Last night about 10:30 I was in bed just about ready to fall into a hard sleep when I heard the door of my house open. I am thinking it's Mom or Dad or hell maybe someone broke in then I thought naw coz I live in a gated and patrol community has to be the rents or one of them so I got up walk into the living room standing there was Mikey he said surprise I'm here for the weekend. Him and Mom planned it out and didn't tell me so yeah I am like so happy so have a safe and fun Labor Day Weekend and ya'll better be back here and on your blogs Tuesday or I'm gonna be pissed!
This love of ours is just as strong as any vow could be And love could never be better for you and me When you look at me like you do right now I go to pieces Cause I know what's on your mind it's just me You've got that love-me-look in your eyes like you've had so many times and how Loving you could never be better than it is right now! Later from Florida!
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Sorry for the late hnt but I had 2 work at crack ass of dawn today had 2 be here at 5am. It didn't help staying up listening 2 Joe Biden how many of you listen 2 him? I have 2 be honest I didn't know much about him and haven't really seen or heard him before but after last night I was impressed with him. He sure did get the people fired up. Tonight I am gonna listen 2 Obama and sure hope he says something about the gay community it would make me feel better about him that's for sure. Maybe this weekend I can sit down and do a good long post I know they last few from me have been short and 2 the point. With working and all now I see where it's hard 2 keep things going like I used 2 but I'm learning. Anyhoo HHNT! Later from Florida!
Sorry for the prolonged absense, but I've been moving houses (and countries) so all my interweb access suddenly evaporated. I'd have updated during the move but every wireless network I try to connect to doesn't want me. Poor little ol' me :-(
So, I'm now in Reading which isn't perhaps as exciting as Dublin but it's nonetheless nice to be back in the UK near my friends and family again. The manwife only lives a couple of hours away so, while we are no longer living together, we'll still be seeing lots of each other. He helped me move in over the weekend so we had a fun couple of days picking out sheets, saucepans, etc for my new place. As it was Reading festival this particular weekend the town centre was a-wash with wellington boot wearing, mud-splattered indie twinks - which was nice! After the manwife left on Monday I had a bit of a tearful evening and Tuesday wasn't much fun either but hey-ho...nevermind. My stuff was delivered today so I've been busying myself unpacking and getting myself back on line - *waves*
I'm off to a wedding this weekend so who knows? maybe I'll have some exciting besuited photos for next week..?! Amusingly this does mean that I'll be missing the local (Thames Valley) Pride event this year in favour of going to a straight wedding - oh when will this oppression end?! Actually, for one reason or another I've managed to miss every Pride for the last four years so another one isn't really going to make much difference. Next year!
**EDIT**
No the manwife and I haven't broken up, we're still very much a couple and in love. I was only tearful on Monday evening after he left because I really enjoy living with him and his departure signalled an end to that for the foreseeable future. We've been living together on and off for the past seven years and everytime we have to stop it gets me down for a while. But be of good cheer, I shall bounce back soon. I'll be seeing him on Friday so it'll all be good!
Ok this is gonna be a short post and 2 the point I am sometimes a procrastinator ok fine most the time procrastinator Mom & Dad tells me all the time that is my biggest downfall. Dad tells me all the time "boy the road to hell is path with good intentions" I know he is right but I don't seem to fix it or change it I really mean 2 do what I say but I get side track or bite off more than I can chew always something and then something gets pushed back and next thing you know I forgot about it. Damn I am a bad person and a bad friend anit I?
Mikey - I am sorry for falling asleep last night and not calling and for not hearing the phone ringing when you tired to call me. Mom - sorry for yelling at you Sunday. Dad - sorry for yelling at you and telling you 2 butt out. Mom Laurie - sorry for procrastinating on you. Josh - sorry for not being there to see your first day of high school. Patty - sorry for not answering your text back. Everyone Else - I'm sorry for anybody I left out that hurt or lied 2 or procrastinated on I will try to do be better it's my worst habit and need 2 work on it. Later from Florida!
Ugh back home and back 2 work I have been up since 4 my first client was at 5. I have a short break before the next one so I thought I would post something. I had an awesome weekend got 2 be with Mikey so why wouldn't it be good! He will be down here again soon and we are still working on plans and details on what were gonna do I'll let ya'll in on it as soon as we get it all worked out. Seeing my fiend this weekend was also good he has some news coming out soon and some will be a little shocked I bet and maybe I'll be able then 2 talk more public about him without pissing people off. So what did ya'll do over the weekend? Oh what did ya'll think about Obama pick for vp? I wasn't happy about it and if I am honest I am more confused now than I was before so if anybody got anything on this I would love 2 hear about it. Well I better get off here for now get ready for my next client I'll have more later I'll try 2 post more later today.
