We just want 2 wish everyone a very happy and safe new year if u drink please don't drive let someone else who is sober or call a cab we want 2 see all of u back here in the new year. Now go out and make it the best new years u can.
Later from Atlanta!
What a great feeling everyday waking up next 2 the person u love. What's even better 4 me is thae fact he is stayin this time so I don't have 2 say goodbye. Funny thing is I think my little brother is just as happy as I am that he is stayin. I swear he is runnin Mikey 2 death and I know Mikey loves it they been takin the quads out and ridin them comin back all muddy. He been teachin Mikey the new video games he got and shootin pool u name and they been doing it. I told my brother I would like 2 spend some time with my boyfriend if he didn't mind. He just laugh and said Mom said we had 2 share haha how funny is he?
As I told b4 we live out in the country with a lot of land so there is plenty places 4 them 2 ride the quads or the dirt bikes right? So why is it there is always 1 neighbor that has 2 make things nasty 4 every1 they live around? We have 1 that lives down the road from us and she is always doing something 2 stir up shit. On Christmas day Mikey and my Bro were out ridin the quads and she called the police said the were ripping thru the neighborhood. We never go off our land coz Dad don't allow us 2 well the police came out and of course they know my Dad and he explain we didn't go over the property and the lady always cozin trouble. My Dad show them were they were ridin and the police went and talk 2 her and I guess she made a fuss but told her that no laws were broken.
Yesterday they were back out ridin she called the police again and once again they came out. She told them they were on her property and of course they wasn't and no sign they were. The police again told her no laws were broken and that we had rights 2 ride them on our land well that wasn't enough for her so she took trash and stuff it in our mailbox not just trash trash but look like cat shit and left over food or something. My Dad called the police coz my Brother seen her do it of course she said she didn't. They police called the postmaster got them involved in it so I don't know where this is all gonna go. Me and Dad ran into town soon after all this was over with and when we got back pulling into the drive way she was standing in the road flippin us off callin us names and get this I love this said we were white trash with money omfg she's a Toby Keith fan how funny is that!
4 the record I like Toby Keith!
I been called lots of things but white trash with money takes the cake what a way 2 end the year!
Later from the White Trash in Atlanta
I just can't believe the great time Ive had here with Ryan and his family during the Christmas holiday. Friday and Saturday I think we shopped so much that Im beginning to like it. Sunday we just layed around and watched football and played video games and waited for Santa to come. Christmas morning came and everybody was up real early getting into presents. To be honest Im kinda embarrassed to say what Ryan got me. Ive never been given this kind of present before so it was a little awkward. He bought me a new 2007 Ford Ranger. I cried and laughed I really didn't know what to say. Nobodys ever given me anything like that before. My old truck is a 1997 Ford Ranger that was given to me when my brother died so its got well over 100,000 miles on it. I posted a pic of it below and its one of my fave colors blue too.
When he showed me my new truck my gift seemed kinda small in comparision but I had to give it to him cause I had went to far with it not to. If yall remember a couple weeks ago I said Ryans present was gonna be a surprise and he was gonna be took by surprise by it. A couple of readers have emailed and asked about what it was. Im sorry for not answering you back about it but I didn't want to tell a lie about it so I just didn't answer you. My present and big surprise to Ryan is Im not going back to West Virginia Im at his house to stay. Ive moved everything I had and he didn't even suspect a thing. I had kept asking his mom what I could get him cause hes hard to buy for. Then one day she said Mike the only thing he wants is for you to finally move down here. So it took me a day to think about it and I said what the hell go for it. I could never have pulled it off without his mom so Im very thankful to her. She rented me a storage place for me to hide all my stuff I brought with me before I got to their house cause of course Ryan couldn't seen me with a bunch of cloths and my computer and stuff or he'd caught on to it. I felt so weird when I handed him the card that explained my present to him. Its hard to explain but I felt like who am I to be giving myself to someone as a present. Like Im stuck on myself or something and thats not true at all. Then Im thinking here he gives me a new truck and this is my present to him. He loved it though he started crying and hugging and kissing me all over. The only down side to it is I had a fight with my mom over moving so quick. I understand shes just worried about me but I got to get out in the big bad world. I can't stay in small town West Virginia my whole life. Plus Ill be back to visit from time to time its not like Im that far away.
