Ryan's Life

I guess yesterday's post pissed some people off the lack of comments and more emails than normal. For the record I didn't say I hate Obama I voted for the man all I'm saying is where the fuck is the change I voted for? I was also saying everyday I get emails from his headquarters wanting me too send money for the change but like I said I haven't seen shit and until I do I'm not giving anymore money. I'm also tired of the str8 people out there saying there tired of us gays pushing our style on them. Well ya know what I'm tired of them throwing there str8 life on me. I'm tired of them walking down the street holding hands I'm tired of them kissing in front of me. So your tired of us gays pushing our style on you I have an idea that will solve all these issues. Ban public affection for all then we have no issue. If people want to kiss and hug do it in there house and then we won't have to worry about gay or str8. Wtf people come marriage is suppose to be all holy and shit and gays gonna destroy it. Ya'll have already did that let me see off the top of my head you make reality shows out of it wtf is next who want's to marry a robot? People really just stop the stupid shit already.

Got an email ask me what I thought about Obama's pick for Supreme Court Justice Sonia Sotomayor again gonna piss some people off here but I say thumbs down. Again I bring up the change we were proimsed how about picking an openly gay or lesbian now that would be a good choice. Nothing against Sonia I know very little about here just what I have read and I hope she stands for my rights I'll wait and see. Thing that bothers me the most about her is she Roman Catholic and there is already 5 or 6 of them on the Supreme Court this country is far too diversified, religiously, than to have its highest court dominated by one particular church. You ask for my thoughts so there it is like it or not!Want to throw a shout out to the Kellogg's Company for there ad and support in The Advocate Magazine. They took a lot of crap when they dropped Michael Phelps after he admitted to the bong thing. Not sure they shouldn't have gave him another chance but it's there choice and they have zero tolerance for drugs. So go out buy a box of Kellogg's if you buy one for me I love Raisin Bran or Frosted Flakes!!!What gay boy out there wouldn't like to smoke Michael Phelps pole huh?

Ya know a lot shit been going on in the world and in my mind and honestly I'm kinda sick of it. So not only did I have a Pissed Off Tuesday day I'm gonna have a WTF Wednesday! First North Korea wtf? They tested a nuclear bomb under ground and the Russian's saying it was as big as when we drop the bomb in Japan. Ok wouldn't that make a hell of a hole or blow the side of a mountain out or something hello google earth you can't find that on your maps? This guy that runs North Korea is nuts and I think the Iranian's are supporting him somehow for there own good and he needs to be stopped before he causes a major war that's gonna kill us all.

Now I have ask Barack wtf? I know I will piss some people off here but really I don't give a shit. He said vote for me vote for a change. Honestly I haven't seen shit yet. What I'm talking about is this my people my community MY RIGHTS! He hasn't touched the don't ask don't tell he hasn't gave us equal rights I still am waiting on change. Every other day I get an email talking about change in that email they always ask for money. I wonder how long they think they can throw around that word change? I think all they want is my money personally that's what I think.

Now don't come down on me I vote for Barack Obama I mean the choice we had I had too. But I was hoping that this change he kept talking about would also happen but I haven't seen shit. I guess the gay's aren't that important now he's in office he won't need them again until next election. But hey don't forget to send your money cause change is a coming. I ask wtf Barack I honestly will not give you anymore of my support or money until I see the change that you promise my people!

So I ask this Wednesday What the Fuck?
How Ya Like Me Now?

I'm pissed at therapy.
I'm pissed at people telling me it's gonna be ok.
I'm pissed my parent's won't go home.
I'm pissed I'm not trusted alone.
I'm pissed at the Coca Cola 600 wasted 6 hours of my time.
The thing that pisses me off the most this Tuesday Morning is the non-smiling bitch behind the counter at McDonalds this morning when I ask for hot sauce for my breakfast burrito and she acted like it was a crime. Hope you choke on your coffee or whatever you drink this morning you stupid bitch!


Mom & Dad Love You.
BUT
GO HOME!

Rehab sucks that's all I got to say! I miss the Karen Walker in me now that is all I have to say!

I never knew that therapy suck being that's what I did for a living before getting fired but now I know it does.

I'm also finding out who my friends are.

I thought I had many but many I have not.

But I'm learning as I go!

Sorry for not posting or answering emails. Hell I haven't check myspace or facebook even twitter just lost interest in all of them. It's all I can do to write this right now. I am sorry I've just lost my will to care about things right now. So much going on in my life and in my head. Sad part is part of me want's to talk but the other don't and something's of course I can't talk about some of ya'll know all about that already. I will get to your emails I promise just give me a little time ok? Kisses!