Later today I am flying out of Tampa heading to Knoxville 2 meet Mikey. Then we are driving 2 Bristol for the weekend. My buddy is letting us stay with him coz its normally crowded in Bristol besides Mikey hasn't seen him in a while and they hit it off good. Mikey also wants 2 meet the new driver the kid we both think he is like way cute. I wouldn't be looking for any new post from until Monday maybe Calvin will throw something up. I know my life is kinda been boring lately but sometimes I like boring but stick around u know it won't last I always have my ass into something well check back Monday maybe Tuesday I'll have some Bristol pics. If you haven't check out my myspace you should I have a little of the same and a little different stuff on there with more pics come by check it out and click add if you want me as a friend!
Well I made it thru Fay honest it wasn't that bad in my area it was worse on the other coast. Only thing is Fay is like the storm that won't go away she just keeps coming back and back. We got some wind and very little rain but other than that is was nothing really. I am still glad my Dad was here I was a little worried and even tho we don't always get along I felt safe with him. I felt like a little boy again being picked on by a bully from school and he was here 2 protect me like he always is. I love my Dad very much and he knows that and I also think he knows I am trying 2 grow up and it's his job 2 keep pushing me but I also know if I need him he would be there for me in a second. Carl sent me an email and like Carl always does he kinda gets in my head and knows what I am thinking and when I can't find the right words he has them. He sent me the lyrics 2 a song and I loved them I found the video on you tube so I had 2 post it. Please take the time 2 watch this video you won't be sorry. I have never heard of the band or the song but they both are great.
Feeling Safe & Loved in Florida!
Sordid Lives is on tonight on Logo at 10pm don't miss it!
I am sitting here waiting on Mikey 2 call and waiting on Tropical Storm/Hurricane Fay 2 decide what the hell she gonna do. Dad is out buying wood and supplies and shit. I would have went with him but for those that don't know we spend more than a day together we have issues. Well last night we had them haha he said my Mom spoiled me and he also said why u have 2 be so much like your Mother! haha whatever Pops deal with it. If Mom was here we would be out buying shoes not wood. Anyway while I am waiting I was wonder what kind of underwear do you like 2 see men in? Here is a few types you can buy these at MenUnderwearStore.comI have got many of my under from them and they are great people 2 deal with and they got good prices. So tell us what kind of underwear you wear if your a man and if your a womwen what do you like 2 see mena in?
Sadly the manwife stole his camera away before I could snap an appropriate HNT pic so please forgive me! I promise to rectify this shocking state of affairs within a couple of weeks. Scouts honour.
Yesterday marked my final day at work so the evening turned into the intoxicating bender of doom complete with rambling rants about the recent Lisbon vote and the state of Georgia. Sadly the cold light of day has shown that last night's chewing the fat and putting the world right have had no discernable effect whatsoever. Ho hum. One of the issues we touched on was the entrenched homophobia in Northern Ireland, vis Iris Robinson, and the recent death of a young gay man in Liverpool. Both incidents serve to remind us that however far we think we've come on the road to acceptance that we're still a long way from our goal. The excellent www.towleroad.com has followed both of these issues if anyone's interested.
It's Wednesday again and tonight it's Sordid Lives night every Wednesday I do my Sordid Lives the Series post. I was wondering how many of my readers has watched the show? I'm telling you it well worth your time. Del Shores has out done himself with this show. Del has work on many things in just to name a few he did some writing on season 3 of Queer as Folk also has worked on Dharma & Greg, Touch by an Angel as well as movies all kind of things he had a dream and he followed it go read his myspace and it will tell lots more. Also for me don't forget 2 write 2 logo and tell them we want Sordid Lives for a 2nd season please do it!
Write Logo click here Well as for me I am working like crazy but the pay out will be worth it. I don't have any news on anything still working out details and plans for us but as soon as we get them all worked out I will be sure 2 let ya'll know. Dad is coming down this weekend he want's 2 do some fishing so I guess I'll be spending some time with him. I know but it's like we get along but we have nothing in common. He has always supported me but I know deep down inside he wishes I was str8. He does try but we normally end up fighting about something and it just pisses me off so bad but whatever I'll try 2 deal with and make it a good weekend and go fishing.
I Love this quote... "sometimes its easier to close a door than open a window"
Sorry for the late post I was gonna post yesterday but just ran out of time. I had 2 work a double yesterday and then came home and got wrap up in the Olympics. Have ya'll been watching any of the Olympics? I been watching the swimming the most maybe coz when I was in school I was on the swim team and I have 2 admit I thought of being on the swim team for the Olympics I think I could have made it but the only thing that held me back is all the training and all I just didn't have it in me. I just couldn't commit my heart 100% to a team so I gave up that dream. I am very proud of the swimmers we have on the team and what can I say about Michael Phelps he's just awesome. Do you like the summer or winter Olympics the best? The weekend camping trip was great but then again any weekend with Mikey is great.This week is gonna be a crazy week I am working a lot of doubles so I can have some time off in a couple weeks. We haven't work out all the details yet of who gonna live where and all but I think were leaning on him moving back here all I know for sure is that I want him 2 finish his schooling and he agree 2 that. He had 2 go back this morning coz of work so I will be alone again but I'll be ok coz working like I am will take up time and besides we have the phone anit the same tho as having him here. Well I need 2 go I'm off 2 work I'll post more soon!
