Ryan's Life

I am not a big TV person seems I never have time 2 sit down and watch something. I do have my favorite shows I do watch but never get 2 check out many new 1's. I love ER I have watched it since I was a kid Mom got me hooked on it been watching ever since and still love it. Then there is House love that show other than that I don't watch much anything else. Reality shows never been my thing other than American Idol and I did get into America's Got Talent thought it was an ok show. Mikey is the one 2 talk 2 about reality shows he watches them like crazy. This year I seen previews on TV for this new show and I made up my mind I was gonna check it out so I did and I am totally into the show now. Oh the boy in it caught my eye he is freaken hott!

The show is called Kidnapped it's on NBC.





Go to there website and check it out! I think you will like it a lot also! Heres some pics from the show don't you think the boy is hot? Do any of you have any shows you have to watch? Maybe some news 1's that came out that you like? Let me know I'll check them out. Oh the boy in this shows name is Will Denton just incase you were wondering. Have a good weekend ya'll!

Later From Atlanta

Well I had a blast at Ryan's over the weekend but I didn't expect anything less. I got home late Monday nite then had to work early Tuesday morning. So I didn't see my mom until I got off work and she had a bit of a shock and surprise for me. She never was one to beat around the bush about anything so when she came right out and asked me are you gay Mike it did surprise me but I wondered why she hadn't asked a long time ago. Seems she noticed the mood I was in last week with the fight I had with Ryan then I up and went on one of my "fishing trips". I reckon it was one to many trips to buy for her. Anyway she also was in my closet in my bedroom while I was gone and seen the teddy bear Ryan sent me but that wasn't all she seen. She also seen some other things Ryan sent that I wont mention here just to say they were personal items. So she asked and I didn't hesitate a second. I said yes I am I have been for a long time what took you so long to ask. She didn't cry or anything but she said she was confused and didn't understand. You have to understand my mom had me when she was in her early 40's. She's 63 now and the era she come from you didn't come out and say your gay. That and living where we do you just don't come out and be gay. So she's never known a gay person and the first one she meets is her son. We talked for a while and she asked all the usual questions. How do you know your gay. When did you realize you was, that type of stuff. She said the boy you brought here over the summer Ryan so he's your boyfriend. I said yes he is and I've been going to visit him in Atlanta when I've told you I been going on fishing trips. That was about all that was said on the subject.

I reckon in a way this came at the right time. I've decided that Im moving to Atlanta, there's not a definite date yet but it's coming soon. I wanted to tell my mom I was gay before I moved out and that took care of itself. There's one more person I want to tell and that's my uncle that Im real close to. I think now that I've said it once the next time it's gonna be a bit easier.

I almost forgot to tell yall about my little meeting with Travis. I asked Ryan if he knew where he like to hang out and he knew a few places where he might be. I wanted to go by myself but he wouldn't let me. We did run in to him and Ill tell the truth I was ready to kick his ass but Ryan wouldn't let me. He said he wasn't worth getting in trouble over. So there was no touching other than me poking him in the chest with my finger. I pointed out to him that I was going to be moving to the area real soon and it would be real easy for me to find him so cut the name calling shit out or else. I don't think he'll be a problem anymore.

Mikey is still here is why I don't have the Monday blues. This will b a short post today but later we will have a better 1 with more details. Some big stuff happen here and it's all good I can't 2 tell ya'll. So until later make it the best Monday u can!

Later from Atlanta.

For My Mikey

I love the way your so careless
I love how you don't care what you miss
I love the way your so patient with me
I love the fact that you let me be
I love the way you whisper “I love you”
I love the way you hold me too
I love the way you do your hair
I love how you don't care what you wear
I love how you always act
I love the way you tell the facts
I love the way you wont tell a lie
I love how I know our love can't die
I love the way we get along
I love how you know the right words to say
I love how you brighten up my day
Overall, I love everything you do,
And mostly I love, how in love I am with you!

Yes that's right What City Sunday is back. A few people mentioned in emails why we quit doing it and reason was we thought nobody liked it but it seems a few people do so its back.

Also got a pic I wanted to share. I don't know if any of you have seen it or not but serves the guy right for burning Old Glory.

Of course Im having a blast with Ryan. Make up sex was all I ever heard it was and more. Were gonna have to fight more often:)We been doing some talking and I think Im going to have some news real soon to share with everyone. Now heres the clues for What City Sunday.

This city was orginally an Indian village called Stook-zone, meaning water at the foot of black mountain.

