I got this email from a friend and he ask me what 5 things that I think I couldn't live without not people but things? So I wrote him back and said well let me think about that and I will answer it on the blog. So it got me thinking and of course if I could say people Mikey would be first. Then I thought at one point my cell phone would have been in there but since moving up here with Mikey I don't always get service with it and ya know I haven't missed it as much as I thought I would. So my 5 things I can't live without.......
1) My Computer if I didn't have it then I wouldn't get 2 talk with some of you! 2) My IPod I love music listen 2 it everyday. 3) Sirius Satellite radio I just hate regular radio! 4) Mikey is yelling my shoes ok I have way 2 many shoes! 5) Sex yes I said sex that feeling u get when u mmmm yeah your feeling me!
Ok that's my 5 now how about your 5 things you can't live without? Speaking of that feeling I wonder what Mikey is doing in the other room? Hmmm let me go check!
Sometimes you have so much 2 say but u sit in front of your puter and nothing comes 2mind. So until I get it back enjoy some of mine and Mikey's favorite things. Later!
I am writing a quick post in between my patients. I am so getting into this rehab thing. I have this one old man who just had his hip replaced not 2 long ago and he wouldn't get out of bed. I went in and talked with him and he agreed 2 let me help him. Now he won't anybody help with his rehab but me. His family have thanked me 100 times. I have even went in on my days off just 2 do his therapy time. It makes me feel good on the inside 2 help these people get back on there feet and make them as good as new again.
This pass weekend we didn't do much Mikey is feeling better and he went back 2 school today. Saturday night we had Cole over we watched movies and order pizza. I swear he is so cute Mikey even thinks so. He is very shy we found out when it comes 2 the ladies I don't know why coz he could have anybody he wanted. I think I am gonna be on the look out 4 him a girl. I don't him 2 pick up so old trap or something besides I want it 2 be a girl that is open minded coz we enjoy his friendship.
I did get a call from my Nascar friend he wanted 2 make sure we were coming 2 the race in February. It's the 50th running of the Daytona 500 I wouldn't miss it 4 the world. Mikey anit sure he can go but he told me 2 go ahead and make my plans. I sure hope he can work it out and come with me. Well that's about it 4 today I might post later tonight when I get home from work.
Well damn Friday already and I didn't get 2 cover half what I wanted 2. Oh well I will get around 2 it with working a real job now I need 2 fit blogging in. I did want 2 go over a few things first off my Mikey is sick with the flu no school 4 him today I am keeping him home and takin care of him. I hate when he is sick I don't like seeing him like that. The other night we met are next door neighbor his name is Cole he is str8 but I won't hold that against him haha he is cute 2! He is new in town and he is open minded said he didn't have anything against gay people at all I was gonna tell him about this blog but decided not 2 that way I can talk about him and how cute he is without him feeling uncomfortable. We had him over 4 dinner and some talk it helps also he is a Nascar fan. Also I got the reports in yesterday for the ads on this blog and wanted ya'll 2 know that in December u set a boys are ugly record almost 600.00 dollars was made from ya'll clicking on the ads and buying stuff. The money will be spilt up and given 2 The Matthew Shepard Foundation, Human Society, Peta, Hrc and Pflag so good job people. I just want 2 make it clear that we never keep any of the money made from this blog I feel I am doing something I like and helping as I go. One last thing next week I will get 2 that email I was sent also next week I will be letting ya'll know who I am supporting for President there will be an ad put up on this blog for that person. Ok well I am gonna go take care of Mikey I might post this weekend if I get a chance.
