Ryan's Life

This is gonna be the best weekend ever! I'll have a post next week. Ya'll have a good weekend!

Well made it back Bristol all safe kinda strange being here in Atlanta and in my old room. I had a blast at the track made some new friends even seen a few of them exposed haha. Anyway I'm gonna be here in town a couple day helping a friend out with a few things then I'll be heading home to Florida for a few days then maybe back here for the race on September 6th. Not sure about that but I'll keep you updated on that. Oh seen Mikey and his new boyfriend they do make a cute couple I can't help to be a little jealous. I wish them all the best and told them that they both are doing great and I am very proud of Mikey. Oh Corey broke his arm right before school started of course them damn dirt bikes haha.Some info on mr and Kadin we are still talking but both decided a break was needed. There is still issues there between me and his parents them thinking I'm not good enough for him like his mom said a higher class of white trash is what I am. I think Toby Keith said it best White Trash with Money whatever just wish she would get over it. I tried to tell Kadin it wouldn't matter if I was a king or a women still wouldn't be good enough in her eyes. Also there is the social network things that bother him that was an issue of ours. All I know is I love him and it hurts me being away from him so I hope we will be together soon.Oh my new knee is doing good I know a few of you ask about it. It still feel strange but least I do know what a terminator feels like haha can't help still my favorite show even if they canceled it. I'm gonna try to post once a week if I can but if not stick around I will get something up. I just want to say thanks so much for sticking it out threw my rowdy days trust me I read your emails see your comments and they keep me going just like they did when I started this blog. Feel free to email me anytime and I will get back to ya might not be right away but I will answer back just ask some of the people that leaves me comments. Until later....

Sending Love to Ya'll!
Later from Atlanta!

Queston for Ya'll...Anybody missing me or my posts?

There must be lights burning brighter somewhere
Got to be birds flying higher in a sky more blue
If I can dream of a better land
Where all my brothers walk hand in hand
Tell me why, oh why, oh why can't my dream come true
Oh why

There must be peace and understanding sometime
Strong winds of promise that will blow away
the doubt and fear
If I can dream of a warmer sun
Where hope keeps shining on everyone
Tell me why, oh why, oh why won't that sun appear

We're lost in a cloud
With too much rain
We're trapped in a world
That's troubled with pain
But as long as a man
Has the strength to dream
He can redeem his soul and fly

Deep in my heart there's a tremblin' question
Still I am sure that the answer, answer's gonna come somehow
Out there in the dark, there's a beckoning candle, yeah
And while I can think, while I can walk
While I can stand, while I can talk
While I can dream, please let my dream
Come true......right now

Beautiful Song!

Stand by for a new post coming soon............
Until then enjoy this The Real King!!!

Things!

I cried today watching a nascar race. Denny Hamlin won the race and that didn't make me cry made me feel good. For those that didn't know Denny lost his Grandma this pass week he didn't even want to be at the race he wanted to be with his family but he did what he had to do. In his post race interview he broke down and cried he couldn't even do his interview thinking about his loss and his Mom. I feel his pain losing my Grandma and January I still think about her everyday and just makes me sad I wasn't there to tell her goodbye. So if anyone should have won the race today it should have been Denny. My Prayers are with him and his family in there time of sorrow.

I like most nascar fans waited on the rain to pass to watch the rain but it wasn't meant to be today so tomorrow the race will be on so I thought what to do? Finally I thought Dad got a lot of old western movies and I never really watched them before so I pop one in and I was hooked. I never in my life thought I would love old western movies but I am a fan now. If you haven't seen any take the time rent one I bet you like it too! That's it for now!
Later from Florida!

To tired to sleep
To tired to think
I tried to count sheep
I tried not to blink
I just lay there
So unaware, to do
Anything but think of you.