Wednesday I got some comments and a few emails from different people that was getting on to me about this blog and my writing. I know that when it comes to writing I am no good at it I misspell words use grammar that scares the hell out of a 5th grade teacher but all in all I try to do my best. Hell I know my schooling sucked and deep down inside me I believe the system failed me reason I say this was being gay and being picked on or even bullied from time to time I just wanted out and when I did raise a stink I think some of the teacher just passed me to get me out of there class.I started this blog many years ago for me really a way out put my problems on here to make me feel better. I never thought anyone would read or anyone will care. Over the years I been trashed over many thing but it always comes back to my writing and grammar. Not saying that any of the comments or emails were bullying me but deep inside me it felt that way. All I know is I speak funny maybe it's from not hearing well maybe wearing hearing aid and not being able to hear has something to do with it. I know that some maybe think I'm ignorant hell maybe I am but either way I don't need to be reminded of it. All I ever wanted was to share and maybe help other gay boys along the way if I could.I think I'm done with posting on this blog tired of all the bullshit maybe I'll just turn this blog into another gay porn blog.