Thought I would give you a little something 2 get a little laugh off 2 start your weekend.
Have a Wonderful Weekend!
Later from Atlanta!
Thought I would give you a little something 2 get a little laugh off 2 start your weekend.
Wow I can’t believe I'm gonna be moving for the second time in 4 months after I had spent the first 20 years or so in my little hometown. It’s gonna be so exciting and cool to have our own place. Sure it will be a little scary and I don’t think I would have ever did it if it wasn’t for Ryan. I could have honestly seen myself staying in my little town my whole life. Then along comes Ryan and pulls me out of my rut I was in and were off into the big bad world. I do feel bad for Ryan's mom and I completely understand her concerns and I have promised her I will take care of her boy. Were not leaving for almost a month I think but she has already got 3 pages of things written up for me to remember. Some of you who read our blog may think Ryan's mom is to overprotective or even smothering him and I use to think that to when I first met him. Then I got to know her and she told me the problems Ryan had being born and how he struggled the first couple months of his life then it changed my mind about her. I don’t know how long some of you have been reading our blog but Ryan had a blog he deleted before he came over to mine. The reason I mention it is when he had the blog and on his 18th birthday his mom had me sneak on to his blog since I knew his password and post a message she wanted him to see. Well I saved it fortunately and I wanted to repost it here today and maybe it will help everyone about why his mom is so protective of him. So here's the complete message from his old blog.
A Baby Boy! Tiny baby sneakers and a denim bib, he looks like dad with a bit of mom too! A bundle of love from heaven above is a new baby boy for you. Infancy is precious and fleeting, enjoy the enchantment of each day. Cherish each magical moment, fill his life with love in every way.
Today my baby boy you turn 18 a young man now but you will always be my baby boy.
I remember the day you were born but let me go back a couple years before that.
Me and your father wanted to have a baby and we tried but it wasn't working the doctor told us it wasn't going to happen for us and we should seek other means.
We decided if it wasn't meant to be then it wasn't meant to be. I prayed and prayed and then a couple years later I got the news you were coming.
Ryan my baby as you know it was hard on you and me and you came way too soon and they didn't know if you would make it. I told them yes he will he's a fighter and the angels are watching him. You had a lot of problems that you still carry with you and always will but they never stop you from being the best at anything you did. I am very proud of everything you did the awards for swimming, baseball you made me very proud.
In your short life Ryan some bad things have happened to you and I take most of the blame for them. Baby I felt I let you down. I wish I would have done more so nothing or nobody would have hurt you. Now again you are going through some things that I can't take away just know I am here baby boy and you do not have to go through it alone.
I want to give thanks to Mike for helping me get this on Ryan's blog.
I am so very proud of the young man you have become!
This is your day enjoy it to the fullest!
Happy Birthday Baby Boy!
Love Mom
A Baby Boy! Tiny baby sneakers and a denim bib, he looks like dad with a bit of mom too! A bundle of love from heaven above is a new baby boy for you. Infancy is precious and fleeting, enjoy the enchantment of each day. Cherish each magical moment, fill his life with love in every way.
Today my baby boy you turn 18 a young man now but you will always be my baby boy.
I remember the day you were born but let me go back a couple years before that.
Me and your father wanted to have a baby and we tried but it wasn't working the doctor told us it wasn't going to happen for us and we should seek other means.
We decided if it wasn't meant to be then it wasn't meant to be. I prayed and prayed and then a couple years later I got the news you were coming.
Ryan my baby as you know it was hard on you and me and you came way too soon and they didn't know if you would make it. I told them yes he will he's a fighter and the angels are watching him. You had a lot of problems that you still carry with you and always will but they never stop you from being the best at anything you did. I am very proud of everything you did the awards for swimming, baseball you made me very proud.
In your short life Ryan some bad things have happened to you and I take most of the blame for them. Baby I felt I let you down. I wish I would have done more so nothing or nobody would have hurt you. Now again you are going through some things that I can't take away just know I am here baby boy and you do not have to go through it alone.
I want to give thanks to Mike for helping me get this on Ryan's blog.
I am so very proud of the young man you have become!
This is your day enjoy it to the fullest!
Happy Birthday Baby Boy!
