she comes over and always cries about being broke and not having money to pay this or buy that and it drives my Mom crazy. My Mom has helped this lady so much it's not even funny and it's like the only thing this lady talks about is money. Her and her husband have good jobs but Dad says they spend money on stupid stuff that is not needed or that could wait but they like keeping up with the Jones. They eat out almost everyday. I know this because her son is a friend of my brother and he comes over a lot and eats with us. He said he likes coming for dinner cause we cook.

This lady is not ashamed to air out their money troubles but runs out and buys the kids a xbox 360. Do you know how much them cost? When the kids already have every game system that is on the market. That is just one example there are a ton more I could speak of but I won't. My Dad always told me that some family business is best left in the family and shouldn't be talked about. I understand that and I don't know. I think airing out your money troubles to the world is just wrong or asking for money cause you spend yours on things that are not important is just wrong. Am I wrong for thinking this way?

Later from Atlanta.

We had a lot of questions come in so we thought we would take some and answer them today. These were the most common questions so we thought we would just have a 10 question day and give you some info on us. We are always up to answering your questions so don't be scared to ask them. Don't have any thing planned this weekend Mikey don't either he has to work Saturday night but other than that nothing. I bet we will be on the phone a lot with each other and yes you perverts some hot phone sex. That's it for today folks hope you all have a great weekend!

Ryan's answers are in blue.
Mikey's answers in red.

1. Where was you born?
Atlanta Georgia
Montgomery West Virginia. Which is where I happen to be right now.



2. What is your heritage?
This is a good question My Dad is from England my Mom is from Florida and her Mom is part Micanopy Indian and the have Italian and some German in them.

Thats hard to answer. All my people on my father and mothers side are from around here. I have heard older relatives say we came from Germany so maybe Im German



3. Top or bottom?
Mainly a bottom but do top sometimes.

Hmm I'd say Im a top. To be honest Ive not had much experience since Ryan was my first but probably 90 % of the time Im top. Hey with what he's got I have to make him use it some right

4. If you could marry would you?
I would marry Mikey tomorrow if he was willing.

In a second and Ive already got my eye on a certain cute guy.


5. Do you believe you found your soul mate?
Yes I know I found him.

Easy to answer. I know Ive found him


6. Would you ever have a 3 way?
No I wouldn't. I totally believe in one on one and bringing a 3rd in is asking for trouble.

No way. Im not sharing Ryan with anybody


7. Would you ever do a porno?
I would only if Mikey would do it with me.

As shy as I am Id have to say no. Maybe some home movies for private viewing.


8. What is your favorite food?
I love all kinds of food my favorite is barbeque and pizza of course.

I got all kinds. Pizza, lasagna, pinto beans and cornbread, meatloaf and mash potatoes just to name a few.

9. What's your favorite gadget?
My laptop and my cock!

Not really into gadgets so Ill say my computer. Oh and Ryans cock.


10. How did each of you realize you are gay and how did you handle coming out?
I think my Mom knew before me or she claim she did. She made it easy for me to come out. Coming out for me was easy all but my Dad he had a hard time dealing with it still does sometimes. I didn't have any troubles until later in my life last year of high school as many of you know I was jump by a group of guys and beat up real good all because they said I was different. I didn't let them get me down they didn't let my light burn out. This little light of my still shines bright!

Ive known I reckon since I was about 6 probably. As for coming out that's not easy to do around here. I haven't really came out although when my "father" was alive he called me queer and mamas boy all the time so I think he knew. My mom knows I think but it's just not discussed. You may be thinking how do I explain Ryan. Well I don't she doen't know about him. The trips I take she just thinks Im going to the races or taking fishing trips or whatever.


Later from Atlanta & West Virginia.

Since its HNT I was thinking this was a good time to bring this subject up. I better warn you I may get a bit graphic.

I want to talk about if yall prefer circumsied or not. Ive read some about it on the internet and how it's done for religous reasons. Also how parents choose to have it done because to be circumsied is more hygenic. That is total bullshit. I happen to be uncut and have had no complaints from Ryan.