We are going camping yes we me & Mikey! There so many songs 2 pick on my feelings but today this one just fits! I like it by both singers so I had 2 but it up by both. Have a good weekend I haven't said it in a while thanx 4 the love and support means the world 2 me!
Ok so who watched Sordid Lives last night? I loved it each week it gets better and better I just wish it was an hour show but one thing about being a half hour show makes you want the week 2 go by fast so you can get 2 the next episode. My week has been good and ya'll know me I have been a little quiet this week but then again I think most of ya know why also. I have been putting in a lot of hours this week so I can take the weekend off I plan on going camping with my Angel. I know I was gonna post this tomorrow but I might not have time so here is the scoop I am going camping this weekend and things good as I want them 2 I will have such awesome news 2 tell next week. So keep your fingers cross that things go good! Now if you watch Sordid Lives last night and your the first 2 answer these 3 question you will win Sordid Lives the movieon dvd make sure you put your email in your comments so I can get a hold of the winner.
1. What did Brother Boy hit his head on when he fell out of the window? 2. What was Sissy hiding in her fruit bowl? 3. What was painted on Ty's Madonna poster?
Oh and for HNT this week I feel a little sexy and with my Angel being here he just loves the way I look in these so I thought well maybe ya'll will also HHNT Everyone! Later from Tampa Bay!
Tonight at 10pm on Logo my favorite show make sure you check it out please and don't forget for me writeLogo and tell them it's your favorite show and you want it for a second seasons please for me! Make sure you watch it's such a great show! I tell ya what you watch the show and I'll have a few questions about it turn it into a contest and whoever gets the questions right I will send you a copy of Sordid Lives the movie now that's a good deal right? Anyway that's it for today I have 2 work what ass I don't got off today so I can have the weekend off I have big plans for the weekend what is it you ask? You have 2 wait until Friday for that post I might do and hnt tomorrow if I have time but don't hold me 2 that ok! Have a Fabulous Day!
I had one of the best weekends ever well least its been a long time anyway. I work Friday kinda late but when I got home it was like Christmas 2 me having the one that you love waiting on you is more than words can say. Saturday night we went 2 the George Michael concert in Tampa and what a great show. Now my love didn't know much of his music and hasn't been 2 a lot of concerts so he enjoyed it a lot and when we got home we enjoyed each other all night long. Oh George was great his show was all that plus he also talked about his boyfriend Kenny and I thought that was cool. I was also surprised by the people there the age group I bet was 5 to maybe 85 hell there was a couple sitting next 2 us that in there 60's and were big fans of George Michael. It's nice 2 see people can come out 2 see a gay man perform and not look at him as a gay man but as a performer and a damn good performer is the world getting better God I hope so. Later from Florida!
Oh question real quick?
Does anyway out there know what it is like to wake up with an angel? I do!!!
While I don't expect to have children, there are tiddly peeps out there that I do care for and look forward to being part of their lives, in particular my baby niece who is the most adorable bundle of love I've ever seen. I have friends who I hope one day have children because I would love to be involved in helping them raise the tiny things. I'm not particularly broody but I do think I would love to be able to sing to the small things to help soothe them - in fact, scratch that - I would love to be able to sing Dylan's "Forever Young" to them. Everytime I hear that song I think that's what I would love to sing to you.
"May God bless and keep you happy, may your wishes always come true; May you always do for others and let others do for you... "
Got this email asking me if I could answer these 5 questions after reading them I thought how cool of questions they are and I should just make them into a post and maybe some of you out there would like 2 answer them also coz I would love 2 see your answers. If you do it on your blog leave me a comment so I can come by and check them out. Remember if you have any questions or ideas for this blog you can always email me if you don't want 2 comment. Anyway have a good weekend be safe have fun see back here Monday Bitches!
1. Living or Dead who would you like to meet and why?
This is a hard question for me coz I love history so much and there are many people I would like to meet so it's hard to pick just one but if I have 2 pick one and I know it might shock some of you and piss a few of you off but I mean no disrespect but I would have to say Hitler. The reason why I say this is I would like to know what he was thinking that made him hate so bad if he was as crazy as he seem to be. I don't know I would just like to have a sit down talk with him.
2.When your sad what movie would you pop in to cheer you up?
Sordid Lives of course but I can't have that me and Mom always would put in What about Bob omfg that is so funny!
3.If you could change one law what would you change?
Well bet Ya'll can guess this one Equal Rights for everyone!
4.If someone offer you say 50,000 dollars to pose nude would you?
Wow I would say yes on this coz it seems I'm always naked in front of someone shut up people out that know this coz they have seen it haha. Yeah I would if it was done tasteful I wouldn't want it 2 be done like slut book or something like that.
5.Give me one of your favorite quotes.
If we shadows have offended, Think but this, and all is mended, That you have but slumber'd here While these visions did appear. And this weak and idle theme, No more yielding but a dream,