I also wanted to thank everyone who sent Christmas cards. They were all really cute and me and Ryan both loved them.
Where is Santa?
Just wishin all a Very Merry Christmas!We will be back 2 bloggin very soon and gettin ya'll caught up on what we got 4 Christmas and want 2 hear what ya'll got 2!
Later from Atlanta!
You know I am not even gonna let mean people get me down right now I have my man here with me my Grandparents are here from England and its Christmas and I feel good on top of all that so I am not gonna let them ass licks at the mall get me down. Oh wonder what I am talking about well me and Mikey went and did some shopping my Grandparents surprised us by bringing my cousin with them so we needed 2 run and get him something and when do I really need an excuse 2 shop. Anyway we were at the mall me and Mikey we were looking around at some toys 4 my cousin and some clothes at the eagle and crombie.
We decide 2 have lunch so we ate in the mall then u know the picture things u can get inside of? Well we did that I didn't know now on top of them u can c the people inside and the faces they make right? Well of course we were kissing and 2 me no big deal so we get out take r pics and went on about shoppin. These boys started following us around and lets just say they weren't nice at all they were callin out fag, queers, cock sucker, butt licker and some other stuff. I was getting pissed I think Mikey could tell then finally he just stopped went up 2 the biggest kid and the group grabbed him by the shirt and said I am a queer and that's my boyfriend and I love him a lot do you have a problem with that? I think it scared the crap out of the kids nobody said anything.
On the way out I told Mikey he got 2 b careful doing stuff like that the group could have jumped us or worse. Well on the way 2 the car worse did happen them fucking pricks drove by and threw soda on us and food some trash also and of course yelled at us. They didn't stop I think they knew better Mikey wanted 2 go after them but I said let it go. Sometimes I think it's best just 2 let things go we can clean up clothes can be washed but death can't be reversed. Ask Matthew Shepard's Mom.
Later from Atlanta.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about the crazy way Ryan and I met. Actually I think about it all the time cause of just how crazy it is the way I found him. He stills say Im lying when I tell the story but its the truth. I was searching for gay blogs and typed in cute gay guys and his old Boy in Atlanta came up. Of course the first thing that caught my eye was how cute he was. Then we emailed and chatted online a few times but just as friends. Then we started talking on the phone. First time I heard his voice I was like OMG cute and got a southern accent. Could he be any more perfect. We talked 3 or 4 times a week after that and I began to realize how sweet and funny he really was. Then he got the idea of us meeting in person. I had found him in January and this was in September about 8 months later. He said he wasn't expecting anything great to happen or sparks to fly but it would be awesome if it did. So we met in Charlotte and as soon as I opened the motel door and seen him lets just say yes sparks did fly. No I didn't jump right on him and rip his cloths off. I may have done that if I could breath but it was like I was holding my breath and I realized I was doing it but couldn't stop. Really though Im much to shy to be jumping on anyone like that. We went out to dinner and talked about stuff we had in common like Nascar and football and baseball. We did finally go back to the motel room and yes we did do it. It was my first time and yes I and it was awkward the first couple times but I think I've got the hang of it now. So I was just wondering is it considered love at first sight if its a pic you see of the person and you don't meet them till 8 months later? Do any of yall believe in love at first sight?
Just a quick post we been busy getting ready 4 my Grandparents, shoppin and just being with each other. This song is how I feel about my Mikey.
I love you babe!
I wouldn't be me.
If I never see your smile again,
Or never woke to touch your skin.
The truth would be so plain to see,
If I couldn't love you, I wouldn't be me.
If the night couldn't kiss the morning sun,
Like a river that has no place to run.
God only knows where I might be,
If I couldn't love you I wouldn't be me.
If you hadn't of come into my life,
I'd be forever wondering why
I never found my destiny.
If I couldn't love you, I wouldn't be me.