Anyway I was wondering what everyone preferred cut or uncut. Ladies please answer too. I would love to know your preference. Like I said I am uncut and Ryan loves it. He loves getting his tongue under my skin and licking around my head. Omg that feels so good. Ryans cut but has a little skin when he's soft. But when all 9 inches gets hard its gone. To be honest I would rather he be uncut. It's perfect now but omg if he was. So let us know what you prefer cut or uncut. Also guys tell us what you are. Don't be shy.

Since were on the subject of cocks here's 2 of the undie pics we promised. Hope you like.

What a week last week was and I got an extra day of the sport I love thanks to the rain. Sunday's race as most of you know was rained out so they did the race on Monday. I know two guys that were happy with the winner the first is my baby Mikey his driver won and the other guy would be Kasey Kahne himself he was so happy after the race. I know some of you don't like my Nascar posts to well but I have to talk about it I think it's the southern boy in me. Wait until baseball season I will drive you crazy with that also. When my Braves are playing I am either at the game when their in town or right in front of the TV watching. I had such a great time at the track and getting to meet some of my hero's was almost to much for me.

Oh Brad ask me what kind of camera I have well I have two that I use. The one I take to special places is a Canon EOS Digital Rebel XT. The one we use for HNT or just everyday pics is Canon Powershot A520 hope that answers your question Brad. I want to say thanks for the comments and emails on my dream post. I am looking into some of your advice. I just know I am gay and I don't want to make out with a girl it just shocked me that's all. If you been reading a while you might remember my first time I did try to do it with a girl and what happen so I know I don't want to have sex with a girl. Well this Thursday Mikey is doing the post and I think he is going to be using us bulging but I am not 100% sure on that so check back in on Thursday to see what he puts up.

Later from Atlanta.

I will have a Nascar post tomorrow with pics and all the details from the rained delay race. I wanted to get this post in. I wanted to get you alls thoughts on it. This happen to me a few days ago and its never happen before. I will warn you some of it might be a little x-rated for some of you but I feel I need to tell it like it happened so you can understand why I was confused of the dream in the first place.

I had this sexual dream the other night and I called Mikey in the middle of the night to tell him about it. He thought it was a good idea that I ask you all about it so that's why I am going to post it. The dream involved a girl I know and in the dream we were dating. She knew I was gay but she didn't care she said she could make me happy if I just gave her a chance. Now here is where it got strange. We were in my bed and we were naked and having sex. Now the kind of sex we were having was not like a man and women would have. She did give me a blow job but she also used a dildo on me to make me happy. Never once did I go down on her or even suck on her tits but she had no problem using them toys to get me off.

Now I woke up with a boner and I was horny. Like I said I called Mikey at work and was telling him about the dream and how it confused me. Not confused me in the way I am saying I am straight I know I am not. I am gay and I love guys. I am just confused on why I would dream something like this. For the record while I was talking to Mikey on the phone he used his sexy ass voice to get me off. I know call me a pervert but when your boyfriend lives miles away phone sex is something that you do and I must admit I am good. He tells me I make him cum hard ok make fun of me. I am a young male with a toy between my legs that I like to play with ok!

Anyway my question is this has any other gay guy had this dream or a gay girl ever dream about a guy this way?

Watch for the Nascar post tomorrow Later from Atlanta!

In a post Ryan made last week he asked if anyone had in questions they would like to ask us. We got several already and I thought I would answer one of them now. Ill start with Brad's question about how Ryan and I met. I was the one who found Ryan he didn't find me. This was about a year and 2 months ago. Being from this small town I don't meet many gay people so I went online and was looking for gay blogs. I typed in cute boys in bloggers search bar and guess who was on the top of the list. Yep Ryan this was when he had his old Boy in Atlanta blog. Any way I seen his pic and thought to myself OMG he's cute as hell. I read his blog from start to finish in about a day. I seen he liked the Atlanta Braves so I emailed him and told him I did to and said I thought he was cute not even thinking about him as a boy friend. I was just trying to make conversation. I was surprised when he emailed me back the next day. He talked about the Braves some and said thanks for thinking he was cute. He did ask for a pic and for those that don't know use to be and still is to some extent something I don't do. Take a lot of pics I mean. I just don't like the way I look but anyway. It took a couple days but I did take a pic and send it to him. He wrote back and said I was cute which blowed my mind. He also said we should chat sometime on yahoo. We did chat and then started talking on the phone after a while. I thought he had the sweetest voice I had ever heard. I also thought he was very funny. He could make me laugh at anything.

