Ryan's Life

Kadin warned me that when my family left I would get depressed he was right. All day yesterday I was sad and then this morning I woke up crying. Kadin woke up with me and ask if I was missing my family. I told him I was but more than that I had a dream about my Grandma that past away in January. I didn't make it home before she passed I'm sure ya'll remember the post back then. I love my Grandparents from England I do very much but my Grandma here I was real close with. Me not making it home before she passed has laid heavy on me and I feel so guilty I didn't get to kiss her tell her I loved her and we would meet again one day. I did all I could to get there but it wasn't good enough she was gone when I got there. It will be a year soon and I still feel so damn guilty. I hope she knows I tried and I love her very much. She loved Christmas so much she made Christmas for me so much fun. She used to pay me to sing Christmas songs she used to tell me she loved hearing me sing. I would give everything I own just to sing too her one more time. I need to go I can't even see what I'm writing for the tears I'm sorry. This was her favorite Christmas song said it reminded her of Grandpa.

Not for me this year its like 50 degrees outside Mom thought it best I try to stay in. I agree this time I know I'm agreeing with something that comes to my health. I started feeling better the day before Thanksgiving but then yesterday I was feeling bad again. So far today I'm feeling ok but not 100% so it's best I stay home out of the chilly air. The best thing is nobody in the family really wants anything special so far anyway. Mom is going out with Grandma in a little bit she said she want's to pick me and Kadin up some more Christmas decorations that I could use and me and Mom has the same taste when it comes to decorations.

Thanksgiving dinner was great I don't know if any of you are on my facebook page but on there yesterday I talked about dinner. If your not and have facebook friend me. I was gonna help Mom cook but wasn't feeling well so Dad help her out. They fixed 2 turkeys and a ham with all the fixings. I was like why the hell you fix 2 turkeys and then I forget how teenage boys eat. I swear Ty and Corey have bottomless pits for stomachs them 2 boys can put away some food. Oh stop Laurie I can't learn anything from them I still think food is overrated. That's it for now folks gonna get me some coffee and relax. Let me know if any of you are doing the black Friday thing.

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I want to give more thanks..............

My Parents, Kadin, Ty, Corey all of you that read my blog all the support the past 7 years. Thanks for the comments the advice the emails. They mean more too me than I could ever explain. Thanks for caring about my health and for more than anything thanks for being my friend. I hope and wish ya'll have a wonderful and fulfilling Thanksgiving. I feel very blessed and very loved that's an awesome feeling and I wish I could bottle it up and give it to the world. Be safe and come back here after Thanksgiving or I'll come and find you! Don't forget about the Christmas card exchange if you want one from me email me at ryryt87@yahoo.com

Much Love!

Well the doctor told me I have a touch of the flu whatever that means. With my weak immune system don't take long for it to blow up where I end up in the hospital. So the doctor gave me some meds and a shot told me take is easy get plenty of rest and stay out of the hot tub oh and keep my clothes on haha. The Grandparents made it all safe and sound I sure was glad too see them. Grandma already started on me and Kadin about coming over next summer I knew she would. Now its a little crowded in my house but I love it. Me and Kadin gave up our room to my Grandparents it has the extra bathroom in it so they don't have to go far if they get up in the night. Ty and Corey slept in the game room on the pull out sofa bed. What an awesome feeling having family that loves me for who I am is here at my house for Thanksgiving means the world to me. Well I'm gonna make this short this morning before Kadin wakes uo and see's me up and on here.

Think I'll pop in my favorite Thanksgiving show I know I said pop in and ya'll mind went right into the gutter didn't it? Haha I can't help it I'm still a kid at heart and love snoopy!More thanks coming tomorrow. Oh I just seen Ty's post little brat I was tryin not to worry anybody before Thanksgiving but he decided to spill. It's ok bro I Love Ya Always!

