I'm Lost

Sorry for not posting or answering emails. Hell I haven't check myspace or facebook even twitter just lost interest in all of them. It's all I can do to write this right now. I am sorry I've just lost my will to care about things right now. So much going on in my life and in my head. Sad part is part of me want's to talk but the other don't and something's of course I can't talk about some of ya'll know all about that already. I will get to your emails I promise just give me a little time ok? Kisses!
13 Responses
  1. Carl Says:


  2. Anonymous Says:

    *mommy kisses* on the bruise...

    I'm all ears when you're ready
    to talk :)

    I'll get that DVD out to you in
    the mail tomorrow :)


  3. gomad.ch Says:

    Take your time. Get well. Get all the help you need.

  4. ryan field Says:

    Looks painful. But it sounds like there's more pain on the inside than the outside. You're a strong guy. I've seen this with you before. I know you'll work this out.

  5. elise Says:

    You know there's lots of love and support in your blog-world, and when you're ready, reach out and grab it!

    gentle hugs....

  6. jimm Says:

    Nasty, that. Whatevers going on, give it time. Dont stop believen.

  7. It’s too much love around you to get lost, I guess.

  8. StevieD Says:

    Ryan, there's a lot of love out here for you and even though it's through the blogosphere it's still real. Get well and know we are thinking of you.

  9. Polt Says:

    Take whatever time you need to get through whatever you're going through. And knwo that we're out here rooting for ya! :)


  10. Tim Says:

    wow you really managed to bang yourself up. Hope you get out of your funk soon, I know you have the tendency to fall into it sometimes and I hope you find a way to keep from staying depressed. we all do dumb things, the important thing is to learn from them.

  11. Chicka Says:

    Sometimes the internal pain is worse than any of the bruises...and it takes longer to heal. Take the time you need, Ry. Your true friends will be there to hold you up when you're ready. (Count me in, kiddo.)

  12. Anonymous Says:

    I had a bruise like that oncet. My kidneys were bruised too. My car was totaled and I missed work for several weeks. My hard head cracked the windsheild.
    I would hug you but that looks painful so I'll just blow you I mean a kiss 'Kay? ed

  13. Honey i'm just glad to hear from you, to know that you are summarily "okay" and sad that you aren't in Darlington this week-end. I don't think we are ever going to meet IRL :(