Ryan had a boyfriend at the time and I really wasnt thinking about him as being my future boyfriend. I just thought of him as a friend. Just my luck though he broke up with the guy he was seeing a while after that. He was the one who asked if I wanted to come to Atlanta and meet him. I thought it was to far to be going and asked if we could meet in the middle. So we agreed to meet in Charlotte that weekend. When I first seen him in person he was cuter than any pic I had ever seen of him. Brad had also asked if we had any previous boyfriends so Ill answer that too. Ryan had a couple and was honest in telling me all about them. Ryan is the only person I have ever been with so yes I was a virgin. To be honest he had sent me nude pics before we met but they didn't even compare to seeing him naked in person. I know Ive mentioned before that Ryan is big but let's just say I was shocked at actually how big. Anyway we had the time of our lives that weekend. Just for the record the first time we did it was in the shower:) He didn't ask me to be his boyfriend right then. It was about a week or so later when we was talking on the phone. I know this was a long answer sorry about that. I just didn't want to leave anything out. If anybody else has any questions feel free to ask. Ryan gave his address and mine is in my profile but here it is again. MikeyP18@hotmail.com

Omg I got the surprise of my life Friday. Ryan called me from the track and we was talking. All the sudden he says I have someone who wants to say hi to you. It was my favorite driver Kasey Kahne. I was speechless at first and then called him sir. How stupid is that. He's only 26 years old. I was thrilled to get to talk to him but if I had a hold of Ryan I would bust his ass for springing that on me. Then I would have to kiss it and make it better:)

I am having such a blast this week with Nascar being in town. I am staying at the speedway with my friend in his RV. I have got to meet a lot of my favorite drivers. I feel so much like a groupie but I don't care. Did anybody watch Speed Channel last night? My friend was doing an interview and he pulled me into it. My Mom and some friends Nexteled me and said OMG you was on TV. I was like yeah I know how cool. I was so shocked. He told them I taught him how to swim that he went to school with me and I was a champion swimmer. They ask me if he was as fast at swimming as driving a car. All I could say is he's getting there. Only thing that could make this weekend any better is if Mikey was here with me.

I do have a strange story I will be posting about soon. It's about a dream I had the other night and it just took me by surprise. I called and talk to Mikey about it he thought it would be good to talk to you all about. Maybe you all could help me with what it means. So look for that post I think it might be Monday or Tuesday before I can sit down long enough to write it out. Also I will have some Atlanta race pics on Monday for those who want to see. I know you all get tired of coming to this blog and me going on about Nascar.



Hope everyone is having a awesome weekend like I am.
Later from the Atlanta Motor Speedway!

Oh Mikey's driver won the pole for Sunday's race. I called Mikey yesterday and gave him a surprise but I will let him tell you about it. I also got Mikey some autographs.

Someone left a comment the other day about Ryan and I being blessed and our being together seems like a fairy tale story. I am definitely blessed because of finding Ryan and him loving me. Ryan is the one who is certainly blessed. His mom loves him just the way he is. His dad even though they argue sometimes has accepted him being gay and loves him. He has a beautiful brother and sister that he loves very much so he's got a nice life and is blessed in many ways. The reason I don't want to rush into moving to Atlanta and being with Ryan is because I don't want to have to live off anyone else. I want to be sure I can make it on my own. Growing up we never had much. I haven't mentioned it on here before but my father was a drunk blowed every penny he got his hands on on a bottle of whiskey. I reckon it comes down to I don't like taking what I think is charity from people. To be honest Ryans house is so big we could live in a part of it and never even see his mom or dad. His mom even mentioned something about Ryan and I building our own house on a part of their property. I would have to make sure there was something drawn up so I could make payments back to them. That may be a good idea Ryan could stay close to his family but we would be far enough away so we could have our privacy. Were still discussing it so it may happen.