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Ya know I get hate mail all the time I normally forward to my Dad just so there is a copy of it. Normally I don't let it bother me maybe it's cause I'm not feeling well or maybe it's what's going on with my friend Ryan Field friend. This email I got made a comment about my post for Ryan's friend and his fight with the Insurance company over him having aids. This dumb fuck that wrote me told me he wish it was me that had aids he also said then maybe I would stop writing and my blog would go away. He said all I try to do is promote my gayness on the world. He went on to say some other crap but I'm not going to repeat anymore of what he said. I would like to think all I do with this blog is use it to talk about my feelings things going on in the world and yes sometime gay things. I don't force anyone to read my blog and I sure don't force my being gay on anyone. Yes I talk about my boyfriend but don't str8 people talk about there spouses? I don't get it really I understand people hate what they don't understand but really take the time to send emails and wishing aids and death on me that I don't understand. If you don't like me or what I write about why not just close my blog and find another.

Enough of that just thinkin about it upsets me and pisses me off. My Grandparents will be here today there long flight from London. There going to stay here a week and go back with my Parent's for a couple weeks before they go back home. I really need to get over there next year I have a blast over there. I'm not sure why I am feeling bad I sure hope I'm not getting sick I have to see the doctor later I'm sure he will put me on something he normally does. Kadin and Ty are driving me crazy with them video games. Last night I shacked up with Corey cause they were so into that game it was keeping me up. It was get really spending the time with Corey funny I went in there to sleep and we ended up talking about a lot of stuff so maybe it was meant to be. I did make Ty watch most of the race with me yesterday I could tell it was driving him crazy but that's what big brothers do right? Oh congrats to Jimmie Johnson winning his forth championship in a row for those that don't follow Nascar that has never happen before and I would bet it never will again at least not for a long time. If I hear anything about my friend and who he's driving for next year I'll let you know right now there's nothing he has a deal for the nationwide series but nothing with the big cars I hope he get's something soon.

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Before I get into my post I got I want to talk about an email I got. This person ask me why I don't have a paypal button on my blog or a wish list log on my blog. I think most of you know the answer but those who don't let me spill it out for you. I don't want money for doing something I like doing 7 years I been doing this and have never ask for money and never will. There have been people who has put ads on here and paid me for them but I never kept the money I gave the money to either peta or Matthew Shepard Foundation. I have records to prove this incase anybody wants to see.

I can't see asking for money for doing something that I love too do I am not coming down on those that do but it's not me. As a matter of fact and you can ask many of my readers I have contests from time to time and give things away for free and never even charge for shipping so that is why I don't ask for money. Now please go over to my good friend Ryan Field blog and check out these posts on his blog. There about a good friend of his that has aids and an insurance company that stops his long term care. Please stop by and show Ryan and his friend that we support them and were sick of these insurance company's doing this to people.

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A True Story about a Friend of Mine: What Happens When you Have HIV/AIDS and your Insurance Company Stops Your Long Term Disability?

Short Update: My Friend with AIDS, and Kansas City Life Insurance

Nothing exciting in today's post I do want to cover a few things from this past week that been spoken on here or on my brother blog and a few emails. First off yesterdays post I want to make it clear that normally I am not like that I normally don't confront people. I normally have a smart ass comment but normally I save my rants until they build up and then I blow up on here that way the people I am pissed at don't get there feelings hurt. Now I am not laying the blame on the jack and coke I will take it it was my mouth that ran. But the thing is rich people like that lady pisses me off thinking she is better than somebody else and her shit don't stink trust me with a fat ass like she had I promise her it does. As far as paying her bill it was a slap in her rich face saying if your gonna call me white trash make sure that the white trash don't have money also. For the record I didn't pay it was my idea but my buddy paid the bill he paid for all of us and her too. Sometimes when I drink the gay comes out more so the 2 snaps that came from deep inside haha!

Next topic the emails I got cause Ty was throwing a fit cause I was going to the races this weekend. Yes Ty you threw a fit and guilt tripped me. It's ok you won I'm gonna be here when you get here. I do want to say that those that don't understand my love for racing I'm sorry you don't get it but I am very passion about even before my best friend got into it. It was something that me and my Dad use too do together and still do when were together. I know some people have football (Dads & Sons) but for us it was Nascar. I wanted to go this weekend it's the last race of the year and maybe my friends last drive unless someone picks him up I wanted to be there for that. There are only a few things that would keep me away from going 1 is my health and another is my Brother. Yes Carl Ty has some pull when it comes too me. Again some people might not understand the closeness of my family but we are very tight and me and Ty are very close we talk everyday least twice a day I know many brothers aren't that close but we are. So yes he threw his fit about me going to the races so he won and I will be home with him watching the race got it Baby Bro you will watch!