And when the Master calls us home,
I hope and pray our hearts live on
And be as one eternity, Cause
If I couldn't love you, I wouldn't be me.
God only knows where I might be,
If I couldn't love you, I wouldn't be me.
If you hadn't of come into my life,
I'd be forever wondering why
I never found my destiny.
If I couldn't love you, I wouldn't me
Words by Billy Ray Cyrus
Love Should Never Be Illegal
The name of this city is French for “Big Marsh,” but there is no big marsh in the vicinity.
1. this city sits on the oldest exposed rock on the earth.
2. this city land was previously the Chippewa Tribe owned land.
3. in 1882 county government was established.
4. first census revealed 46 European-Americans, 46 Native Americans and 78 others of mixed/unknown ancestry living in this city.
5. the population of this city as of 2000 is 1353
6. crime in this city in 2003 was as follows
0 murders (0.0 per 100,000)
0 rapes (0.0 per 100,000)
0 robberies (0.0 per 100,000)
0 assaults (0.0 per 100,000)
0 burglaries (0.0 per 100,000)
0 thefts (0.0 per 100,000)
0 auto thefts (0.0 per 100,000)
I am so happy Mikey is here waking up this morning with him beside feels so right. He is sleeping right now and of course I am blogging he is not a morning person but that's ok gives me time 2 be with ya'll. We have plans on doing some shoppin today finish up Christmas gifts we both need 2 get. This is so cool doing this together it's like it's suppose 2 be I am just on cloud 9. Ok here is the interview we did with
Nichevo hope you enjoyed as much as I like doing it.
At what age did you come out and how did your parents take it?I officially came out in 1975 at the age of 25 while in the USN in San Diego. My parents did not know until the next year after I returned to Texas. My mother outed me to herself when she went snooping in my brief case and read a letter I had written to a friend back in Cali about this guy I had sex with on the bus ride home. She went hysterical on me, screaming and crying, god it was awful. That is the last time we spoke of it to each other. It has remained the 800 pound gorilla in the room for the last 30 years. I haven't even seen her since Mother's Day in 2004 or spoken with her. Way too much pain. I think my dad always knew, he led a less sheltered life than my mom having served in WWII. He always just loved me and was the one to always try and include me in the family. He died in 1996 and I miss him a lot. For a more detailed version of my coming out story I refer you to my post Once Upon a Christmas.
Would you rather have really good sex with a one night or bad sex in an ltr?I would rather have the good sex for one night, if there were bad sex, there would be no ltr.Whats gay life in Texas like?That depends on where you live. In small town Texas, it is much the same as all over, non-existent or severely closeted. You can still be bashed for being queer in Texas. In my youth they called bashing "rolling the queers" and usually included robbery as well as the beatings. I grew up in Fort Worth and never knew a gay life before I returned after the navy.
In Dallas there is a vibrant gay community mostly centered in the Oak Lawn area in the near north of downtown. There is also the beginnings of one in the Bishop Arts District in Oak Cliff across the river south of downtown. There is something for everyone from twinks to piano bars, leather and cowboys, lesbians and more. We have a spot in Oak Lawn called the crossroads where Cedar Springs Rd and Throckmorton Street cross in Oak Lawn. It is the center of what I teasingly refer to as downtown Homo Heights. I love to sit on the patio at Hunky's and watch the life go by. You think I have eye candy on Nichevo, you should see it there! There are all sorts of gay businesses there, we even have our own phone book as big as some small town directories.We Love the eye candy on your blog where do you find all them hot guys?I am a member of several MSN groups that feature hot photography and I peruse about 50 different blogs, artist and photographer websites, I don't have a scanner so I can't scan some I have hard copies of or I would. It is amazing what you can find on the web when you don't watch TV and surf away.If you could live anywhere in the world where would that be and why?This is hard to say. Sometimes I want to live on my own island and enjoy the solitude, at other times I would rather the city. I miss the beach so If I had to pick just one place, hmmm, San Diego, California. The city has great beaches, lots of sunshine, a short trip to Mexico, delicious Mexican food, lots of horny sailors and marines, and a vibrant gay community . I marched in my first gay pride parade there and it is where I came out.Are you seeing anyone now? If not how