In My Room

When I smile deep inside I wanna frown
when I laugh deep inside I wanna cry
when you look into my eyes
You think every thing is alright
But deep inside
I wanna die
maybe one day
I won’t feel like this
till then I’ll be happy in the outside
and crying in the inside



Nothing more today.
Later from Atlanta!
7 Responses
  1. Carl Says:

    I hope you didn't get bad news from the doctor.


  2. elise Says:

    Oh Ryan, sweetie----you are going to get past this slump, and be back with Mikey-----you have lots of wonderful, glorious days ahead-----I know you have the inner strength, and many, many people who love you....

    big hugs!


  3. Java Says:

    There is strength in love. Not necessarily happy happy joy joy every time, but strength.

    How did it go at the doctor's visit yesterday?

    We're over half way through the week. Tomorrow is Friday. This, I think, is a good thing.

    Blessings, sweet young man.


  4. Patti Says:

    I just wanted to say I am voting for Reed every day at work and at home for the Chex Most Popular Driver!

    I hope you are feeling okay sweetie


  5. Anonymous Says:

    Do I need to smack your Butt? Then you will cry on the outside and maybe laugh on the inside? No, I know what you need and it is in WV. Then your spirit will soar with eagles and you will feel good all over. Ed


  6. Laurie Says:

    SNUGGLES!!!! You know, I'll sit on
    you and tickle you! I'll even blow
    raspberries on your belly! Then
    bite it. Oh wait, you aren't two
    anymore are you? OH WELL! I'll do
    it anyway.

    I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!


  7. D-Man Says:

    ***BIG HUGS***

    This too shall pass.