Guess that's it really nothing big going on today just getting things ready for the family. Dad is bringing his chainsaw and other tree trimming stuff. I was gonna hire a company to do it but he was like hell no I'll do it when we come down. I didn't want him to come here and work the week away. Seems like everytime he comes down he is doing stuff around my house fixing things cleaning the garage out just doing stuff all the time. I tell him leave it but he is like it needs fixed boy. Found out my Uncle will be here for Thanksgiving he lives down the road from me but he is never home always somewhere. He is coming back from Japan and before that he was in England so my Mom is happy he's gonna be here I am also he is my favorite Uncle. Kadin and Ty been talking smack for the last couple days over video games I don't get it but they are both into them so I can seen them playing all night. Don't get me wrong I play the easy ones them guys really get into there games. Also before I go Mikey your more than welcome to come and Kadin don't mind at all we will call you later today.

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First off let me say no animals were hurt in this post ha! This is one of them tell people off posts with a little details of what happen last night.

First off the black lady at the humane society I am taking my time to collect old blankets and dog food for the animals at the shelter last thing I need is your altitude just because I showed up a few minutes before your break time and you didn't get to go right away and smoke that cig and then get all prissy at me. I may be a nobody in the world of life but your bosses think I am something I do more for the shelter than 5 people so while your filling out your unemployment papers think about me ok.

The lady at the desk at the doctors office if you hate your job that much then quit. Please stop giving them looks when people are coming in for appointments they are there cause the doctor ask us too not just to get on your last nerve retire you old battle axe and let someone work that wants to and can smile and say good morning ok.

Last but not least last night me, Kadin and my best buddy & his friend went out for a few drinks and food. We decided on this upper class so to speak restaurant hey he was paying why not right? haha Anyway we had a few drinks and was laughing having a good time maybe a little too much fun but when your drinking why not have fun. (For the record none of us were driving we had someone drive us) This lady sitting at a table over from us told the maître d’ that we were drunk and loud he came over and ask us to keep it down that we were bothering the other guest. My buddy was like no we weren't just bother one person. I guess we should have kept it down maybe even go to a place on the beach that wouldn't care but we kept on with death looks and finally she was like must be white trash pay day.

I was like oh no she didn't finally I stood up with my terminator knee and said look fat bitch that chair your sitting on is screaming get off me. Another thing don't look like you never had someone talk to you like that before when you know Don Juan was calling you worse than that when he was trying to get you in the ass. One last thing as our Mom Dear Reba said and I quote " I might have been born just plain white trash But Fancy was my name" Did my 2 snaps and said come on guys lets blow this place. Oh for the record we paid that ladies bill when we paid ours didn't want her to think we were like cheap or something.

Off to the Oyster Bar that's my kind of people there!

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This is kinda hard to write about and I have to be careful how I say it. The reason why is this is going to be big in my area time the lawyers and state gets done. Some friends of mine and Kadin's are really good people church going people. Yes they are gay but they go to this open church I've been to it myself and it's a great church. These friends of ours have been together for 8 years and I see them being together forever. Of course like many gay couples they want children they thought about finding lesbian couple that wanted kids and work it out like many gay couples do. They looked and are still looking but just haven't found what they were looking for yet. Here is what happen next the church they go to helps the state with children that are in bad living conditions. I want to believe the last thing the state wants to do is take a child from its family but lets face it sometimes it for the best and we all know that.