come how long have you been single? If you are can you tell us about him?No, I am not seeing anyone now. There are a lot of reasons, but basically, since my last bashing, I have kinda avoided boys town and the clubs. I have tried on line, but when I have set up meetings, the other party has never shown or made some excuse not to meet. My longest term relationship ended after 3 years in 1994. We lived together for a short time before he moved in with his girlfriend, but our relationship continued for two more years. He was a heavy metal guitar player with long hair and lots of tats. His girlfriend never found out about us, we always met when she was at work or he would show up unexpectedly and drop his clothes and attack. I have many fond memories of him. I lived in Fort Collins, Colorado at the time and moved back to Texas in 1994. He did not want to leave his girl so I came alone. What does the word Nichevo mean in your blog name?Nichevo is a Russian expression that means "it can't be helped" or "you can do nothing about it" which is how I feel about being gay. I am who I am and cannot change the fact of my homosexuality. I was gay before I knew what sex was, I just did not accept it because of religious repression. I found the word in a series of books by Harry S. Turtledove who is the master of alternative history novels. When I was creating my blog, I was rereading the WWII series and the word flashed in my mind. It fit and Nichevo was born.I hope this isn't to personal but have you ever did any porn? Also have you ever been to a bath house and whats it like if you have?I have never been in a porn movie, I am not hung well enough for them, though I have never had complaints about performance or satisfaction. My first bath house visit was in 1975 in San Diego and part of the Club Bath chain. I loved the orgy room with its humongous round bed full of guys doing their thing. They also had a video room with risers. The top riser came up about chest hi and had a crawl space below it with glory holes. You could stand up and watch video porn until your knees buckled from the blow jobs you were getting from the guys down below. There are two bath houses in Dallas, one a Club Bath, the other an independent. Both are great, but I like the independent one for its roof top pool and hot tub and view of downtown. I have stayed in the Club Bath in Atlanta where half the pool is indoors and half out. It is way better than any hotel I could have stayed in, with lots of hot water, clean sheets, and bunches of hot, horny men.What organizations or causes are you most active in supporting and why?Like you I support
The Matthew Shepard Foundation, I am a member of
Equality Forum out of Philadelphia,
HRC and the
Service Members Legal Defense Fund.They are all great organization working to right the injustices of hatred and homophobia. As a vet who was separated for before there was Don't Ask/Don't Tell the SMLDF is close to my heart. I can't do anything about my discharge, but maybe I can help someone else. I was denied my career in the military unjustly and I would like to see that stopped.
What would you most like my readers to know about you?I would like them to know that I am just a normal guy that happens to have great taste in men. I have an open ear and an open heart. Even if I don't have a pot to piss in, I will still give you the shirt off my back. I want the young ones to know that I am always willing to listen to them and try to help them sort out their feelings and emotions. My greatest desire is just to love and be loved by someone special. I can't afford to buy love, but I certainly want to meet someone who will fall in love with me as I fall in love with him.There you go, guys. My soul in a nutshell. I have held my heart too close for too long, and Nichevo is my way of reaching out to all the good guys in the world.Oh something else we were nominated for blogger of the year at
Best Gay Blogs it would be nice to win this but I am sure there are other blogs that have a better chance at winning. There is a cash prize for the winners and I want 2 say right now up front if we were 2 win this I would give the money 2 Matthew Shepard Foundation and or 2 aids research. So if you find it in your heart 2 support boys are ugly for best blog of the year go to
Best Gay Blog Nominations and let them know thanx 2 all the readers and fans of this blog.
That's it for today folks now go out and make it a awesome weekend.
Later from Atlanta
Over the years of blogging I have made many friends and many I kinda adopted as my family. Yesterday I got a sad letter telling me that one of my blogging friends had passed away. I was wondering where he was and wondered how come he wasn't answering my emails now I know.
