So do any of you have any New Years Resolution? If you do you ever keep them? I have a few a I decided I would have 5 and try to keep at least 3 of them if not all but I'll see how it goes.
1. Stay healthy so I stay out of the hospital. 2. Eat more haha I know most people say diet but I think food is so overrated guess that's why I am down to 125 pds. Laurie be nice! 3. Control the drinking thing. 4. Start wearing clothes more. 5. Just be a better person to others.
Ok I have been in a pissey mood since Sunday so we went out Sunday night that didn't help. Yesterday at work all day people kept asking me what's wrong? I keep telling them nothing I'm fine really I was lying but sometimes people just can't help with the way your feeling. So after work last night a coworker ask you wanna go for a drink you look like you could use one. I am like hell one they better leave the bottle! So here I am at work sick and still feeling this way maybe tonight there will be a few more drinks! Moods I fucking hate em!
Later from Florida!
Love this song kinda describes how I feel. It's by Lifehouse
Well Christmas is over I am kinda glad it was starting to get on my freaken nerves. All my family left and went back to the Atlanta area glad of that also. I never in a million years would think I would enjoy living on my own but damn I do. I was happy they all came here for Christmas I am happy when they left also. Friday morning I got up and decided I seen enough of the Christmas tree and lights and all the shit that goes with it and I took it all down. My Dad jump in and helped he said not wasting anytime I told him I was tired of it already. I know surprising huh I wasn't out shopping well I am trying real hard to be an adult and saving and not buying just cause I know it's hard but I am doing it. Just for the record I was talking with a friend last week and he ask me if Kadin knew about this blog and I told him no he don't I haven't told him. He ask me if I felt I wasn't being true 2 Kadin and I don't it's like having a dairy but instead I have a blog. It's not that I'm keeping this from Kadin it's just a place I can come and say how I'm feeling and get advice without pissing him off coz I talked about something he thought I should have kept between us. So for now I don't feel I am keeping this blog from him.
So what's the New Year's Eve Plans? For me I don't know yet apart of me want's to go out and the other part say's stay home have a party at home. Only thing with that is I know how it will end up naked neighbors somebody throwing up in my driveway and me doing karaoke half the night. I know nothing wrong with that I'm just saying. I am thinking maybe about Detours I always a blast there it's not far the house just across the bridge I could do a taxi so I won't be out drinking and driving. Last night I had 2 get out so we ended at Detours and a few rum and cokes later I was feeling really good but Kadin was good so he drove home but I sure am feeling it this morning here at work guess that is apart of growing up. Anyway love to here your New Year's plans so spill bitches! haha ya know I love ya. This might be my last post for this year I am not sure yet so if it is please whatever you do be safe have fun and join me back here next year there is no doubt in my mind I will need your advice and help to get me thru another year.
My wish for next year is Peace on Earth and Equal Rights not any Special Rights just the Same Rights! Later from a Warm Florida!
I won't have the time for a Christmas post so I am doing it now. I just want to wish each of you that take time 2 read my blog a Very Merry Christmas. I hope you get everything you wanted and more. I already feel blessed coz Ya'll take time out of your lives 2 read what's going on in mine. Some leave comments others email sometimes I read something's I didn't want to hear but needed 2. So anyway thanks for being such good friends.
Thanks for the cards. If your name not on here forgive me I will get it up soon! Uncle Gerry Angel Martin Gomad Becky Laurie Mike Tom Chris Elise Patti Ed Tim Carl
Well my parents made it in even though I seen them at Thanksgiving I was sure glad to see them again. I was missing my mom. My Grandparents will be in today and I have a doctor appointment this morning. Don't worry it's just a check up and mom is going with me just to make sure everything is ok. First thing my mom did was went to the grocery store she was totally freaking out for the lack of food in the house and yes I got the 3rd degree about eating. I can't help it just I don't think about eating and when I do I eat not like everyone want's but I do eat. Hell even Corey was on my ass and not in a good way. I am so proud of him and what he has become all he went thru in life and as change to become this awesome person. He is happy about Mikey moving back 2 Atlanta I think it's a good thing for Mikey also. I want to thank all of you that sent cards I got more on Saturday and will personally thank you with a post when I have a little more time. So Yall got your Christmas shopping done? I have mine finish I think.