Mikey is mia no not really he lost his net connection right in the middle of posting his HNT. So here I am again posting hope you all don't mind. He was going to post the pics of us in undies with bulges but you will have to wait another week for that cause I don't have a copy of them. Hope you don't mind I am going to put up a shot of our legs. Also thanks for the emails with questions I was surprised by all the questions and I and Mikey will get to them very soon I think some of them will make for some great posts. If any still have questions please email them and we will get to them make sure you leave your name and blog so we can give props to you. My email is ryryt87@yahoo.com. Well that's it for tonight I just got off the phone with Mikey and he was on his way to work and he made me honry so I need to whack off and get some sleep I have a busy day tomorrow I just love Nascar being in town this week.

Later from Atlanta.

I spent yesterday with a friend that I went to school with the best part about it is he is a race car driver. Now I am not going to say his name because I have enough to deal. Besides all he needs is his name ran through the mud. We spent the day at the track and I met a few other drivers. The one I am waiting to get to talk to again is Brian Vickers. Now as much as I am a fan of my friend I am a big fan of Brian's. Last year I met Brian but he was so busy I didn't get to spend much time with him. He is going to be in town today and my friend has set it up so we all three can have lunch together and hang out and I am so happy right now.

Brian Vickers

Brian again

I think about the only thing that would make this week any better is if Mikey was here also to share this with me. I tried to talk him into staying all week but he couldn't. He had work and some other things to take care of. I even tried to talk him into coming back down this weekend for the race but again he couldn't cause of work. I can't wait until he moves down here and were together all the time. Even my friend told me you really like Mikey you talk about him all the time. I said I do he said yeah like every other word. I guess I do.





I want to say again thanks for the comments and the support and I am going to take Mikey's advice and yours also and not let these pests get to me. They know how to push my buttons. Sad part is I let them and they feed on that. So from now on I am going to try not to let them get to me. I always find it funny when people have nothing better to do then cause a lot of shit for other people. Man I wanted to post a little about my weekend but I am running out of time. Well all I will say is I had some really good sex and my lips are still sore from come get your head out of the gutter from kissing.

I had an idea that maybe you all might want to take a part in I was thinking if any of you had some questions for me or Mikey you would like to ask we would pick some and answer them on the blog. I will take a chance and give my email out just if you send us a question make sure you give us your name and your blog if you have one so if we pick your question to put on our blog we can make sure people come and check your blog out also. my email is ryryt87@yahoo.com

Later from Atlanta.

Im making this post to show Ryan how to deal with the haters. You ignore them cause their just jealous they don't have someone like Ryan and I have each other. I will be posting pics we took. Ryan wasn't wanting to but we took them and Im posting them.

A couple people asked what type of job interviews I went on. Let me just say they have to do with the law enforcement field. You were also asking how they went. Well 2 went really good and one well didn't go all that well but 2 out of 3 ain't bad. After Ryan got home from Friday we left for his beach house. We got there a little late so there wasn't much to do other than go to bed. We were both tired so we just showered and called it a nite. Ok so I got some in the shower what do you expect and he woke me up in the middle of the nite for some so we wasn't that tired I reckon.

We stayed in bed till about noon Saturday then finally decided to get up. We went out on the beach a little later and walked some and sat and enjoyed the sun. We met 2 other guys who were there for the weekend also. They were both cute one of them especially. We got to talking and they invited us to dinner with them. The place was called The Crab Shack. Ive never really ate much seafood in my life but the food was great. We got back to the house and just cuddled up on the couch and watched some tv for a while. When we did go to bed I told Ryan I wanted to try the pillow techinque Brad has been talking about and wanting us to. Brad I got to tell you it was good but nothing compares to rubbing my cock between Ryans ass cheeks. So when his ass isn't around it will be a good substitute.

We didn't go out at all Sunday. Just laid in bed made love I don't know how many times waiting for the race to start. I don't know of a better way to kill time. The race was great my boy Kasey was upfront with the leaders all day and had a chance to win. Oh he did win a race Saturday nite in the Busch series so that was cool but I missed it cause we was out. Ryan's boy Brian didn't do so well in the race he finished around 24th or so Im not sure. Im sure he'll do better in the next race at Atlanta. After the race I was determined to enjoy my last nite with my baby and lets just say I did that and more.