This is what happen to them the state took away this little boy he is 7 and is black they ask our friends if they could take in this child until they state could figure out what was going to happen. Now there church ask if they would take this child in and the state social worker approve this. It was only suppose to be a few weeks a month at the most well like any other state run child care that month turn into 7 months later and in this time the boy parents one got into it with the cops and was killed (drugs) and the other who was there at the time is gonna be going to jail for a long time. The one grandparent is a crack head and the other said they didn't want the boy. How the hell could you not want your kin but that's another story. Anyway this boy has been with theses guys going on 8 months now and of course the guys have grow to love him like he was theres. I've personal seen this kid change from a scare little boy to being top in his class.

Here is where the problem is yeah ya'll know it too the guys want to adopt this boy and the social worker and the church think its a wonderful idea but guess who don't that's right the state. Now they want to take this boy out of this stable house the only one that has show this boy love and the right way to live with a couple of parents that would give this kid everything he would need to succeed in life. Let's be real here who is going to adopt this boy he has many strikes against him he's not the right age for adoption everybody wants babies he isnt the right color come on ya'll know that black kids have a harder time getting adopted than white kids. So why take this kid away from a couple of people that have open up there home and there hearts to him I tell you why it's because there gay and that's the only reason. I wish I could get into the names and all the details but they ask me not to right now they are going try fighting this.

They are getting to keep this boy until after Thanksgiving but then they will have to give him up some Thanksgiving huh? How is this right someone tell me please just cause this couple is gay there not good parents to this kid? How the hell is the state gonna take this kid put him in the system and when he turns 18 kick him out say your on your own kid good luck and he turns around and ends back up in the state system doing time how is that right? This all comes down to being a gay issue and close minded dumb fucks who think we can people are just here to hurt the children. If they check there facts they would see that most people that hurt children are str8 males and normally white. We need more kids like the one in Arkansas who understands the Pledge "liberty and justice for all," don't apply if your gay. When this kid runs for the oval office he has my vote!

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I was debating should I do the Christmas card exchange this year or not. Last year it went over great I sent out a ton on cards and got a ton of cards back. Then I thought there are a lot of my readers that live alone or don't have many friends or there family has nothing to do with them cause there gay. I know I also have readers that have family and friends that got a card that enjoyed them as well. After much thinking about it I am going to do it again. If you would like to get a Christmas card from me just email your address and I'll mail you a card that's all there is to it. For those looking to buy a box of Christmas cards I have the perfect place for you to get your cards from. Gay Stickers I have bought from these guys and they are very easy to do business with. They have all kinds of cool things there check them out and if your looking to buy some gay stuff this is the place!News on my knee the doctor likes the way it looks now after the realignment I have to say it feels a lot better than it has. Later this week I am going job hunting again. I called the nursing home and told them I wasn't coming back they acted like they didn't care. That don't surprise me at all after the crap I seen there I didn't think they would. I just feel this is the best thing for me I just couldn't deal with what I seen and how people were treated. Also thanks so much for checking out my baby Bro's blog. He is one of kind but somewhat like me what can I say I taught him well He's cocky and cute what can I say. The family will be coming in this weekend but I'm not sure I'll be here there is a good chance I'll be going to Homestead/Miami for the final race of the year. My buddy will be here tomorrow stay a few days before the last race hey I even got Kadin talked into going!

Don't forget you want a Christmas card email me ryryt87@yahoo.com make sure you let me know by the 30th so I can get them out that week so they get to ya on time.

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I got nothing today I'm all posted out for this week so just have a great Friday the 13th and a great weekend. I do have a doctor app today check to see if everything is healing right. This weekend we are going to get some Thanksgiving decorations need to make my house feel like Mom's house Kadin is looking forward to a house full thats all he been talkng about cooking and all that goes with it him and Mom has talked more this week then me and her. Well thats it for today kids!

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Like I said in last nights late post my baby brother started his blog. I know I said before I tried to talk him out of it only cause the hell I went through with mine in the beginning. I know some of you wasn't there and have no idea what I'm talking about but some of you do some of you have been there from the first day. I thank you for that and I have came to know that few and have open things up to them people for the earn my trust as I earn there trust. But when my Brother Ty decided he wanted to blog I have to be honest I didn't like the idea and tried and tried to talk him out of it I don't want him going through the shit I did. Over the years I have open up more and more so now my life is pretty much and open book but as a big Brother I can't help wanting to protect him. I know I can't always and I also know I need to let him grow and spread his wings but to me he is still that little boy I guess he will always be that to me.