This City officially became part of the United States with the Gadsden Purchase of 1854.

In 2005 this city ranked as the 32nd-largest city and 52nd-largest metropolitan area in the U.S.

A few songs featuring this city include:The Beatles song Get Back, 10,000 Maniacs song "Painted Desert," and "Rock'n Me" by The Steve Miller Band

Later today Mikey will be here and I can't wait! What a long week it has been being this was r first fight so 2 speak I want 2 hold him so much! I also want 2 talk 2 him about moving again I want him closer 2 me. If he can't move here then maybe it's time 4 me 2 think about moving there. I know in my heart Mikey is my soulmate coz my soul heart this week when he was hurting. I never knew the power of this blog until this week and ya'lls comments and emails really help. Thanx so much 4 sticking with this blog and lets ride it out until the wheels fall off!

We r working on some posts that we think u might like and gonna maybe bring back something we did in the past that ya'll liked. Also the nascar post will be comin soon also tellin u that don't know about the point system and how it works and all. Anyone have any plans this weekend? Let me know love 2 hear about them. Ya'll know what my plans r beside sex I think we will take the horses out we both like doing that also I know my brother likes takin Mikey out and race the quad runners getting all muddy and dirty boys what can I say!

That's about it I guess I will update and let u know how the weekend went!
Later From Atlanta


I want Reed 2 win this weekend!



We want Kasey to win the Nextel Cup but he can't then we want Jeff I wanted Jimmie to win it but don't look like that will happen now!

I want to thank everyone for their comments and emails on the little problem Ryan and I had. They were all excellent advice and the couple people who sent me emails,Im sorry that I didn't write you back. Im terrible about replying to emails, I find it hard to say anything other than thanks and I hate writing short emails so I don't, but I thanked you now so it's all good I hope:) Everythings pretty much patched up I guess. I admit I over reacted to something. It's so silly I don't even want to say what it was so I wont. You may be wondering why Im going down there if we made up. Ill use any excuse to see my baby and this is our first big fight so we got make up sex coming. You know Im not going to miss that!!

I was deciding if Ryan should come up here or not cause my truck is acting up. I don't know if it would make the trip to Atlanta. I didn't have the money to rent a car but Ryan solved that. He told me he could rent me one so Im gonna be off to his house Friday when I get off work. I was just going to let him come up here but a comment on his post tells me I got 2 reasons to go to Atlanta. One I mentioned earlier the other Ill just keep to myself. I don't want to say anything I might regret later, Ill have my say soon enough.

I just want 2 say thanx 2 ya'll I never knew the power of this blog and how much people cared. If this world could be like ya'll we wouldn't have all this hate going on! Again thanx 4 the comments and emails and all the support. All I want 2 say right now is me and Mikey are talkin and tryin 2 work things out.

Just know what happen was all my fault and not Mikey's. Maybe sometime I will talk about what happen but for now I just want to work this out coz I don't want 2 lose him. He is either gonna come here this weekend or I am going there. I think it will be the best way 2 work it out it's so hard to do over the phone. He's gonna let me know later today if he can come down.

I was cleanin up my laptop and found some random pics thought I would share with u. Also later this week I hope 2 get 2 a nascar post I know some of u have ask us 2 explain the point system and all so I want 2 do that also The winner of sunday's nascar race was maybe caught cheating I want 2 talk about that also. 1 more thing is anyone having troubles loadin this blog? Is the tv a problem? Coz if it is I can take it down google just wanted it up 4 a week and then we could take it down. Any other problems with the blog leave us a comment or email and we will try 2 fix it.

Thanx again from Atlanta!

I went into this weekend in a very good mood and feeling really happy. Then Saturday rolled around and things went 2 hell quick! I am not going into many details of what happen other than I talk 2 Mikey and he ask me some questions that he heard from someone else and I told him the truth then he got very upset with me. So most this weekend I have been cryin talking with him on the phone and having words. I did something that has upset him and I didn't see any harm in what I was doing but he did. This has 2 b the worse weekend ever! I know some of u been tryin 2 call me but I have the phone shut off I don't really want 2 talk 2 anyone I just kinda wanna sit here in my room and think and hope that Mikey will understand and I don't lose him over this!

Very Sad in Atlanta!

