The Deal

I know everybody been wondering sorry I couldn't say anything sooner had to tell family and close friends first. This is whats going on I went to the doctor and he sent me over to get some x-rays and then he wanted a ultra sound. Went back for the results and was told I have a growth on the wall of my stomach that was the way it was said to me. Not a tumor but a growth all they know is that it's bleeding so tomorrow I am going to the hospital and there going to send a camera down my throat to look at it and take a sample to text it and then decided what to do from there.

He told me there is many things it could be and many things they could do once they get down there and see they might take it right then in there if they see a problem. He also said if its not cancer then they could laser it and I would pass it. So that's all I know for now and when I find out more I'll let everyone know or Kadin will. All I know is it hurts and it bleeds I won't go into details but it's gross. I've as most you know have had health problems from the day I was born. I wasn't suppose to live cause I came into this world to soon but I did and I will get pass this too. I am a little sick and tired of these health issues but I deal with it
13 Responses
  1. Anonymous Says:

    Hang in there Ryan You are a trooper

  2. naturgesetz Says:

    I hope it won't be cancer and that it will be easy for them to cure, whatever it actually is.

  3. Cheeky Says:

    Hugs to you my friend! Wish I was closer so I could do more for you. Please tell Kadin to update us as soon as possible.

  4. Dr. Panhandle Bob Says:

    Hmm, big, long tube going down your throat? Should be no problem for you, right? I can imagine the scene in the operating room now...

    Nurse: He's mumbling something doctor.

    Doctor: That's impossible. He's deep under anasthesia! What's he saying?

    Nurse: I can barely make it out. Sounds like, 'Deeper, Kadin, deeper. Give it to me, baby.'

    Doctor: (Rolls eyes, looks up to heaven and thinks to himself) Whoever this 'Kadin' is must be one reallly lucky guy...either that or he's got a very long and very skinny dick.

    Ah, but seriously, we're all hoping and praying that it's nothing. Which it is. You'll be fine. Don't worry :)

    I'm so sorry, Ryan! I really hope it's nothing too serious and it goes away. <3

  6. ryan field Says:

    It's always something, isn't it? But I hope this is nothing and I hope you're okay. XXXOOO

  7. elise Says:

    My dear Ryan----I know you came into the world too soon, but YOU WERE DEFINITELY SUPPOSED TO LIVE!!!I know there are many, many others who agree with me, and feel blessed that you were, and are, such a stubborn fighter!!!

    Another battle here--yeah, it sucks, but your tough and cute little ass is going to get thru it.

    Just to help things along, I'm sending lotsa love and prayers and gentle hugs. And some extra ones for your #1 bedside nurse, Kadin!

  8. You know I'll be thinking good thoughts for you and saying a prayer or two.

    You may be sick and tired of having health issues, but it means you're alive and THAT is a good thing. :)

  9. jimm Says:

    Kinda at a loss for words...

    don't stop believing!

  10. You really have a subscription to this crap it seems, I'm so sorry, *hugs*

  11. Chuck Says:

    Good luck, buddy. All the best, and here's to a speedy recovery!

  12. Anonymous Says:

    Ry Ry,

    you'll come through this I'm sure.

    Best to know exactly what you're dealing with and then the treatment can begin.

    May it be (relatively) easily 'fixable' and you'll be up and bagging drag queens in no time !!

    Thinking of you.



  13. somelikeitmo Says:

    Hello -- I just stumbled across your blog this afternoon. My thoughts are with you as you go through this. I hope that it is nothing serious, and they are able to get laser it, and you'll be good as new. It appears you have many people around you sending you good thoughts too. Take care of yourself! :-)