With Dad's approval and mine we gave him the green light to blog yes we will be watching but I also want to give him space least he told us he's doing this instead of hiding it that's what most teens would do. My family is kinda strange I think we are very close and very tight some say it has to do with being somewhat nudist I'm not sure about that but I have notice that a lot of families that we know that are nudist are very tight families and very open with each other on things going on. Me and Ty are the same way have always been open and honest about things going in our lives I don't know maybe I'm just the over protected brother. Ty welcome to blogging have fun with use it to vent use it to help yourself as well as others. Just know Bro I am here and I am very proud of you I love you more than I love life Ty so understand when I do something Brotherly don't get mad at me.

Oh I know he could have picked a better blog name but he was thinking about dirt bikes and we see it and think about nasty things haha!

Ty's Blog I'll Do Tricks For You

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Well he said he wanted to start one and he did my baby bro started his blog, I knew this is gonna piss him off some maybe but I'm gonna ask all of you that read my blog keep an eye on him. I think with all are eyes watching him we can make sure he stays safe. I know he has to grow on his own but you can't blame me for tryin to protect him right? So Ty go on have fun blogging but remember what I told you!

Love Ya Bro!
His Blog is called I'll Do Tricks For You.

Not sure if ya'll caught this story but I have to say a few things about it. First off I'm not saying who's right or who's wrong there are 2 sides to every story. But really Jasen even if he did what you claim did you need to use a tire iron? This is the big story in Tampa today first it was report a terrorist thing them a gay thing all the news station here use every angel possible to get you to watch the 11 o'clock news. The local fox station even went as far as saying that Jasen is a model maybe gay and gave his website the link will be at the end of this post check it out Jasen's Hott!Back to the story from what I gather was the priest visiting from Greece and was lost and followed some cars into a gated community parking garage ask Jasen for direction Jasen btw was getting dry cleaning out of his car but that's where things go wrong Jasen said they priest game up to him yelled some Arabic stuff at him that was yelled when he heard when he was in Iraq he also said he felt he was being robbed he pulls out the tire iron hits the priest with it. Read the story here......Marine AttacksThe problem I have with this Jasen is built like OMFG and this priest is like tiny Jasen come did you need to smack the with a tire iron who could have flick his ass across the parking lot. The other is I have is Jasen is getting a lot of hate and bashing on his site he never says he is gay or not even though the site looks like its for gay guys who cares the hate he is getting isn't right. Check the links out and I guess we will see how it turns out. Oh one more thing Jasen if you need to vent life getting you all work up I'm sure there are a long line of guys that would help ya out if I didn't have a boyfriend I would be in that line I'm just sayin!

Here is Jasen Bruce's Blog.
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Ok last night on facebook I wrote on there that my baby brother wants to blog and I said I tired to talk him out of it. Well get up this morning with emails and comments asking me why would I feel this way why don't I want him to blog Was I jealous he might get more comments or his blog my big more popular than mine? Let me answer these question then I think ya'll might understand why I said this. First off I would never be jealous of my brother never I want him to be better then me on everything unlike many siblings I Love my Brother and I want him to be the best at everything. So if he gets more comments or his blog is more popular than mine then good he's doing something right. I just want to make sure that it's that way for the right reason and not cause he's 16. Many of you have been with me from the beginning of my blog life 7 years of blogging I have done many of you seen me grow up from a spoil brat to a spoil man.Sayin that most of you from the beginning also know how many comments and readers I had when I started this at 15 I ask where are all them people now well let me tell you I hit 18 that's what happen. My true readers are still here and have never cared about age they have been here from day one and will be here until its over. That's what I want for him not just some hangers hoping he post a sexy pic or something the perverts that troll around the net looking for young guys or girls. Yeah I worry about that most of you know in the beginning I had them and hung onto there every word just cause they show me a little attention. I know my brother is smarter than I was and is in a different frame of mind than I was at his age and besides he has something that I didn't have and that's me a big brother. So yeah he wants to blog so who am I to stop him when he starts his blog up I will let ya'll know so you can support him like you do me if you want besides way I look at it with ya'll my loyal peeps if I can't be on all the time watching him them with ya'll I have more eyes watching out for him right?