I was looking around on you tube normally you can find funny videos on there. Well I found one that i find so funny I am not sure what year it was done had to be the 60's or 70's I can't tell I don't know the difference between the clothes styles back then. Anyway this has 2 do with a mom catching her son masturbating. The funny part is I remember being caught the first time but it was totally different then this video coz I wasn't hiding under the covers I was totally naked laying on top of the bed looking at a pic of a hot guy. I remember my mom saying when your done come and talk 2 me and your dad. Of course my parents are totally open about nudity in the house and they were about masturbation also they told me it was mine and 2 play with as much as I want. Of course they told me be careful where I do it and all that went with it. I think after my brother started cumming and my ex boyfriend staying with us she got tired of all that dried cum I don't know if ya'll remember the note she left us about cumming in the shower I'll have 2 see if I can find it and post it again it was so funny. Anyway I love masturbation even tho I am with Mikey I still like it just something about pleasing yourself. How about any of you you remember the first time you were got masturbating? Well that's it 4 today boys and girls enjoy the video and then go enjoy yourself!
What the hell is going on with Hollywood 2 young actors gone in a weeks time what the hell? Where are there friends? I heard on the news Heath's friends saying they were worried about him and Brad's manager said they failed him come on you seen they were going thru something why didn't you as there friends step in and do something? Hell I go thru depression all the time but I have family and friends that won't let me be alone. How many young actors do we have 2 lose before someone steps up and becomes a real friend? What a shame we lose these 2 actors like this.
Just a little update were doing ok we got moved into the new place and we both love it. It's so freaken cold here it's like 13 right now. I am liking my new job so far I don't work everyday but that's ok I don't mind it. We did go shopping 4 a little bit yesterday getting things 4 the new place. We were home in time 2 watch the playoff games. Last night we just snuggle up on the sofa and watched football it felt really good. Yes 2 all that were wondering out there we have done it in every room haha. I have 2 work 4 a few hours today so I have 2 make this a short post but later this week I will have a post covering an email I got that I need 2 talk about so stay tuned 4 that.
Did anybody watch America Idol this week? I did but I have 2 be honest I am not into like I had been before. Maybe the right person hasn't came along yet 2 pull into it. I did all I could 2 stay awake Wednesday night 2 watch it. Now I have 2 trash Simon a little don't get me wrong I think he makes the show without him it would be rather boring. Saying that tho I do get pissed at him from time 2 time with some of his comments. I think it was Tuesday night when he made a fat comment about this guy that I felt was un called for. Just like last year with his gay comment. Has he look in the mirror lately? He looks like one of those guys from the 50's what did they call them cruisers? His shirts are way 2 tight if u ask me. What's the deal him saying something about Americans being happy when someone else get's good news don't they do that in England? I bet they do anyway I like Simon I think he makes the show but I feel sometimes he goes 2 far. I don't know as of now if I missed a show I don't think I would miss it just something different this year I guess. Now Terminator The Sarah Connor Chroniclesthis I feel is a good show. I like the movies but wasn't like into them like other people but thought they were good movies. Thank God for DVD's huh I was just a little guy when the first Terminator came out. I watch all the movies before the series came on so I would be all caught up again. Yes it helps that there is a cute ass boy in it. If your onto SiFi movies and series you should check this out I think it's well worth it. Oh Thanx for yesterday all the comments and emails it means the world 2 me that I have so many people that care. Have a Good Weekend!
Something I don't talk about a lot on here is my fight with depression. Most of the time I can control it but sometimes it just comes up on me so fast. I been told that a lot of people have it and it runs in gay youth's big time. I also was told it may have some 2 do with me being born 2 soon and all the health problems I have from that. I take meds for it and for the most part it helps but sometimes it just comes up on me and I can't stop it. Don't get me wrong I don't feel like killing myself or anything like that I have 2 much 2 live for and I could never do that 2 Mikey but when I feel like I do now I want 2 hide I want 2 be alone in my room. I can't stand 2 look at myself I hate the way I look I feel I am ugly way 2 skinny I look like a dead man walking. I can't see what Mikey see's in me. I hate this feeling I know it won't last but God I hate it!
Wow I know a 2nd post from me in one day! Just wanted 2 sayMikey has a new post up go check it out. Also I'll be doing a post later this week on American Idol 7 and also on the new fox show Terminator The Sarah Connor Chronicles. The boy playing John Connor omfg he is hott!!!
