Yesterday I made a comment on facebook on someone's post about Michael Jackson doctor being sent up the river for 4 years for killing him. First let me say what I said in the comment and this is just my thoughts like them or not then I will tell you the backlash I got for saying what I said. I said that the doctor shouldn't go to jail he should be paid a million dollars and give him a handshake and say thanks for taking out a child molester.
Well that got me some nasty comments and a few emails so let me explain a little bit on why I feel this way. I don't 8 or 10 years ago we were ready to throw his ass in jail for touching kids. He made a circus out of the California court system and in the end he paid off the family of the boy he touched and we all was ready to nail his ass to the cross. Then he up and dies and now we want to make like that never happen. Like he is a god or something.
I'm sorry but this crap of him touching little boys happen to many times for it not to be true and to pay 2 families off to make it go away to me is as much as admitting that you did it. I wouldn't have care if it would cost me ever dime I had I would have never paid anybody off if I didn't do it. Now this doctor I think only thing that should have happen to him is they should have taken his doctor rights but that's it.
Michael Jackson was a great singer and performer but come on he wasn't a god and he couldn't even hold a candle to Elvis and there is another icon that killed himself if you ask me and I am a big Elvis fan. But Michael Jackson is as guilty as the doctor is he wanted and the doctor gave it to him and now he's not here. I personally think that only reason the judge gave him 4 years cause of Michael's family.
Now that's just my thoughts right wrong I stand behind them I get really pissed when someone hurts a child or an animal and really get pissed when someone has money and buys there way out of it. Now I got a few emails yesterday and some nasty comments about my thoughts on Michael Jackson and at first it didn't bother me but then it got personal and it pissed me off.
One person who was on my friends list but isnt anymore said that I had some nerve speaking about Michael Jackson that way when all I was was a prevert myself. I ask him to explain and he went on to tell me I was pervert who talks about nudity and sex all the time and post pics of gay guys kissing and such. That I needed help cause he thinks I am addicted to porn and jacking off.
Had another accuse me of about the same and also said I was going to hell for being gay that I wasn't suppose to sleep with man as I do a women. I hate when they try to quote the bible and have no clue of what they are trying to say. I admit I do talk about nudity alot but its a part of who I am and I am comfortable with my body and I don't look at it as a bad thing. I know most of the world does and wants to keep it hide but thats them not me.
Prevert if I'm a prevert cause I like porn and cause I'm not a chicken and I admit I like jacking off just as much as I like sex then I guess I am. I personally feel there is nothing wrong with porn as long as the people doing it wants to do it and there of age then do it and I'll watch. See the differece between me and Michael Jackson is I like guys he liked boys. So you want to call me a prevert cause I admit that I'm gay and I like jacking off I like having sex with guys and I love watching porn then by all means call me a pervert.
With Thanksgiving being tomorrow I thought I would do a post on what I am thankful for. I am thankful for Kadin for him coming into my life and helping me out of a dark period I'm not sure I would be alive today if our paths wouldn't crossed. I am thankful he puts up with me and all my drama and bullshit I am thankful that he forgave me when I hurt him really bad all I know is I will never hurt him again. Kadin I love you I love everything about you thank you for loving me.
I am thankful for most of my family my mom, dad, brother and sister. I am thankful that Tyler is still here with us after his motorcycle wreck. I am thankful me and dad are getting along and we can agree to disagree on something's but know we love each other. Thankful for my mom she has been my rock for as long as I been alive and still to this day when I need her she is right there. I am thankful for my friends the ones I know personally and the ones I made through this blog and facebook.
I am thankful to all the men and women who serve you what most of us can't and I thank you for that. I am thankful for my job and doing what I love doing helping animals thank you Mr & Mrs Cate for believing in me and for letting me run your shelter. Thankful for my co-workers I work with the best ladies in the world. I am thankful for nascar even though I don't always agree with your policy's. I am thankful for coffee don't know what I do without it. I am really thankful for the police officer who reminds me that its still against the law for me to run down the street naked on New Year's Eve!
I know I did a post about this before but looks like I need to do it again. Got an email from a young man who ask me when me and Kadin make love do we use condoms? I know some don't agree with us but its ok but no we don't use condoms. When we first met we did and maybe that first year but when we made a commitment to each other we stop using them. This is out choice and it may not work for everyone but it does for us.
Now let me say this to the boy who sent them email I promised I wouldn't use your name but I do want to talk about some of the things you address in your email. First off you should always use a condom if your having random sex never take a chance of getting sex it's just not worth it. Go down to your local gay center and volunteer to work with the local aids chapter you will learn quick about using a condom.
I'm not one to preach about how to live your life mines wasn't perfect and I did stupid stuff that could have came back and bit me in the ass I got lucky I guess. But now that I am a little older I have learned a lot and if me and Kadin did every spilt I would use a condom with somebody new and even after we started dating up to a year then I would discuss the issues with who I was with.