Love Mom
I had a good weekend me and Mom talk some over the move I can say she still not happy but understands. She is just being Mom worried bout my meds and blood sugar and all. She knows how I get in moods sometimes bout my health and stop takin everything she worry Mikey won't be able 2 handle me and make me take my pills check my blood when I'm suppose 2. I know she has worries but she has 2 know Mikey can do these things and it's time I stand up also and do what I am suppose 2 for him I am looking at things now its about me and him now. Anyhoo I didn't want 2 make another post about moving and all I think Mikey has a post coming up about that.
What I was wonderin what is in your cd player right now either in your car or in your house? Like my truck has a 6 disc in dash player in it and this is what cd's I have in it. Most the time I don't listen to Cd's coz I have Sirius Satellite Radio so there is so much on there 2 listen 2 don't play the cd's that much some have been changed since I bought them pretty bad huh? Be lookin for a post from Mikey I told him ya'll missed him and he need 2 say something coz this is his blog 2 what a brat he is!!!!!!
1. Maroon 5 - Songs about Jane
2. Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
3. Dixie Chicks - Taking the Long Way
4. Billy Ray Cyrus - Wanna be your Joe
5. Scissor Sister - Ta-Dah
6. Cher - Farewell Tour
Later from Atlanta!
What I was wonderin what is in your cd player right now either in your car or in your house? Like my truck has a 6 disc in dash player in it and this is what cd's I have in it. Most the time I don't listen to Cd's coz I have Sirius Satellite Radio so there is so much on there 2 listen 2 don't play the cd's that much some have been changed since I bought them pretty bad huh? Be lookin for a post from Mikey I told him ya'll missed him and he need 2 say something coz this is his blog 2 what a brat he is!!!!!!
1. Maroon 5 - Songs about Jane
2. Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
3. Dixie Chicks - Taking the Long Way
4. Billy Ray Cyrus - Wanna be your Joe
5. Scissor Sister - Ta-Dah
6. Cher - Farewell Tour
Later from Atlanta!
Well I kept ya'll waintin long enough on this news. First off I had 2 get the balls up 2 tell Mom first and I know some of you have seen my balls and would say there big but not when it comes 2 Mom. I know tmi on the balls haha oh well that's life. Anyhoo back 2 the news when me & Mikey was house sitting for my Uncle in Florida besides doing all the crazy stuff we did down there Mikey seen this add in the paper at this great company so he went and put his app in well they called and offer him the job. He told them there was a few people he needed 2 talk and would let them know in a few days and they were ok with that. So that's when he came and told me.
Now at first I wasn't up for this at all. I have never lived away from home and wasn't in any hurry to move across town let alone out of state. I told him my fears and how I didn't think I was ready and he told me he understood and would call them back and tell them no. I felt so bad inside coz I knew he wanted this job. Jobs like this don't come along all the time and it's something he wanted to do for a long time and here I am shooting down his dreams. Tallking about feeling bad I needed 2 talk 2 someone so I went 2 my Dad ask him if we could take the quads out and have a talk.
So after getting out we stop he ask me what's up so I told him about the job Mikey could get and it was out of state and I know he want's it but I told him I didn't want 2 move coz I was scared and he was going 2 turn the job down coz he didn't want me unhappy. My Dad said well you know your Mom is going 2 freak when she hears but think about this boy didn't Mikey walk away from the things he knew things that made him feel safe and took that jumb 2 be here with you. If you love him Ryan like you say you do then it's time you prove it 2 him support him and take that jump. Remember if it don't work out you both can come right back here our door is always open 2 you both. Course I do what I do best cried and hug him.
Back inside I found Mikey I ask him you call them yet with his sad eyes he said no I was just fixing 2 I told him then when u call them u tell them u will take the job. He said what? I said you heard me tell them you will take it. He ask 4 real YES MIKEY 4 REAL! I know I already told babe but I want 2 say it on here I Love You more than life and my Dad is right you took a chance 4 me and now I will 4 u. I believe in you and I know we will be just fine. So people we are moving 2 Florida in about a month. Yes I am scared to death but I knoe it's the right thing 2 do and we will be fine.