I just want 2 say thanks 3 ya'll for the love and support u gave us on our interview with Best Gay Blogs. It just shows me that we have the best readers and fans in the world. We are open 2 do any interviews on any blog just send us an email and lets us know that's all there is 2 it. If you have any questions that we didn't answer 2 satisfy ya on Best Gay Blogs just let us know and we will try 2 go a little deeper into that question.
Now onto what were doing. I moved up 2 West Virginia to be with Mikey so he can finish school. This is a big change for me but one I am more than willing 2 make. I think ya'll know how much I love Mikey and would move anywhere in the world 2 be with him. We have decided 2 move into a different apartment since this one has been broken into before. We are gonna spilt the rent but were looking at a nicer place on the other side of town. I am going today 2 look at it and if I like it Mikey said take it. It's in one of those apartment buildings that are in ever town so I am sure I will like.
Corey is staying with my parents in Atlanta they talked him into going back 2 school and finishing that and then maybe off 2 a college. They really took a likin 2 him but how couldn't anyone me and Mikey did when we first met him and him and my younger brother get along great there into the same stuff. I do miss him being here but I think it's best 4 him 2 finish his schooling and maybe learning a trade or something. We all can't be cute forever. Besides if he is there with my parents I know he will be safe and won't be hungry I wish I could help all the kids that have 2 runaway like he did but I can't but I do my part.
Mikey's Mom got me a job at the hospital helping in the rehab. It's only 2 or 3 days a week but that's good it will keep my Dad happy that I am doing something besides just out spending money. I don't mind working don't get me wrong just I never worked anywhere except at my Mom's place so it's kinda scary a bit. I know I will be fine I mean I like helping people and doing rehab I can help people get back 2 what they were before so I know it will be fine. The house in Florida we are keeping my parents decided the market not good 4 selling right now and we could use it as a vacation house.
I guess that about covers what everyone was wonder if I left something out just let me know. Oh I did forget 2 say it's fucking cold here and there calling for 1 to 3 inches of snow. Mikey said don't trust the wether guys up here they always call 4 snow but it never happens. Sometimes he thinks negative on things and just makes me want 2 bend him over my lap and oh never mind haha!!!!!
I find it so very funny that you would think people would pick on me and Mikey for being gay but I swear we get picked on more for they way we talk. When were out shopping together that's another story by itself getting Mikey out shopping the things I have 2 promise 2 do just 2 get him 2 go. Anyway people ask where ya from? That southern draw u have u must be from the hills. I always want 2 say what hills? Ya know I speak my southern english very proudly I am not ashamed 2 be from the south and I'm sorry if I have a southern draw that drives people crazy oh well that's just me and I am very proud 2 be a southern gay man with southern english coming out of my mouth!
Were gonna take a few days off here and work out some details on what were all doing. We have 2 run down 2 Atlanta and maybe 2 Florida then back 2 West Virginia. Soon we will update ya'll on what were doing I think some of u will be surprised and then again some of u will already have it figured out.
My Mom called me earlier today and told me some rather bad news. Seems like the president of the school I went to has pass away. Details I guess is he might have jump from a roof of the hotel where he was staying. I am not sure I just seen it in the paper Mom is giving me details from what the news stations are reporting. Anyway I thought he was a good guy and when I had troubles at the school he took care of them right away. I felt he did a lot of good for the school and I am sure he will be missed.
Statement from Woodward: Woodward Academy Mourns Loss of Leader, Friend Woodward president Dr. Hank Payne passed away Monday afternoon in midtown Atlanta. There are no words to sufficiently express the Academy’s sympathy for his wife Deborah and family.
The school has flourished over the past seven years under Dr. Payne’s leadership. We have become a community in every sense. Now our community faces the most difficult of tasks – to mourn a great man, a visionary leader and a loyal friend.