Look young guys out there it's simple you want to hang around a while and have fun and random sex until you find the right guy then wrap it up remember your jewel can kill you if you don't take care of it!
I'm going to talk about something today that I think most of you least like about me but it is my blog and it's one of my loves so I have to talk about it NASCAR! Before I get into what I really want to post about I want to say something about Kyle Busch and what he did in Texas I'm not going to say he was right but I understand do I think he handle it wrong of course I do but to keep bitching about it whats the point? Kyle understands now he was wrong and I think he learn a hard lesson.He had to sit out a weekend of racing he was fined 50,000 dollars for his actions and now Mars/M&M's pulled there sponsorship off his car last weekend and this weekend and will decide later if they want to be on his car next season. I hears Z-Line designs told Joe Gibbs they want Denny in the 18 car this weekend and not Kyle. I have to give props to Interstate Batteries for standing up for Kyle. People saying he needs to be kicked out of nascar that's bullshit he made a mistake haven't we all. He is the best in nascar and that scares people you could put that boy on a tricycle and he would find a way to win.This weekend in Miami/Homestead is the end of the nascar season and I hate it but they do need a break. Also this weekend will end an era that nascar has never seen before and maybe never will again. I'm talking about Jimmie Johnson his regain of nascar champion will come to and end. I know there is a lot of people out there that are ready to see it end but for me I could handle another one. Don't get me wrong he is not leaving nascar and he will be champion again soonJust he has done something that nobody in nascar has ever done he has one the championship 5 years in a year he is the only one that has ever done that and I think that will be a record hard to break. Don't matter if you like him or not you have to give props to him and his crew for accomplishing that. I personally am a Jimmie fan cause Jeff Gordon believe in him so much he brought him into the business and put up some of his own money and look at the pay out. So thanks Jimmie Johnson for the past 5 years as the nascar champion it was a great run! Can't wait for next year to start another run! For the record if your wondering who I'm pulling for to win this year Carl Edwards or Tony Stewart well I say come on Carl Edwards I pulling for you!
This morning when I stopped at the 7-11 to get some gas and coffee I was watching people going in and out of the store nothing strange or out of place just the normal hustle in the mornings going on. I walk inside to get a cup of coffee and for the record 7-11 on Mantaee ave close to 75th has the best coffee. Anyway I was standing there getting my coffee again watching the people.
I'm standing there and I see a lot of guys in suits heading to work and it got me thinking man that is so not me. I look at myself and I have on a t-shirt cargo shorts and flip flops didn't want to mess with the hair to much so I threw on a ball cap that's how I'm dressed for work. I think about the few jobs I've had since I left school and for the most part there wasn't any dress codes. I worked at a rehab for injured people and there is was water therapy so I wore shorts t-shirt flip flops and a speedo. There was the nursing home I work at and there it was scrubs and a pair of crocks of course there was the short stint where I worked as a go-go boy in Ybor City and there it was shorts until I got there then is was sexy underwear or a jock strap. Most of my jobs either was little bit of clothes or something comfortable clothes.
Don't get me wrong some guys look really hot in suits its just not me. I wear a suit it's normally for something really special or it's cause someone died. I couldn't think of getting up everyday having to put on a suit and tie. Hell I only own 2 suits I couldn't even think of having like 8 to 10 of them. I guess someone has to do it just glad it's not me and not at my job. Have a Great Monday!
I wanted to do a post about what's going on at Penn State. I really pissed at some of the news stations and some of the things I'm seeing online. Jerry Sandusky is a sicko plain and simple but say that he is gay and what he did is a gay crime is right down bullshit! Jerry Sandusky said he's not gay hell he is married but these news media and online gay bashers wants to turn it into a sick gay thing.
First off its a proven fact that most child molesters are middle age white men that are married with children of there own so trying to bring the gays into this is just wrong. Being a gay man myself the last thing I think of is some little boy I want a man with man equipment that works! What Jerry is what most child molesters are and trying to plain the gays is just wrong.
What the focus needs to be on first is the children that he has hurt I guess there adults now that man need so help we need to focus on that first and get them the help they need. Next is making sure this creep cant hurt any other kids. Next we need to make damn sure that we got everyone involved in this. Do I feel bad about Joe getting fired hell no if he knew anything he should have went straight to the police. I think there is more heads need to role out of Penn State.
It's a damn shame that there seems to be so many that knew about this and just turn there head and walk away. If I went to Penn State to be honest I would be ashamed right now. Penn State was a great school with a great name and now look when it could have been stopped years ago. Listen media people and all you religion nuts out there stop turning this into a gay thing okay cause its not its the case of a church going married man being a sicko!
My thoughts on this topic anyway!
Here is a good story click on pic it will take your there!
In 3 weeks Thanksgiving will be on us wasn't sure what we were doing this year Kadin and I haven't really talked about it with all this baby talk going on. Well until last we started talking about it and he wants to stay home and invite his family and my family to our house for Thanksgiving so what Kadin wants Kadin gets so its Thanksgiving at our house help me!