Recently Ive been spending a lot of time in the woods around where I live. For one reason it’s really pretty and another reason is it’s nice and quiet and I can do some of my best thinking there. The other day I was just riding around in the woods and came across this creek that I took pics and are posted below. Reason I took the pics is I use to spend a lot of time here when I was a kid with my cousins. Their dad was just like a father to me,took me wherever he took his boys like camping and fishing or whatever. I use to talk about my “father” a lot on the other 2 blogs I had but I don’t anymore. Those of you who didn’t read my other 2 blogs Ill just say he wasn’t a nice person and let it go at that. Anyway Im here at this creek and thinking about all the good times my cousins and I had here. There use to be a deep spot in the creek where we use to swim,it’s not there now. I think maybe cause it flooded at one time and widen the creek cause it did look somewhat different. That creek is also where we caught all our fish bait. We never bought bait that I can remember it all came from the creek. I wont bore you with the details of minnow seineing other than to say 2 guys take a net and stretch it across the creek,then another guy goes up the creek aways then walks toward them scaring the minnows and crawdads into the net. Anyway the creek brought back some good memories of me and my cousins.

I also wanted to say one about a comment Ryan got on his last post,from this guy Travis. Ryan filled me in on this jerk and about how jealousy he use to be of Ryan in school. He did have one thing right though. Ryan showed me a yearbook pic of the guy and Ryan’s trashbag sure does look a hell of a lot better than his. I’d hate to make a trip all the way down to Atlanta just to kick somebodys ass but if it comes to it I will.

I was gonna post about my weekend yesterday but being it was 9-11 I wanted 2 give my respects 2 the families of the people who lost there lives that day. I also think we should never forget that day and as long as me & Mikey have this blog we won't forget and every year the post for that day will be all about remembering. I would someday love to talk about that day and all the stuff that has came up since that day maybe get ya'lls take on some of the stuff I have seen on the net but that we will save until a later day.

Now for those that get bored with my nascar talk go ahead and scroll down and look at the pics now. Some of you others I am gonna piss off I'm sure with what I am about 2 say. People Dale Earnhardt is done he anit comin back so why don't you let the man rest in peace? No I never was a fan of his and I don't think Dale Jr would be all that right now if his Dad was here. Yes I am not a fan of either Earnhardt but the thing that kills me at these races is people think Dale Sr is coming back they talk about him like he is still here please let it go.

Now I am in the pissing people off mood I want 2 keep it going and say how happy I am that Tony Stewart didn't make it in the race for the cup. I think if I had 2 pick one person in the business I can't stand it would be this fucker. He reminds me of a bully and he acts that way also. He once said if he didn't make into the chase for the cup he should be fired well Joe Gibbs what ya waiting on? People understand in nascar you have 2 have people u hate the word hate in nascar is a friendly word we hate them but don't want bad things 2 happen 2 them. So I pick Tony & Dale Jr 2 hate so go ahead all u Dale Jr and Tony fans rip me a new ass!

I had a blast at the race always do. I don't know why but I got an ear infection again while I was there I have been doing everything the doc ask me 2 but I still got 1 and today it is hurting and driving me crazy. I don't have my aids in so I can't hear a damn thing and I hate that. Reed did good in both races maybe next year he will be in the chase for the cup. Guess that's all I got for now Just want 2 say congrats 2 the top 10 drivers 4 getting into the chase course we r pulling for Kasey 2 win it all. Me & Mikey got us a top 5 for the win so we think we got a good chance that someone we like will win it.

Are List
1. Kasey Kahne
2. Jimmie Johnson
3. Jeff Gordon
4. Kyle Busch
5. Mark Martin

Later from Atlanta

Reed in his Car

Brian Vicker and the band OAR


Kasey workin on his Car
Top 10 for the chase for the cup.

Where were you when the world stopped turning on that September day?
Were you in the yard with your wife and children?
Or working on some stage in LA?
Did you stand there in shock at the sight of
That black smoke rising against that blue sky?
Did you shout out in anger
In fear for your neighbor?
Or did you just sit down and cry?

Did you weep for the children
Who lost their dear loved ones
And pray for the ones who don't know?
Did you rejoice for the people who walked from the rubble
And sob for the ones left below?