Have a happy Monday. Stay warm! Later from a chilly Florida!
Ok everyone knows how I like having contests and giving things away. Well it's Christmas time so why not have one more contest before the year is up. This one I made as hard I think this is the deal be the first one to answer correctly and you win just like that. What do you win you ask well I decided that I would leave that up to u see I was thinkin maybe a movie dvd or blu-ray maybe a cd or an autograph picture of me in a jockstrap in a nice frame! hah like anyone would want that! But you do have a choice of the prize I have a list of the movies and cd's I got and you can have your pick if you win if you are crazy and want the pic just make sure your over 18 coz if your not or I feel your not I won't send it. So without any further ado here are the questions................ A little like Jeopardy tell me who said it. For a surprise gift tell me where and what they were doing when it was said.
Look at you. You are a rocketship!
I was just wondering where you got that bra?
Let me keep on using you.
No one say anything frivolous for the next few moments. I am having a significant experience.
Student was bad.
On being used I could write thebook.
Here are the prizes I have available you can have pick what you want and remember for a surprise gift answer the other question.
The Invisible (Blu-Ray) Masters of Horror Season 1 (Blu-Ray) Latter Days (DVD) Shortbus (DVD) David Archuleta (CD) David Cook (CD) Jonas Brothers (CD) Jamie Johnson (CD)
Good Luck! Have a Fabulous Weekend! Later from Tampa Bay!
With my parents coming in this weekend I thought I better get my ass moving and do some Christmas stuff to the house didn't want them to think I was being an Ebenezer. So we hit the stores a running me and Kadin decided we wanted a rainbow tree so that's what we did. We did some outside lights most of them are blue but its coz I like blue. I didn't go all out like some of my neighbors they are just really gay haha they know I love them. I just wanted my Dad 2 see I can live on my own and can do Christmas lights and all the holiday stuff. So now it's your turn get them cameras out and take some pics of your tree and Christmas stuff and post it on your blog or email them 2 me I want 2 see what you got up. If you blog it let me know so I can come by and check it out! The Gay Tree! The Gay Tree all lighted up. Close up of the Gay Tree. Santa has no hate he loves all children gay ot str8. Love this plays music as they slide and skate. Florida weather all the way up to Christmas Eve. Outside Lights. Adifferent view. Later from Florida
There comes a point in your life when you realize: Who matters, Who never did, Who won't anymore... And who always will. So, don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.
Give these flowers to everyone you don't want to lose in 2009
Thanks Elise for the flowers and I don't want to lose you or anyone else that reads my blog. So I decided instead of emailing all of you I would post it on here. What I would like for those that have blogs to copy and post it on your blogs for those that don't copy and email it back to me. I know it sounds a little crazy but it will make you feel good and it will make me feel good so just do it! While I am on this feeling good kick I know most if u know I am a big mommies boy and with my feelings being out of whack this past week I really need my momma right now and they are coming in this weekend Saturday and my Grandparents will be in Monday from England so yeah that is making me feel better. When I was a baby and feeling sad in my later years I remember my Mom singing me a song and when I am feeling bad she still sends it 2 me. Thanks Mom I Love You Too!
Ed, Tim, Carl, Redd, Elise, Chris thanks so much for the cards! I just think somewhere in life we lost the old fashion way of giving Christmas cards and I am ok with times changing things but this is one thing I think we should keep. I personally believe when a person gets a card it makes them feel good inside I know it does me. Anyhoo many thanks for the cards I got so far!
I got a lot of emotions going on inside me right now. I am trying to work thru them but they are getting harder everyday, Seems like they are ripping me apart inside I just need 2 get them in check but it's hard. Sorry for this crappy post I just don't have anything else until I get these feelings under control.
Today's post I kinda stole the idea from Patti I call mine get it off my chest. So here it goes......