We can honor his memory best by continuing to strive for excellence today and every day – in the classroom and in all other areas of life at Woodward and in the Atlanta community.
The family requests donations be made to Woodward Academy in lieu of flowers.
As most of you know I am a animal activist I have been know 2 go out and protest for animal rights. I know there is more I could do but I do what I can when I can. There is something I can do right now with this blog and that is talk about something that just pisses me off. That is the circus every year it comes 2 town and every year I go out with other activist and hold up my sign and protest the use of animals for are entertainment. I don't feel these animals were put here for this reason and these people that do this should be ashamed the hell these animals go thru 2 be trained is just down right wrong. Take a look at some of the links in this post I bet it will make you made also. I am a little for zoos only because some of the animals n there we might never see again coz were taken over there normal habitat now saying that don't mean I am 100% for zoos I think they could do better also. That's another story right now I want 2 do what I can 2 stop these circuses from coming into town and torturing these animals. Please click on the links check them out and do what you can to help these animals they didn't ask for this.
Just wanted 2 post a little something really 2 say Mikey will be on his blog later with a post he got up this morning and said he needed 2 post something so look for that a little later. I do have more 2 say about things so just stay tuned and I'll get 2 them. Guess that's it were headed out 4 some lunch got 2 come up for air sometimes. haha!
What a game! Mikey lost his voice! I like when Mikey's happy coz it makes me happy and he made me happy last night hehe. More to come later were getting ready to head home.
Well I hope everyone had a awesome New Years! Hope not many of you were like 2 sick haha! As for Mikey and I we didn't drink anything Mikey anit into the drinking thing. Anyway we spent the day flying out here 2 Glendale Arizona. We made the trip ok with a few delays but hell it's weather people need 2 understand that. It's like in the 50's right now Mikey is still sleeping I am all mixed up with the time change I think he could sleep thru a hurricane really. It don't matter he cal sleep all he wants as long as he is by my side. We had a great time camping I will or he will get into that later but trust me it was fun!!!
I was watching TV this morning and watch this show that has my mind just running all over the place with thoughts and all. I want 2 get your thoughts on this if you don't mind. Ok here is the story some of u might have heard it already anyway there is a 14 year old boy that killed his 8 year neighbor girl the story on TV went like this he was outside playing baseball with her I guess they were friends anyway he said that he hit her by accident in the head with the ball I guess pretty hard it knock her out and she was bleeding from the head. Well he got scared and I guess he was scared 2 death of his Dad so he took the girl in the house in his room and this is where it gets bad. So he dragged the girl into his bedroom. He smashed her in the head with a bat to stop her from screaming and when she kept moaning, he grabbed a knife and stabbed her in the throat, he said. He shoved her under his water bed and went to wash up. Joshua still heard moaning. He pulled her from the bed and stabbed her until she stopped breathing, detectives said. An autopsy showed the girl was beaten over the head and stabbed at least nine times in the chest and twice in the neck.
He was charged as an adult with first degree murder and convicted. He was sentenced to LIFE in prison with no possibility of parole. He was a CHILD at the time of the felony. Unfortunately, at his trial he was badly represented and NO witnesses were called in the defense. Medical evidence of a mental disorder was never shared with the jury. At the time, there was a theory that violence was somehow coordinated with abnormal EEGs, or heart rhythms. If such a correlation could be proven, then there might have been a physiological explanation for what he did. In other words, he just followed through on what his brain ordered him to do. However, this theory failed to pan out. Until proven otherwise, he had nothing to blame but himself. Nevertheless there are researchers who firmly believe that violence is clearly the product of some kind of physiological imbalance. Some say it's almost entirely a matter of chemical interactions in the brain, while others believe that physiology and the environment are interconnected.
Now I could go on and on but I think you get the point and click on the links you can find out more about this story. This has me so confused I would like to know your thoughts I will have another post about this and let you know mine. Right now I must go get Mikey up today is the big day his Mountaineers playing later today wish them luck!