Much Love!
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Thanks for the emails and comments while I was laid up for a couple days. Thanks Kadin for keepin everyone updated Love You Babe! What a surprise when he ask me if he could do another post who knows maybe I can talk him into joining me on here or even start his own. The surgery went well and the pain was manageable. It's feel much better and I was up and walking around on Sunday. Today I am up and at it so I think It will be ok maybe the alignment is what I needed maybe in a few days I won't have any pain at all and soon maybe no leg brace. I was surprise when I woke up from the surgery that my parents were there and when I came home the rest of the family was there I was so happy to see them.It looks like Thanksgiving is going to be at my house my parents said they were coming down here. My Grandparents are coming over from England and they want to come to Florida. I am excited about this first time I get to host a family dinner. I also had a long talk with Dad while he was here about the job he told me he thought it was best that I quit it. He had some great advice and thoughts about the job and even though he want's me to work he don't want me working there thanks Jimm your email helped also. I can't wait a few more weeks and my family will be back again my Brother is growing up so fast I feel like I'm missing so much of his life.Again Thanks Ya'll
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I asked Ryan if he cared if I put another post up, he said go for it, so heres a food for thought post. Maine's law makers voted this week and decided they wanted to abide by God's law, then it is time that they abide by God’s Law. It states in the Bible and it's clear shellfish is an abomination, It's not to be eaten and I personally think the LGBT community should help ensure that the people of Maine are not breaking God's law. So to help ensure that the people of Maine do not sully their souls by catching those crustaceans known as lobsters I think it is time to get them off of restaurant menus and out of grocery stores. The time is now for LGBT and their allies not to buy Maine lobster. Just some food for thought. Ryan is doing well, he's sore and bitching some but there is enough of us here to take care of him.

Thanks
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Just a quick note about Ryan's surgery, he's home now and came through the operation with flying colors. His family came in from Georgia they showed up while he was in surgery and was able to see him once he woke up. He is resting now and still a little drugged up but doing good. I'm sure he will be back on here soon with a better update. I wanted to add a song with my update that I recorded of Ryan singing at karaoke but I can't figure out how to do it. I may ask one of the boys to help me with it later, they know more about this tech stuff than I do.

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I'm off to get my terminator knee realigned they say the surgery should be about an hour and I should be back home by noon. Kadin will be on later to let you know how it went. I hope to be able to be on tomorrow myself with an update

Wish Me Luck Bitches!
Just Kidding You Know I Love Ya!

I know I have start this week off with talking about my job but I don't think I have really stressed enough how much I loved this job and first but now I can't stand it's starting to mental get too me. It's not the residents at all it's the people that work there. Last night I was helping in the dinning room with getting drinks and such most the residents are able to do things for themselves. There are few that need help and that is why we are there. This one lady has a handicap with her hands I think bone age and arthritis made it where she can't handle a spoon or fork that well but she try's.Last night they had soup and sandwiches for dinner now that's a problem for me right there but I can deal with least it's food but this lady is trying to eat her soap and having a hell of a time with it.

I see this why can't anyone else I can't help her I'm already feeding this man that can't feed himself I look around and these nurses and cna's just sitting at this table laughing have a good time. This pissed me off so bad I couldn't keep my southern mouth shut I told the guy I was takin care of brb I went over ans ask what the fuck were they doing? The girl was like excuse me I was can't you see that lady needs help eating and your sitting on your ass laughing! So yeah we had heated words I could write about it but why ya'll know I can hold my own in a heated words fight. Ended up the manager of the home coming in and sending us both to her office but not before she got on the rest of them for not helping the residents.