Let me start with the ass here at work that is so cheap. Last week when one of the girls went and got everyone's lunch he chased her down coz she didn't give him the right change he was shorted 2 cents yes people I said 2 cents he hunted all over the building until he found her and told her u own me 2 cents. Oh it gets better my cheapass said yesterday while we were at lunch why would anybody buy a gift and give it 2 a kid and say it's from Santa? He said if I buy a gift I am putting on the card it's from me not some made up guy why give the credit 2 someone else. Cheapass it's like this Santa has never done any harm in this world he makes a lot people feel good being cheap will make u so unhappy and when u die someone sure will spend the money you won't.
The kid that cut me off yesterday and then flipped me off I hope your penis falls off next time u jack it! Damn right I said it!
The lady that said how sick when she saw me and Kadin kissing inside Winn Dixie by the cereal you wished you could be kissed by either of us or just by anybody get some teeth!
The bouncers at Detours how many times do you have 2 check our id's? I mean really 5 times hello didn't change from the first time you seen it!
The guys on the dance floor at Detours when I say no I don't want to dance with ya I have a man and he's here don't mean when we get on the floor I want you trying to come in between us. There is a reason your dancing alone need I say it? Ok I will um stop being so pushy overbearing you would be surprised.
This one is for me Ryan when you know in the back of your head enough is enough and you don't need that last class of spice rum make sure you say no next time and then you wouldn't feel like you do right now.
For the guy in Georgia yeah you bitch don't start something that you won't be able to finish ok! Trust me I am mean might not seem like but I am and I will hurt you bad trust me I have taken down many and your skinny ass will be like flicking a burger off my finger ok! So I would back off while you have a chance!
That's it from Florida for the ones I love lick my ass the others I don't kiss it!
the link points at the second part of the interview in which Jon Stewart probes Mike Huckabee on social conservatism. Bravo to Jon for some excellently made points, especially with regards to the "lifestyle choice".
Woo! Term is nearly over. School is nearly out! So far this week I've been lecturing wearing a red Santa hat, I had wanted to find a green one but it seems nobody makes them anymore. Grrr, curse you Cola! I'm looking forward to a few days hard earned rest and then frantic panic buying Christmas pressies. We'll be having Christmas at my parents this year and it'll be the first time that the bf has joined us (it's my first out Christmas). More excitingly it's also baby's first Christmas! My sister's coming down and bringing her incredicute daughter so we're all really looking for it. Yay for baby! The little tyke is crawling so the bf and I are descending on the house a few days before my sister arrives in order to childproof it.
Sadly, to compensate for all this harmony another part of my extended family won't be joining us because of a tiff they're having. Grrr, why can't people sort these things out - it's baby's first Christmas for fuck's sake. A baby! In case you hadn't picked up on it, I'm a very happy uncle.
Soon, it'll be time to think about what resolutions I'm going to break next year. Having been a non-smoker for some years now I think I'll commit to trying to give up again. More seriously, I'll probably try and exercise more. I've been meaning to try out the pool near my flat for a few months now but not gotten around to it. And maybe, who knows, when the weather improves, I might even invest in a bike... Buns of steel here I come!
I work days and Kadin works anywhere from 2nd shift to nights. He works last night so he is sleeping right now sometimes he comes here sometimes he goes to his apartment. He came here this morning and he is sleeping I watch him sleeping and just get these feelings. I didn't write this poem this time I haven't wrote any poems in a long time but if I did I think it would be something like this. Have a happy Monday!
He Sleeps
There he sleeps soundly oblivious to me, Not knowing that I can't look away.
I watch his movement carefully, I notice every breath. I smell his sultry skin that tantalizes me, I cuddle closely completely peaceful.
His hair is perfect, his face content, Chest moving in rhythm with his dreams.
I touch his arms, his face and hair, I tickle his back without him feeling. I slip into dreamland feeling so secure, I wish I could stay here forever with him.
Everyone knows I am a history nut that was my best class in school Today is Pearl Harbor Day. This day we can never forget either Take time today if only for a second to think about what happen that day and those who died on that day!
