Ryan's Life

Today's post is about Kadin so if you don't like the sappy stuff I say move on. I made a big mistake a few months ago and I thought I lost Kadin forever. Even after my mistake he was willing to be friends and I honestly didn't know if I could handle just being his friend. So we talked but didn't see each other that much I tried to move on and he did also but I know I couldn't all I did was think of him and how much I hurt him.

Then I got sick and when I woke up in the hospital sitting there holding my hand was Kadin. I knew then I had another chance. Kadin said to me I need to say something and now that your laying here you have no choice to listen so I did. He told me a lot of things and how what I did crush him. He also told me he wanted to try again he didn't want to throw 2 years away. I'm not going to go into the details of what we talked about and what we want and need out of each other.

I want to make a statement here for the world to see. Kadin, you are my life and my world and I will never hurt you again. You came back into my life as my lover and my best friend most people don't get a second chance and I have and I promise you right here and right now I am yours and yours only. Kadin, I love you more than I love life and yes I would give my life for yours anyday! Thank you Kadin for loving me!



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