Castor was an artist and a friend and a person I called Uncle. I have blogged with
Castor for about 3 years he came to know me and then Mikey very well. Even though I never met him in person he knew a lot about me and help me with many questions as a gay kid. I love his art work his drawings were just awesome. I am not sure what to say about the man I am not good at these things I just know I miss him.
Rest in Peace Uncle You Loved the World and the World Loved You! I am going to leave you with some of his work.
Last comment we got from Castor was
sept 26th
And I love you both for you love one another :-) Uncle
From his family
Mister Hans Sfiligoi died the 28th of November. He was suffering from lung-cancer.
Best wishes to all of you, best regards.
Johannes Sfiligoi and family.
His Blog Check back later for the interview with
Nichevo
Well finally I am happy and I think I know why the love of my life will be here Friday afternoon and I can't wait. We are gonna do some Christmas shopping maybe take in a few movies and of course lots and lots of sex! He will be here until after the first of the year that will be so awesome! My Grandparents will be here on the 20th from England and I am so happy. Then 2 top it off a follow blogger did an interview on me and Mikey on his blog and in return we got 2 do 1 on him his interview will be up tomorrow but if you would like 2 know a little more about me and Mikey click over 2 his blog and check out our interview make sure you come back tomorrow 2 check out what we ask him! Happy HNT Ya'll!
Nichevo's Interview
Later fron Atlanta!
You know Ive been thinking like crazy what to get Ryan for Christmas. Ive been calling his mom a lot and talking to her with out him knowing it. Well he does now since hes gonna read this but its to late for him to bitch about it. She says hes been really moody the last several days which I can tell when I talk to him on the phone. What I was thinking about getting him and she agreeded with me is something totally unexpected. I reckon you could say its handmade coz it wasn't bought in any store. He will be totally surprised when he sees it. I was gonna wait till next week to go down but Im thinking I better go this weekend. He wont know what his present is till Christmas though if I can keep it a secret that long. Hes like a little kid when it comes to surprises,he wants to know right away. As naughty as hes been lately by not taking his medicine Santa just might take his present back or at least make him do something for Santa before he gets it. So I got 2 more days then Im heading south for the holidays.
Here's a little Wednesday eye candy for our readers.
Well I got a cold surprised?
Not me!
I am in this mood I can't get out of.
I am horny as hell I need Mikey soon!
That's it 4 today folks gonna lay back down.
Later from Atlanta!
Historically, this city is best known for the raid on the Armory in 1859. As of the 2000 census, the town had a population of 307.
In 1751, this man was given a patent on 125 acres at the present location of the town. In 1761, he established a ferry across the Potomac making the town a starting point for settlers moving into the Shenandoah Valley and further west.
On October 25, 1783, Thomas Jefferson visited this city. He viewed "the passage of the Patowmac though the Blue Ridge" from a rock which is now named for him. Jefferson was actually on his way to Philidephia and passed through with his daughter Patsy. Jefferson called the site "perhaps one of the most stupendous scenes in nature.”
I had an HNT post all ready but decided not 2 do 1 this week. I have been in this funky mood the last few days and don't know why. I got busted yesterday by Mom 4 not takin my meds but just didn't feel like takin them. My ears I don't even want 2 talk about them I am so pissed I just wished I could hear but whatever. I do want 2 say thanx 2 a few people I did chat with 4 tryin 2 cheer me up I got an email from 1 that had this poem in it and it kinda fit so I am gonna put it in the end of the post. I know 1 thing that is just got me so pissed but I don't want 2 talk about it right now coz I just don't understand it and it's got me all bent. I guess I shouldn't worry about things I don't understand or have control over. I will just end this post here thanx 4 the shoulder!
Moody in Atlanta.
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends
of a pole which she carried across her neck.
One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was
perfect and always delivered a full portion of water.
At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the
cracked pot arrived only half full.
For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman
bringing home only one and a half pots of water.
Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments.
But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection,
and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do.
After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it
spoke to the woman one day by the stream
"I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes
water to leak out all the way back to your house."
The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers
on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?"
"That's because I have always known about your flaw, so I
planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back,
you water them."