Did you burst out with pride
For the red white and blue
And the heroes who died just doing what they do?
Did you look up to heaven for some kind of answer
And look at yourself and what really matters

I'm just a singer of simple songs
I'm not a real political man
I watch CNN but I'm not sure I can tell you
The difference in Iraq and Iran
But I know Jesus and I talk to God
And I remember this from when I was young
Faith, Hope and Love are some good things He gave us
And the greatest is Love

Where were you when the world stopped turning on that September day?
Teaching a class full of innocent children?
Or driving down some cold interstate?
Did you feel guilty cause you're a survivor?
In a crowded room did you feel alone?
Did you call up your mother and tell her you loved her?
Did you dust off that Bible at home?
Did you open your eyes, hope it never happened?
Close your eyes and not go to sleep?
Did you notice the sunset the first time in ages?
Speak with some stranger on the street?
Did you lay down at night and think of tomorrow?
Go out and buy you a gun?
Did you turn off that violent home movie you're watching
And turn on "I Love Lucy" reruns?
Did you go to a church and hold hands with some strangers?
Stand in line and give your own blood?
Did you just stay home and cling tight to your family?
Thank God you had somebody to love

I'm just a singer of simple songs
I'm not a real political man
I watch CNN but I'm not sure I can tell you
The difference in Iraq and Iran
But I know Jesus and I talk to God
And I remember this from when I was young
Faith, Hope and Love are some good things He gave us
And the greatest is Love

I'm just a singer of simple songs
I'm not a real political man
I watch CNN but I'm not sure I can tell you
The difference in Iraq and Iran
But I know Jesus and I talk to God
And I remember this from when I was young
Faith, Hope and Love are some good things He gave us
And the greatest is Love

And the greatest is Love
And the greatest is Love

Where were you when the world stopped turning on that September day?
by Alan Jackson



Flight 93



The Pentagon

Well Im back from my Labor Day weekend with Ryan and his family. I had a blast ate a lot of good food and yes had plenty of awesome sex. You probably don't want to hear details. The reason I mention it is just to let everyone know its all good in that area:) I had a great time with Ryan little bro even though he did kick my ass repeatly on the xbox no matter what we played. We had a cookout Monday and had all kinds of good food. I did get Ryan to definitely promise me he would take better care of himself but he did get a little mouthy and I had to spank him. Don't worry I put creme on it afterwards so it didn't hurt to bad. So to sum my weekend up sex,food,played xbox and spanked Ryan in that order.

For those that don't know me & my Mom r very close and I am not ashamed 2 say she is my best friend and always have been my Dad always said she baby me 2 much and turn me into a brat. That might b true hell I don't know all I know is my Mom means the world 2 me and yes we fight just like any Mom and son would but she knows how much I love her as I know how much she loves me. the other day she came home and said she heard this song and wanted me 2 her it coz its like it was written 4 us. We sit there and listen 2 it and both were cryin time it was over. I know this a sappy post and I'm sorry 4 that but this post is 4 my Mom she reads from time 2 time. Mom I Love You!

Later from Atlanta!

You'll Always be My Baby
by Sara Evans

There I was
Ten years old
Waiting in my room for him to come home
And I just knew
He'd be so mad
Though I begged my mother not to, she told my dad
There was no denying I had let him down
But instead of being angry he put his arms around me
And said

In the sunlight or the rain
Brightest nights or darkest days
I'll always feel the same way
Whatever road you may be on
Know you're never too far-gone
My love is there wherever you may be
Just remember that you'll always be my baby

There I was
Twenty-one
I was so ashamed of what I'd done
On a country road
Parked one night
What started out so innocent crossed the line
There was no denying I had let God down
But instead of being angry, He let his love surround me
And I heard

In the sunlight or the rain
Brightest nights or darkest days
I'll always feel the same way
Whatever road you may be on
Know you're never too far-gone
My love is there wherever you may be
Just remember that you'll always be my baby

There he is
My little man
I'm sure he'll get in trouble every now and then
And I pray to God
That when he does
I'll be just as understanding as my father was
'Cause the last thing that I wanna do is let him down
So instead of being angry, I'm gonna throw my arms around him and I'll say

In the sunlight or the rain
Brightest nights or darkest days
I'll always feel the same way
Whatever road you may be on
Know you're never too far-gone
My love is there wherever you may be
Just remember that you'll always be my baby

Go 2 her website and you can her this song if you want.
Sara Evans

I am most of you have heard the news that Steve Irwin was killed doing what he loves 2 do. I just want 2 say I was a fan of his show thought he was a nut messing with them animals and them snakes but I know he loved wildlife. Rest in Peace "Crikey!"
Stingray Kills 'Crocodile Hunter'
Steve Irwin Dies While Filming in Australia
AP and Reuters, AOL Wire Services

Ok so here is some of the interview I had with Reed and some more pics. It was requested by Reed's people I send them the post first to get an ok. I have no problem doing that and I totally understand why so I am not upset in anyway. I just to say it was his people and not him there will be more later but this is all I had time to do and get it aprove coz were going 2 the beach house for the labor day weeknd. Mikey surprised me last night when he gets off work today he is driving down to spend it with me!!!!