Monday come and I had to get back home but I didn't leave till about noon. So you know what we did until it was time for me to leave. I wont bore anyone with the details lets just say I got enough to last me for a while. The drive home was ok I didn't have any trouble. Now Im at home waiting to hear something from my interviews. They said a few days but I know how that goes it may be longer.

This is Ryan's parents beach house. No wait dont't tell me its fake cause Tybee Island don't allow black SUV's on it.

I took a pic of the bed before it got all messed up. Yep that's where all the action took place:)


Pics of the beach. That's not a real bird its stuffed. i posed it there. Those birds aren't on Tybee Island. Whatever!!

I feel like we made it to the big time now. Why does it always seem like when our blog takes off someone always wants to trash it. I have had two other blogs and stop blogging cause I let people get to me and now we have a pest. It took a while for this blog to get going and when I ended my blog I said I wouldn't blog anymore but Mikey ask me to join his so I did. Things were slow at first but people started coming and leaving us comments and we so love that.

We love that you like to read what we have to say and that you leave us comments but why does it always come back to the same shit. Ryan & Mikey are fake this blog is fake all that crap. I want to end this blog and just say fuck it and stop blogging period but Mikey says if we do that then we gave in and the pest wins. I guess so but it only would take me one click to make this blog go away.

Why are we always questioned on who we are? If this blog bothers you so much why do you read it? There is a red x on the top of the page if you think we our fake then close the box and move on. We are having a very nice weekend at the beach house we had taken a lot of pictures but thanks to the pest I told Mikey I don't want to show them now. Make sure you thank the pest for fucking everything up for the rest of us. So to all our readers that shows the love and believes in us I want to say thank you very much. Now I know what Scotty & Ethan feels like with their pest.

That's it for today I have a few more hours with Mikey I am going to go and enjoy him. He will have a post tomorrow I'm sure. I think I will take a few days off from blogging and be back for HNT maybe.
Later from someone in America.

We are having a blast we should have a post soon!!!!!

I got to Ryan's about 4 yesterday afternoon but just my luck he wasn't home. He was off with his dad and brother looking at horses to buy for their farm. His mom was home though so I hung out with her. We had a nice long talk and I learned a lot of things about Ryan that he had never told me before. Nothing bad just little things that only a mom would know.

Ryan didn't get home till about 6 and of course I was thrilled to see him. We ate dinner and played some video games with Ryans brother. I got my ass kicked of course. I was planning on getting to bed early because of my interviews. I wanted to have plenty of sleep and be alert. Wouldn't you know it though I only got about 2 hours sleep. That damn Ryan is like the energizer bunny. He just keeps going and going. So if my interviews go bad I know who to blame. He's gonna have to make it up to me big time if they don't go good. He has to work for his mom today since it's Friday so Ill have some time to kill after the interviews. I can't wait till were alone together just the 2 of us in the beach house. We should be leaving after he gets off work today. Well I got to go eat and get to my interviews. Wish me luck. Oh everybody already did.

Here's some pics of the horses they brought back yesterday. You see the white one Ryan said I could have that one. Ain't he just the sweetest thing ever.






Ryan doesn't live exactly in Atlanta. He lives on the outskirts. He don't like saying the name of the town but this fountain is in the town square.

People who have followed this blog and my old blog knows me and my Dad have always had a rocky relationship. Don't get me wrong I love my Dad and I think he is a good person and he knows I think he made a mistake in the past. Even though he made a mistake I don't hold that against him. I did get a brother and a sister out of it. So I guess it wasn't a mistake after all. Maybe my Mom might feel different about it but she has forgiven him also.

I wanted to share a memory I have about my Dad. I head this song today and it made me think of him. It's country song by Alan Jackson. I been trying to listen to country music a little more cause that's what Mikey likes. The name of the song is called Drive. It's about a guy who remembers his Dad teaching him how to drive and one of my best memory's with Dad was when he taught me how to drive.

We live out in the country and he took me out on this dirt road and taught me how to drive. I remember I was so scared cause we use to exchange words all the time. I just knew in my head he would get upset at me and yell and I would just sit there and cry. So I didn't want him to teach me I wanted Mom to teach me. Dad said it's the man thing to do to teach his son how to drive so I didn't have a choice really so off we went.