There is much more 2 tell but I am out of time. I need 2 let ya'll know how Mom took things and how my Uncle is helpin with the move gosh just so much more I will try 2 sit down this weekend and tell more. I would love 2 know what ya'll think about this. This a good idea or a mistake waiting 2 happen? Either way I want 2 hear what you think. Have a wonderful weekend and don't forget in Nascar there racing the car of tomorrow Sunday check it out and let me know what you think on that also.
Damn am I really gonna do this!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Later from Atlanta!
I found the road I was suppose 2 take but right now I can't say. I will let ya'll in on the big surprise this Thursday or Friday. I had 2 work things out in my head and make sure I was doing the right thing now I know I am. I just have some details to work out and then I can let ya'll in on the big surprise. Sorry 2 keep ya hanging like that but got 2 handle a few things b4 I spill. Do you know how hard it is for me 2 keep a secret? So stay tuned for the big announcement on Thursday or Friday.
Love from Atlanta!
Love from Atlanta!
I have reach it now what do I do?
My Friend Patty sent me this survey in an email and I thought I would answer it and post it on here so ya'll could see if ya'll do it on your blog let me know so I can come by and check it out! Been busy this week I do have more 2 post about but need 2 find the time with nascar being in town this week and the track so far away from my house makes it hard 2 find time. Please stay tuned we will have a post up soon!
Later from Atlanta!
1. What time is it? :: 8:50 am
2. What's your full name? :: Ryan (for safety I am only using my first name)
3. What are you most afraid of? :: snakes
4. What is the most recent movie that you have seen in a Theater? Hannibal Rising
5. Place of birth? :: Atlanta, Ga.
6. Favorite food? :: Italian
7. What's your natural hair color? :: Dirty blonde
8. Ever been to Alaska? :: No
9. Ever been toilet paper rolling? :: No
10. Love someone so much it made you cry? :: Yes
11. Been in a car accident? :: Yes
12. Croutons or bacon bits? :: Bacon bits
13. Favorite day of the week? :: Sunday (race day)
14. Favorite restaurant? :: Gumbeaux's Cajun Cafe
15. Favorite Flower? :: Rose
16. Favorite sport to watch? :: Nascar
17. Favorite drink? :: Raspberry tea
18. Favorite ice cream? :: Carmel
19. Disney or Warner Brothers? :: Warner brothers
20. Ever been on a ship? :: Yes
21. What color is your bedroom carpet? :: Purple
22. How many times did you fail your driver's test? :: None
23. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? :: My Uncle in Florida
24. What do you do when you are bored? :: Read or watch tv
25. When is Bedtime? :: around 10
26. Who will do this survey on there blog? :: Martin
27. Favorite TV show :: Deal or No Deal, American Idol, Any news!
28. Last person you went to dinner with? :: Mikey
29. What are your favorite colors? :: Blue & Purple
30. How many tattoos do you have? :: None
31. How many pets do you have? :: Me personally 2 dogs but I live on a farm so we got all kinds.
32. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? :: Chicken
33. What do you want to do before you die? :: Get Married
34. Have you ever been to Hawaii? :: Yes
35. Have you been to countries outside the U.S.? :: Yes
36. Time this survey ended? :: 9:00 am
Later from Atlanta!
