Ryan's Life

As most of you know I am dealing with a lot shit right now in my life. After the car wreck seems like I have a lot on my plate and the smallest things just set me off. I know this a problem and I am trying to deal with it the best that I can. If I have snap or bit anybody's head off I'm sorry I know I'll get thru this and it will be a stone in life and a lesson I learned. Also I want to talk about the wreck and what lead up 2 it but you have to wait on that when I'm ready. I will tell the story it needs to be told it might help someone else not 2 make the same mistake but I'm just not ready yet. I am seeking help and it's not for the drinking as many thought I do not have a drinking problem. I went to a doctor and consoler for that and they also agreed I didn't have a drinking problem so pass me the captain morgan dammit!Let me touch on a few news topics that kinda pising me off a little. Chinese buying Hummer from GM. Who the hell cares it's a gas hog anyway let them buy it maybe they can make it run better and not suck the fuel down. I was watching the news last night and people were so made over this I was like who gives a shit if it's costing GM money then let it go. Next is Obama going over to these Muslims country's just a few things on this I feel this is a waste of time and I don't feel it's should be on the top of the list. I also don't think there giving Americans much credit thinking were misapprehend about the Muslim world. Were not we understand clearly the problem is Al-Qaeda Islamic terrorism and Iran. Next is Jon & Kate I think there just playing games with America they were losing viewers and they knew what they were doing look 5 million viewers there little game worked they will be getting paid. Any of you watch that I'm a Celebrity Get me out of here? Spencer & Heidi Pratt are they for real? Is anybody that conceited and full of themselves there acting right? If not well all I can say is hate them!!!
Later!