We got on the dirt road and he pulled over and said slide over. So I did and he told me about the gas and the brake. Check the mirrors talk about the turn singles. Everything that I needed to know about driving. I took off and spun the tires and I waited for him to yell and he didn't and when I hit the brakes a few times and almost threw us through the window and still he didn't yell. I think it was one of the best time I had with my Dad and he went with me when I went and took my test. I remember how happy he was when I passed the test and he let me drive home.

Here's a little bit of the song if you haven't heard it. I would say take the time to listen to it. I just bet it would bring back a good memory with you Dad.

Drive
Alan Jackson

Just an old half ton short bed ford
My Uncle bought new in 64
Daddy got it right cause the engine was smoking
A couple of burnt valves and he had it going
He'd let me drive her when we haul off a load
Down a dirt strip where we'd dump trash off of Thickpen Road
I'd sit up in the seat and stretch my feet out to the pedels
Smiling like a hero who just received his medal

It was just an old hand me down ford
With 3 speed on the column and a dent in the door
A young boy two hands on the wheel
I can't replace the way it made me feel and
I would press that clutch
And I would keep it right
He would say a little slower son
Your doing just fine
Just a dirt road with trash on each side
But I was Mario Andretti
When Daddy let me drive

I am so happy Mikey will be here soon! Later from Atlanta.

Happy HNT

Just thought I would post real quick to let everyone know Ill be leaving early tommorow morning for Atlanta. I know Im going down there for interviews but I can't wait to see my sweetie Ryan and spend the weekend alone with him.I want to thank everyone for wishing me luck with the interviews. I hope at least one of them works out.

I couldn't find a leaving WV pic so I made me one. You would have never guessed would you.

I try to stay away from most political topics. I think most of you know how I feel about what's going on in the government now. I read something that ticked me off I was all ready to throw all my support behind this person until I read this article. I am talking about Hillary I was hoping she would run for president in 2008. Now I hope she don't I am not to happy with what she stands for now. I will have the article link please take the time to read it. I think you might change your mind how you feel about her also.

I agree with the writer. I think we should support someone who should support us 100% not just when it helps them out. I am not sure who that person is just yet and I hope they stand up soon so we can get behind them and support them 100%. When is this country going to see we all should have the same equal rights not just some of us. I am so sick of hearing about marriage is sacred That is such bullshit when people marry 5 or 6 times or when shows on TV asking who wants to marry whatever how is that sacred? All I know is were not suppose to judge other people and when religions use the bible to hate and they think that makes it ok that is just wrong.

Here's the link please go read it.
It takes a backbone, Hillary

In other news I talk to Mom last night and she said it was ok for me and Mikey to go and stay at the beach house out on Savannah Island. I can't wait I called him last night and told him and we talked about what we were going to do and it turn out to be a hot phone sex session. I know I am such a slut but hey got to do what you have to do when your boyfriend lives in another state. That's about it for today make sure you check in on HNT. I want say thanks for all the comments and for the new readers. It makes doing this blog so much fun.

Later from Atlanta.

expressgaynews.com is one of the place I get my gay news from.

Well Im getting closer to taking the big step and moving down to Atlanta to be with my sweetie. Ive filled out a number of applications online in the past week. I don't want to just up and move down there and not have a job ready for me. That would put a lot of pressure on me to find one and I might end up working some where I really might regret later. I also don't want Ryan's parents thinking Im just moving down there just to freeload off of Ryan or them. I heard back from several of them. So Im off to Atlanta again for some interviews. Ill be leaving Thursday morning the interviews are Friday so Ill be able to stay the weekend. I hope I can find something to get into while Im visiting.

Ryan asked his parents if we could go to their beach house for the weekend just the 2 of us. They said just make sure we didn't make to big of a mess. We always clean up our messes so that's not a problem. So that's gonna be sweet a couple nights with Ryan just the 2 of us. I can just picture it now. The race is on Sunday from Vegas so we can cuddle up and watch that together before I head back. I hope at least one of the interviews turns out good. This long distance and the miles between me and Ryan is killing me.