1. What time is it? :: 8:50 am
2. What's your full name? :: Ryan (for safety I am only using my first name)
3. What are you most afraid of? :: snakes
4. What is the most recent movie that you have seen in a Theater? Hannibal Rising
5. Place of birth? :: Atlanta, Ga.
6. Favorite food? :: Italian
7. What's your natural hair color? :: Dirty blonde
8. Ever been to Alaska? :: No
9. Ever been toilet paper rolling? :: No
10. Love someone so much it made you cry? :: Yes
11. Been in a car accident? :: Yes
12. Croutons or bacon bits? :: Bacon bits
13. Favorite day of the week? :: Sunday (race day)
14. Favorite restaurant? :: Gumbeaux's Cajun Cafe
15. Favorite Flower? :: Rose
16. Favorite sport to watch? :: Nascar
17. Favorite drink? :: Raspberry tea
18. Favorite ice cream? :: Carmel
19. Disney or Warner Brothers? :: Warner brothers
20. Ever been on a ship? :: Yes
21. What color is your bedroom carpet? :: Purple
22. How many times did you fail your driver's test? :: None
23. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? :: My Uncle in Florida
24. What do you do when you are bored? :: Read or watch tv
25. When is Bedtime? :: around 10
26. Who will do this survey on there blog? :: Martin
27. Favorite TV show :: Deal or No Deal, American Idol, Any news!
28. Last person you went to dinner with? :: Mikey
29. What are your favorite colors? :: Blue & Purple
30. How many tattoos do you have? :: None
31. How many pets do you have? :: Me personally 2 dogs but I live on a farm so we got all kinds.
32. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? :: Chicken
33. What do you want to do before you die? :: Get Married
34. Have you ever been to Hawaii? :: Yes
35. Have you been to countries outside the U.S.? :: Yes
36. Time this survey ended? :: 9:00 am
Where 2 start lets see I forget that my Mom reads this blog so I and Mikey just write what's on our minds. Last week Mikey wrote about our little 3 way we had in Florida and him dealing with that and drinking well guess who also seen the post? Right my Mom and can we say she was a little pissed no we can't she was big time pissed. She called and I had my cell off and she left a message all it said was "CALL HOME NOW" in that your ass is grass Mom tone. Ya'll know the tone I am talking about the tone where your like I don't want 2 call her. Well I finally did and she said read the blog and you boys got 9 hours 2 pack your shit up and get home NOW!
I told Mikey and he was like freak out said he didn't want 2 go and face her I told him u don't want her coming here wont be pretty at all. So we clean up best we could at my Uncles and off we went peddle 2 the floor doing our best nascar driving on the way back 2 Hot Atlanta. It was night when we got there like 2 in the morning you think that women would be a sleep oh hell no she was waiting up for us. Boy did we ever get an ass chewing I think I lost a few pounds in my ass. Mikey he didn't say a word I think it freak him out a bit he never seen my Mom mad b4. I think she got done chewing us about 4:30 in the morning course I was tired but I understood what she was sayin and me & Mikey both agree with her and already decided on what we want in life and what we don't.
Race is in town this week I am so happy for that of course Mikey started a job today working with my Dad he was happy bout that Monday-Friday weekends off unless something big comes up that they need him. I am sure we or I should say he will give more details on his job soon as he can. We are going 2 the race this weekend the family going with us that should be really cool. You might have notice over the past few months are posting has went down some it's just with us being together now kinda makes it hard 2 post everyday and I work on a few other blogs also. I try to give fair time 2 all of them. Please just stick with us were gonna try 2 do better coz we so much enjoy each and everyone that takes time 2 read our blog and leave us a comment shows me there is still hope out there.
Welcome Home Reed!
Later from Atlanta.
I told Mikey and he was like freak out said he didn't want 2 go and face her I told him u don't want her coming here wont be pretty at all. So we clean up best we could at my Uncles and off we went peddle 2 the floor doing our best nascar driving on the way back 2 Hot Atlanta. It was night when we got there like 2 in the morning you think that women would be a sleep oh hell no she was waiting up for us. Boy did we ever get an ass chewing I think I lost a few pounds in my ass. Mikey he didn't say a word I think it freak him out a bit he never seen my Mom mad b4. I think she got done chewing us about 4:30 in the morning course I was tired but I understood what she was sayin and me & Mikey both agree with her and already decided on what we want in life and what we don't.
Race is in town this week I am so happy for that of course Mikey started a job today working with my Dad he was happy bout that Monday-Friday weekends off unless something big comes up that they need him. I am sure we or I should say he will give more details on his job soon as he can. We are going 2 the race this weekend the family going with us that should be really cool. You might have notice over the past few months are posting has went down some it's just with us being together now kinda makes it hard 2 post everyday and I work on a few other blogs also. I try to give fair time 2 all of them. Please just stick with us were gonna try 2 do better coz we so much enjoy each and everyone that takes time 2 read our blog and leave us a comment shows me there is still hope out there.
Welcome Home Reed!
Later from Atlanta.
I've seen him as he awakens in the morning
He reaches out his hand and without a word
As his fingers softly fall upon my face
He lights the flame of desire and makes me want him
And love is the foundation we lean on all you need is love to ease your mind
And does it have to be right to be called love
When he gives me more loving then a lifetime of looking could ever find
And love is the foundation we lean on...
I Love You Mikey!