"For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers
to decorate the table. Without you being just the way you are,
there would not be this beauty to grace the house."
Each of us has our own unique flaw. But it's the cracks and
flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and
rewarding.
You've just got to take each person for what they are and
look for the good in them.
SO, to all of my crackpot friends, have a great day and
remember to smell the flowers on your side of the path !
Oh 1 more thing don't forget this day in America History.Pearl Harbor December 7, 1941
USS Arizona, Pearl Harbor Memorial, Hawaii
Since Im gonna be going down to Ryan's for Christmas its got me to thinking about past Christmas's at my house. Growing up we didn't really have much money to spend for present. What presents my mom did get were mostly cloths. Every year we would get one toy. Now I know to appreciate the one toy I did get but back then I will admit I would get jealous of other kids in the neighborhood riding new bikes and playing with remote control cars and stuff. One year I think I was about 10 I got a G.I. Joe action figure or doll whatever you call it. I think that was the best toy I ever had. I had to much fun with him I built him a raft out of popsicle sticks and would float him down the creek. I played with him for 2 years I think then got tired of him and tied fire crackers to him and blew him up.
I guess you could say Im still just a big kid cause I love going down to Ryans and playing with all the stuff him and his little brother have. I honestly had never played x-box or playstation 2 until I went down to Ryans for the first time. Im terrible at it and him and his brother kick my ass in all the games but I love playing. Ryans suppose to get his brother the new playstation 3 for Christmas so I guess I'll be playing that a bunch when Im down there
So I was wondering if any of you had a favorite toy when you was a kid?
I am cold this morning it's 27 with a wind chill of 17 I know it's not as cold as other places but I got a chill and now I can't get warm. Mom thinks I might be coming down with a cold gosh I hope not but me and my luck and my immune system. The weekend for me was boring I didn't do much helped put up some Christmas stuff went over 2 my neighbors help them a little also. Funny thing about my neighbors is they don't live like right across the street coz we live in the country so u have 2 take a quad runner 2 get over 2 the neighbors and they are fun 2 play on. I don't have much else for today it's Monday after all.
Oh What City Sunday answer was Enumclaw hometown of Kasey Kahne.
Love You Mikey!Later from Atlanta!
This town maybe kinda hard but yall have been guessing the other ones quickly so I thought I'd make it more difficult.
The distance from this city to Washington D.C. is 2450 miles.(ok I fudged a little on the miles so you wouldn't google them but the miles are close)
In the third pic there is a famous mountain in the background
Population of this city is approximately 11,115. (fudged on that number also but you get the idea,its a small town:)
There is one clue in the pics that would help you if you can see it.
There this old man that lives across the street from us gosh I think he said he lived in that old farm house about 40 years he lives there alone his wife passed on before we moved into our house. He has always been nice 2 us Mom used 2 call when she would go 2 the store see if he needed anything when I started driven I always check in see if he needs anything. He would always have me pick something up 4 him didn't matter if he needed it or not then I got 2 thinkin he just wanted some company so now once a week sometimes more I just stop over and talk 2 him he makes a pot of coffee and we just sit there and talk. He always tells me stories of the way it used 2 be when he was a kid really great stories and what's it cost a little time that's all.
I think we as humans we lost doing good deeds and we need 2 do them more just do it out of kindness. Like when your in a store and you see and older person shoppin they can't reach the top shelve or there tryin 2 put something in there shoppin cart pick it and do it for them reach up on that top shelve and get it for them what's it gonna hurt? Open a door for a lady give up your seat on a bus or subway for a lady or and older person what's it gonna hurt? If you have an elderly neighbor ask them if they need anything the store or maybe just go over with some cookies and talk 2 them for a little while. Maybe you have a friend that's down on there luck and there really tryin 2 make it but just don't have enough and u have a little extra money buy them a card put 20 or 50 bucks in it let them know u care and your there that might just help them buy a little food what's it gonna hurt?
I just know there is still good people out there I blog with a lot of them!Have an awesome weekend go out and make the best of it!Later from Atlanta!
