Growing up Ryan

As much as some people want to believe I'm not real and in this New Year I don't give a fuck what people think anymore just wanted that for the record. I want to write a little about me growing up. Some you that have follow me from my old blog might remember me talking about growing up and being born to soon. I had and still have some health issues I deal with them everyday. The biggest for me is being a diabetic I have been since I was 6 years old and I get tired of it to be honest.

Having to check my sugar 3 times a day taking meds and insulin if I don't take care of myself. I really get sick of it. Having Mom waking me up on the weekends just to check my sugar and taking my meds. Sometimes I get really mad at her for waking me up but I know she's only doing it because she cares. Then I have my friends that know and if I spend the night with them they make sure I also make sure I check and take my meds. At first when I was younger I tried to hide from them I thought they would make fun of me. Then they found out and they gather around me and gave me support like friends do. It did make me feel better.

I have other health problems that I really don't want to talk about on here. The thing is when I get a cold or the flu it takes me forever to get rid of it. My immune system is not a 100% so it takes me forever to kick a cold. Like now I think I have been fighting this one for a month now. Well enough on me how was everyone New Years? Did anyone wake up sick the next day? I was a good boy and didn't drink anything. I sure hope all my peeps were good and nobody ended up in jail or waking up to God only knows what. This is going to be a good year for us all I can just tell it. I am going to leave all the old stuff from last year where it belongs in the past.

Later from Atlanta.

Today in Atlanta kinda speaks for it's self.
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