I feel bad that it happen in front of the residents but most of them are behind me anyway and tell me I'm the best person there. Maybe that's what makes me go back I'm not sure well I'm off until sometime next week cause of my surgery tomorrow and got an extra day because of the fight. The thing is all the stuff I see wrong there seems nobody cares and I don't understand this and don't think I can fix it on my own. I also don't think I can go back there after my surgery I just don't think mentally I can handle it anymore I think what my problem is that I care for people too much. Kadin will post something tomorrow after we get back from the hospital let ya'll know how I'm doing. Oh it was the bro!

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First off wow thanks for the input on yesterday post lots to think about haven't made up my mind yet on what I will do. All I know is I need to have another job if I quit this one Dad would get so pissed at me. I know I am a grow man now but ya'll don't understand if he has to pay more than he is now it will end up in a big fight between him and Mom and me. I just have to work a couple more days this week then I'm off Friday and next week for my knee so that will give me time to think and maybe find something else. Oh I have my doctor here fighting with my doctor in Atlanta they don't see eye to eye on the h1n1 shot. See those who don't know but I have a weak immune system and get sick very easy what this past year 4 times in the hospital not counting the car wreck? Well my doctor here thinks I should get it but my doctor in Atlanta that I have been going too for about 20 years thinks I shouldn't it will only make me sick. So I am like totally lost on what I should do all I know is I don't want to get sick. Another thing I talked Kadin into writing on here Friday after we get back from me knee surgery I know some of you want to know maybe. I wish Kadin was here right now I'm freakin horny!! Ok I know tmi bot when have I ever held back right. My favorite sayin is if you got it flaunt it! Haha

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Guess who's on the bike? A clue it's not me or Kadin but it's someone I love very much!

Last week I said I would have a post about something going on at my workplace. Today is the day haha really it's something that really is bothering me something bad. Last week a couple of days they ask me if I would help out in the dining room that they were short some staff. I was like sure wherever I am needed I'll help I told them with my leg brace and bad leg I wouldn't be that fast but would do the best I could. The one guy was like some of the people that work back here you will be fine and faster than them without braces we both laugh. Turn out he was right what a bunch of bitching slowpokes back there turns out I pissed a lot of them off while we were serving dinner if I seen something dirty I sent it back to cleaned oh lord I guess that was a sin on my part. This one lady told me we just wipe them off and use them and I was like no we don't!Would you go to dinner and eat off stuff that was dirty and got wiped off with a rag please nobody would if they knew it. So yeah I got the kitchen staff pissed at me but that's not the worse of it the food that is wasted omfg I was shocked I'm talking about food that is cooked ready to be eaten I was like you just throw all that food away and they said yeah were not allowed to keep it state says it has to be tossed I was like ok I understand that but couldn't you call a local shelter or a church and work something out where they picked up the uneaten food for the homeless or for families that don't have enough in theses hard times. The kitchen manager told me to take it with management if it bother me so that's what I did and omg the management to me I need to keep to my business that they weren't into charity.Now that pissed me off I wasn't looking into them being in charity I just think all the wasted food 3 times a day could go and help people. Think about it this is just one place so think about all the places just in my area that do this and all the food. I'm sure they could work out something with local shelters and or church's that feed people tell them you bring your dishes to pick the stuff up and if that's the key tell them they need to pick the stuff up that way it costs no money to the care home. I just don't understand them just throwing good food that could feed a child in the trash but yet I said something and I'm the bad guy and told to mind my business well maybe I need to make it my business take this up with my local paper or city leaders maybe even the state of Florida this just anit sitting well with me.

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We decided late Saturday evening we was going to Guavaween in Ybor City. Kadin was suppose to work but they called and cancel him. He told them that was fine but he still was taking Thanksgiving week off. We are going back to my hometown for that. So back to Guavaween we decided to go its normally a really big deal here in Florida they had close to 50,000 people there last year they said but this year there were less than 10,000. I was wondering why this was and I think some of it has to do with the economy also I think that the Guavaween falling on trick or treat night kept some people away but the main thing is the city of Ybor decided to save money and go back to like it was in the beginning so they had no floats only people walking in the parade I think that also hurt less people involved in Guavaween.