What a crazy weekend. I know I don't talk about my family on here much anymore for many reasons. For those new readers the main reason why is I don't like to drag them into my blog for people to use it against me later and many people have so I try to leave them out of the blog. This weekend is going to be different. I want to talk about my baby brother and his party. He turned 15 over the weekend and my parents agreed to let him have a party with his friends. They went into Atlanta for the weekend and let me be in charge of the party. Of course they Nexteled many times to make sure things were ok. All the boys that came over stayed the night so nobody would get into trouble.

Now I can't lie and say I didn't let them drink and a few of them against my judgment took in a little wacky weed. I knew no one was leaving so I didn't say much to them about doing it other than it would burn up some of their brain cells. They just laughed at me and went on with their smoking. Now at the party I took some great pics. Some I am going to share with you some I can't. Take in mind most of these boys are underage and I can't show their faces. I wouldn't anyway cause I would be scared it would come back to haunt them some day. All I know is they had the time of their life and I did also watching them. I feel really old after the party and to think I am only 3 to 4 years older than these boys.

Later From Atlanta.

Friday Night Birthday Fun.



My brother kissing his friend.



Boy's mooning.



Not sure what's going on here.



Some of these boy's were streaking around the house.



This boy's name is Steven he is 18 and gave me the ok to put it up. Not sure why he was in the neighbors yard naked.



Boy peeing off the balcony in my brothers room.





Random boy's butts 1 of these belong to my brother.



This boy I found taking a shower in the downstairs bathroom.



This boy was in my shower that's in my room. Don't worry Mikey I sent him right out!




This boy I found in the morning after the party in my brothers bed and they were naked. Now what am I suppose to think about my baby brother. Is he in another family that I belong to. I think I need to talk to that boy!

NOTE THIS WAS EDITED TO PROTECT MYSELF AND OTHERS

I wanted to thank everyone for all their good advice you gave me on my post about moving to Atlanta. I read all of them and the emails I got also so thanks again. I had the best time of my life down there with Ryan so Im close to making my decision I think.

He mentioned yesterday we took all kind of pics of us in different underwear and in other places. The shower pics were my idea. He dared me so of course I did. Its hard to get all his cock in a close up but Im cropping that coz those are just for me anyway. He wasn't sure if showing ourselves in underwear pics with bulges is a bit much or not. So I hope all you guys and girls out there who read us will comment and let him know that you think it is ok. If he thinks it's ok we will be showing some underwear pics in the upcoming weeks for HNT.


This pic Ryan's mom snapped when we was going out to dinner. She was bitching cause she was afraid our pants were gonna fall off. As you can see Im the cheaper one with the Walmart underwear. We went to some place real fancy for dinner that nite. I can't remember the name of the place but the food was great and we had a good time.

I hope everyone has a great weekend. I wont be doing much there's no Nascar race on Sunday so that sucks. Ill be talking to my sweetie a lot on the phone. Can't think of anything I would rather be doing unless it's cuddled up with him under the covers.

Awesome another Thursday and I can go around to my favorite blogs and see my favorite people half clothed who could ask for more. I could full nekkid I know but I love nekkid people I can't help it. When Mikey was here we got some good pics so in the next few weeks be looking for them. Also I have a question we have some pics of us in different kinds of undies from boxers to jock straps and even maybe a almost see thru undies. Ok here's my question in some of them undies pics we were how you say hard. How much is to much for HNT? I mean if we put up pics of us hard but not showing but bulging in the undies is that to much for our readers?

I see Joshua has tracked me down again. Welcome Joshua play nice or we will ban your ass. For those who are new to this blog I had another blog called "boy on boy" and when me and Mikey became a couple we joined blogs it was easier that way. Anyway Joshua was on my other blog a lot speaking hate most the time and I had to ban him a few times. I was told Joshua is the grandson of Fred Phelps but I am not sure of that even though all his info points that way. Both Mikey and I looked at the ip and all the stuff we have to track on this blog and it comes from someone in Phelps clan but not sure who. Look at the comments from the post under this one and you will see what I am talking about. Just be nice Joshua and you can have your say.

That's it from Atlanta Happy HNT Everyone!