No just kidding we have Christmas at our house before and really with his folks being here and his grandma is here and my mom lives here only one who has to travel would be my dad and he likes it so I think it would be best if we did it at our house this year. Kadin did ask me and Tyler last night if we could least keep our clothes on until after his parents leaves lol.
Speaking on Tyler he sure is cloud 9 with this new boy from winn dixie Max. We found out last night he is a virgin nothing wrong with being a virgin I think it's great really but Max is 18 I don't know how he stops himself to be honest he's as cute as a doll and could get anyone he wanted but he said he wants his first time to be with the right person.
I know what yall are thinking cause trust me Kadin and I was thinking about it also. Kadin talked with Tyler last night after Max went home and basically told him that Max is a different kind of boy and not just a piece of ass and he should think really hard if he only wants sex with him he should just let Max go.
He told Kadin that with Max it felt different and he wanted to see where is goes and he wasn't pushing Max for sex he said he knew Max was different cause he felt it. He said when they do it he wants it to be when Max wants it and wants Max to remember his first time. Wow I'm shocked a little my baby brother finally growing up maybe?
Tonight we had dinner with Kadin's grandma and I just love her she has always been nice to me. His parents are getting better but there still is something there I guess they don't trust me all the way yet even though we been together for over 3 years now. But his grandma has always welcome me with open arms and if she seen something she didn't like she tell me how it is.
So tonight she had us over for dinner like she normally does she normally has us over a couple times a month and we have her over for dinner and she always comes. But tonight she could feel something wasn't right so she finally said you boys going to tell me what's going on or do I have to get my boots on and kick it out of you. Kadin look at me and I looked and him and she said spill it boys.
So I spoke up and said Grandma Butler were having issue for the last couple weeks. She said okay what about? I said Kadin wants a baby and I'm not sure. She was quiet for a second then she said honey you don't want to have a baby it messes up your figure she said look at my ass I still haven't lost it from carrying all those babies. We both just laugh at here and I said well we don't have to worry about that.
Then she said look you boys do what you think is right but let me give you my 2 cents. I think you both should both think long and hard about it cause not everyone needs children in there life sometime they can do more good in the world if they don't have kids. Having kids can but a strain on your relationship and some people just can't make it through and they end up hating each other.
She said I seen this preacher on the Oprah show some time back and he said that gay people are God's chosen people and I believe that cause everytime I look you Kadin I know that God gave us a gift and being chosen by God maybe he didn't what you to have children. She said this is just my 2 cents and if you both want them then by all means have them. But look at you 2 right now your not happy and you been fighting over this just think about what I said okay?
We talked on the way home and I have to say we both felt a lot better than we have felt. We decided to talk some more this weekend about this and she gave us more think about. Grandma's are awesome and they put things in a different point of view to make you think. I am just so happy she is so open minded and that she loves Kadin so much that all she wants for him to be happy that's more than most parents do!
This pass weekend I watched this documentary on the 60's and 70's I have to admit I've done some reading on them times and thought man glad I didn't grow up in them times. Never really gave it much thought until I see these documentaries they were way better than any book I read about them decades. I never realized home many things happen then that change the way we are today.
First off the music was awesome and it meant something nothing like the crap today. I think that's the main reason I listen to country and not the new country I don't care for it much but that's a different story. The music in the 60's had meaning and stood for something and I have to be honest was just fucking awesome! I mean you had Woodstock at the end of the 60's and people just being themselves and enjoying the music and the freedom and the open nudity there was awesome wish I could have been there for that who wouldn't want to be there for 3 days of music and peace. There was so many great musicians in the 60's my favorite I would say was The Animals. I remember when I was a little boy going through my parents albums and coming across The Animals and seeing there lead singer and I was in love wow what a cutie. When I watch some of there videos I was like wow I bet he was at the top of the gay boys of the 60's list. I bet there was a lot of wanking to him. I know there was other cute guys back them but he would have been my pick!
Then of course you had all the political and social movements the anti-war movement, the rise of feminism, the hispanic movement, african american civil rights movement all good cause but the one most important to me would have been The Gay Rights Movement. Can you believe by law gays weren't allowed congregate together and places were raided on a regular basis and gay people were arrested. Thank God on a June night in 1969 LGBT people said enough was enough and stood up for there rights. This was the first time the community protested openly in the streets and this was know as the Stonewall Riots. Thanks to our LGBT community back then for standing up so every June we can have our Gay Pride events just remember what happen there in the 60's that lets us be who we are today. Would have loved to stand there with you! So to those who grew up in the 60's cherish it looks like it was a blast with a lot of happy with a little sad. A lot of flower power a lot of love and some great music, movies, tv shows it was your time and you did a great job to pass it along to us. I just hope some day I can look back at my decade and say damn we did some good to help people and made some changes that made a difference!