He reaches out his hand and without a word
As his fingers softly fall upon my face
He lights the flame of desire and makes me want him
And love is the foundation we lean on all you need is love to ease your mind
And does it have to be right to be called love
When he gives me more loving then a lifetime of looking could ever find
And love is the foundation we lean on...
I Love You Mikey!
Me and Mikey are takin a small break 2 work some things out we won't be gone long please don't go away and understand if we don't answer emails for a few days we just need 2 work thru a few things thanx 4 all the wonderful emails and comments and the support ya'll give us!
Love Ya'll We'll Be Back Soon!
Love Ya'll We'll Be Back Soon!
Something happened last week when Ryan and me went out to the karaoke bar. At first I wasn't going to post about it but then I talked to Ryan and thought maybe I would see what yalls feelings are about it. The other night you know we went to the karaoke bar with some friends we know down here. Wow I don't know how to bring this up but there was a guy there that is cute and he was hitting on Ryan a lot. It don't really bother me when guys do because I know how Ryan feels about me and Ryan told him he had a boyfriend and pointed my way. The guy came up and talked to me too. He was a really cool guy very cute and well I don't know why but we ended up taking him back to Ryan's uncles house and we had a few drinks next thing I know we all end up naked and you can guess the rest. Ive never did anything like this before since Ryan was my first guy I had ever been with so doing the threesome with this guy makes him my second. The thing is I didn't mind doing it at the time, it was fun but the next morning I woke up and I felt bad and still do. I feel like I cheated on Ryan. We have talked about it a lot since it happened and we both feel the same way that we never want to do that again. It just happened we let it I know but I am sorry it did now and I cant stop thinking about it. I wont even get started on the part about me drinking and how stupid I feel over that part of it. Coming from a household with a drunk for a father I had made a promise to myself to never drink. People had always said that was going to be a hard promise to keep and I reckon they was right. Im not even going to go any further on the drinking part of it cause I'd end up beating myself up all day on here over it. Im just disappointed in myself over the whole thing maybe the drinking part even more so then the threesome.
We step out on the dance floor
The band starts to play
Holding you close I get carried away
Finding that falling is easy to do
Lost in the feeling with you.
Time standing still as I whirl you around
We're dancing without
Even touching the ground
Finding that falling is easy to do
Lost in the feeling with you.
No words are spoken
That don't need to be said
You and the music
Had gone to my head.
But I'll just go on
When the music is through
Lost in the feeling with you
Last night we went out with this couple we met from Clearwater who knew they had a gay karaoke country night here in Florida. I must say we had a good time neither me or Mikey are club kids just never got into it. Mikey had never been until he came 2 visit me once in Atlanta and I think that just blew him away. Anyway we agree we would go out with them for a few hours can't stay naked in the house with your boyfriend forever can you? Mikey is a good singer but 2 get him 2 do anything in public is like pulling teeth but he surprised me last night and he got up and sang and he said this 4 my baby. Aww I know I cried also Mikey I Love You Baby!
Oh any of u that want 2 see Daniel aka Harry Potter naked leave me a comment or shoot me an email I have a link that shows him totally naked and its damn hot could be fake but who cares still hot as hell!
Later from Florida!
The band starts to play
Holding you close I get carried away
Finding that falling is easy to do
Lost in the feeling with you.
Time standing still as I whirl you around
We're dancing without
Even touching the ground
Finding that falling is easy to do
Lost in the feeling with you.
No words are spoken
That don't need to be said
You and the music
Had gone to my head.
But I'll just go on
When the music is through
Lost in the feeling with you
Last night we went out with this couple we met from Clearwater who knew they had a gay karaoke country night here in Florida. I must say we had a good time neither me or Mikey are club kids just never got into it. Mikey had never been until he came 2 visit me once in Atlanta and I think that just blew him away. Anyway we agree we would go out with them for a few hours can't stay naked in the house with your boyfriend forever can you? Mikey is a good singer but 2 get him 2 do anything in public is like pulling teeth but he surprised me last night and he got up and sang and he said this 4 my baby. Aww I know I cried also Mikey I Love You Baby!
Oh any of u that want 2 see Daniel aka Harry Potter naked leave me a comment or shoot me an email I have a link that shows him totally naked and its damn hot could be fake but who cares still hot as hell!
Later from Florida!
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