1. Do you get to watch any TV and if so what do you watch?

Reed. It would either be King of the Hill or The Simpsons. Those adult cartoon comedies are pretty funny. And I love Family Guy.

2.What time you get up and go to bed?

Reed. It varies. I go back and forth, but I'd probably have to say I go to bed somewhere between 11 and 12 at night and I get up anywhere between 7 and 9:30 in the morning. It depends on the situation. If I've got something early I have to do I have to get up no matter what but if I don't have anything, sometimes I'll sleep in a little bit. It all depends.

3. Do you have an ipod if you do what's on it?

Reed. Yes, I do. It's got about 1,000 songs on it -- about 500 that I listen to and the other 500 that I don't. What I'm picking and choosing to listen to definitely depends on my mood. If you've got to get in a fast-paced mood, you've got to listen to some Eminem or something like that. If you just want to relax, you've got to listen to some country music. Rascal Flatts is probably my favorite country group.

4. Do you like other sports beside Nascar?

Reed. Yes swimming thanks to you of course I am a big Atlanta Braves fan along with the Falcons.


5. You have a goal in life?

Reed. Yes win a Nextel Cup championship

6. You have a guilty pleasure?

Reed. Wow your pulling out everything (laughs) Yes Eating a lot because I really like to eat, a lot. And I like to eat anything. I try to eat healthy stuff, but I enjoy eating candies and stuff like that a lot, too. Skittles is probably my favorite brand of candy.

7. Are you dating anyone?

Reed. You know that answer. (Yes he is he has a girlfriend)

8. What is your favorite track to race on?

Reed. I consider Bristol one of, if not my favorite track on the circuit. I
grew up racing on short tracks and I always look forward to those races
on the schedule, especially Bristol. We had a solid run there early in
the season in the Cup car and we had two really good runs at the track
last season in the Busch car. You have to have a good handling car at
Bristol, but also a lot of luck because anything can happen. There is
plenty of beating and banging, and it's easy to get caught up in someone
else's mess because of the tight racing quarters. It's so much fun
though and I can't wait to get on track.




Some info on Reed thanks to his people!

In 2006 Reed Sorenson takes over the No. 41 Dodge of Chip Ganassi in 2006 after his first full Busch Series season resulted in a pair of victories and a fourth-place ranking.
Ganassi first signed an 18-year-old Sorenson to a driver development contract in 2003, and in '04 he recorded one top-five and three top-10s in five Busch Series starts. He led the fall race at his "home" track of Atlanta for 47 laps. A late accident, however, took him out of the race and marked the only time he didn't finish in the top 15.

Sorenson also started three ARCA races for Ganassi and Felix Sabates in 2004. He won in just his second start in an ARCA car, at Michigan, and finished second and fourth in the other two races.

Sorenson was influenced by his father at an early age, and by the time he was 6 he was beginning to race Quarter Midgets. In 1996 he set qualifying records at both the East and West Coast Nationals.

Sorenson won the Quarter Midget national championship in his fifth season in 1997 and by the time he finished his Quarter Midget career he had won nine Southeastern championships and set 15 different track records.

Sorenson didn't miss a beat in Legend cars, garnering 84 victories, 152 top-fives and 166 top-10s in 183 starts in five seasons.

Moving up to the American Speed Association Series in 2002, Sorenson compiled seven top-10s in just eight starts. In '03, at age 17, Sorenson became the youngest ASA rookie of the year, posting seven top-fives and 14 top-10s in 17 starts to finish fourth in the national standings.

Following his solid performance in the Busch Series in 2004, Sorenson race a full schedule in 2005. He posted victories at Nashville, where he started from the pole, and Gateway in Madison, Ill. In 35 races Sorenson posted 12 top-fives and 19 top-10s.

Sorenson also made his Cub debut in 2005. He crashed in the fall race at Atlanta, then finished 28th in the season-finale at Homestead.




Ok I hate the photo thing on blogger! I love the last pic of him can you guess how old he was in that pic? Well that's all for now folks I do have another post I want 2 do my Mom had me listen 2 this song today and she said if she could write a song it would have been this one. I will tell you this when I listen 2 it we both cried! You will have 2 wait on that post. Have a safe and fun hoilday weekend!

Later from Atlanta!