Didn't this seem like a long week or what? Well I woke up in a good mood and off to work I went I pull up in the lot and first thing I see is bus not just any bus but a blood bus I was thinking oh great just forget it and walk on pass it. Before I could get pass it a guy ask you work here? I am like yeah he said were having our holiday blood drive today u look like a healthy young man maybe you could give some blood today. I said sure I'll be back later. Of course I am pissed now it's not the fact of giving blood I would in a heart beat the problem is they won't take my blood. Why you ask I'm sure some of you already know but let me tell what happen when I went back with my friend Linda. We sit at the table in front of the bloodmoblie and I said hope you don't mind but I brought a friend with me he said oh no the more the better. I said well this is my friend Linda and she sucks cock and I do also but you will only take her blood and not mine coz I suck cock like Linda how is that right? He said look I don't make the rules take it with the government true you don't make the rules but let me ask ya if your family member was dying and needed blood and a gay man that is healthy could save there life by giving there blood would you turn it down? He said he would take it that he thinks it's stupid rule but it is the rule. I think maybe he was gay haha anyway the point is Gay people are banned from giving blood when around the holidays people need it the most and there are healthy gay people out there that would give and the government bans us from doing so think about when someone you love dies because there wasn't enough blood to save them think about it!This part is for a friend think about what we talked about ok the door is always open! I will always be here for you always!
I can't believe that nobody took a guess at what I got while shopping the most wanted toy this year and nobody guess what's up with that? Anyway I got the last Elmo Live that Walmart had. Woo hoo I know like I said the only reason I bought it was to make a little on it. I know don't sound right but I am trying to make it on my own without the parents help. Dad was surprised that I didn't use the credit card all last month I told him I am trying to be an adult now. So anyway I am putting it on ebay in a few days but I thought maybe somebody out there might want it. I am not gonna ripped anyone off just make a little on it so if u think u want it email me and I'll give u the price. Sorry I didn't post anything good this morning like I normally do been busy with work picking up a lot of overtime with people being gone on vacation this week. Make sure 2 keep an eye on this blog I am working on a post about the church and pastors I think will get some people talkin anyway that's it for today email me if u want 2 talk about Elmo. Later from Florida!
This is your last chance to get a Christmas Card I am sending them out now so if you want one send me your address just email it to me at ryryt87@yahoo.com.
After a week off I find it hard getting back into the groove of things its funny really when I'm sick in the hospital for a week I can get right back 2 things but go away for Thanksgiving come back and try please my ass is still dragging. Anyway I'll be fine by the end of the week so my Parents called yesterday 2 see how we were doing and they told me that they are thinking about coming here for Christmas. OMFG! I can't say no it's there house really but I am not sure I just thinkin what I have 2 do and get ready before they come. I think the reason why they might be coming here is Kadin don't think he will get that week off coz they gave him Thanksgiving and they know I won't come up if he can't so I think there thinking they will come here so we all can be together. Good idea I guess Kadin told me to go on up but I can't do that and leave him at Christmas time just not me ya'll know that.
Did any of you do the black Friday thing? Of course I did me and Mom hey I did manage to get the most wanted toy of the season can you guess what it is? The reason I bought it was I was thinking about making some extra cash by selling it on ebay. I know don't seem right but I'm sure I'm not the only one doing it and besides I am trying to make it on my own without the parents help and I look at it as a way 2 make a few bucks. So can you guess what toy it is? I'll post a pic of it on here soon but hey take a guess! Oh I got my first Christmas card of the season it's from Ed he is been a friend and a fan of this blog for a long long time has watched me grow from a boy to man so Ed thanks for being a friend and 4 the card! Remember start looking for your cards from me I'll be sending them out this week! Later from Florida!
Update: My cousin called me from another state and I guess deer season open yesterday and he called 2 tell me about a deer he got or I should say shot he knows I hate hunting but he seems 2 call every freaken year 2 tell me about it. I understand hunting but saying that I don't like it just don't seem right 2 me least my cousin don't do it for fun he does eat what he kills but it anit right still. So any hunters out there try hunting without a gun make it more fair you bitches!
