Ryan's Life

You see the guy in my profile well Im feelin like him tonight. What's his name Michael I believe. You may think when you read this that Im beating a dead horse but its my blog and Ill say what I want. I been thinkin about this shit about me Ryan and Spencer being the same person. I for one and I think I can speak for Spencer to even though we are 2 different people we both could care less what people think or believe about us. I was brought up people not giving a shit about me so I reckon you could say I have got a little hard around the edges in that area. People who read my blog may take me as a hot head or have a bad temper but really I don't. The only thing that makes me mad is when you upset Ryan and if you have read his blog today you may notice he's upset. You see he's just the opposite of me. He comes from a family where his Mom and Dad love him very much. I may be playin amateur psycharist here but I think that makes him more sensitive than say me or Spencer. Anyway I seen he had posted a couple poems so I decided to also. Later I was talkin to him and he said I see your posting poems to don't you know people will talk. I said I don't give a fuck do you. He said no but I know better it bothers him. The people who believe who we are means the world to Ryan me also but to be honest it don't matter to me as much as it does him. The people who don't and I know your still reading our blogs I see you on the stat counter just today as matter of fact. To me your just people I have never met and I could care less what you think. Your not close to me so why should I care if you believe who I am and I don't. Im trying to get Ryan to see that but he don't have that hard edge I have. It's a shame but Im afraid he's gonna have to toughen up a little bit. That's what pisses me off that he takes what people who he dont even know and don't matter any more than a stranger on the street that he takes what they think about him to heart the way he does. My sweet little sensitive Ryan is gonna toughen up don't worry about him he'll be just fine.

Oh one more thing I may post 4 or 5 more poems before the nights out just so you know it's me and not Ryan or Spencer doing it. For those who don't believe it I think I said it once but Ill say it again you can kiss my ass and fuck off.

If liking you was a mistake,
I would never be perfect.
If I had to sacrifice everything for you,
Everything would be gone in an instant.
If exercise was my obstacle from you,
I’d run a thousand miles.
If taking my life is what I had to do to have a moment with you,
Give me a knife and I’ll be Juliet.
If wishing everyday would get me you,
I’d wish every breathing moment.
If finding a genie meant being with you,
I’d search every lamp.
If finding a pot of gold meant you’ll stay with me,
I’d go under every rainbow to find a leprechaun.
If I’d have to sacrifice all my privilege for you,

In the depths of misery
Through out the existence of time
The Bereavement of your spirit was ended before the act
Your body and spirit expires
You lose confidence and your appreciated self-worth
And you take the simple methods available
Being self-centered
And not thinking of people who care for you
You let worldly issues consume all of your time
You focus your time on minor faults
No one is ideal
We all have our uncertain days
But we must parade the value of life
No day is precisely the same
There rests a long road of corpses
That has unsolved executions
The justice of self-esteem
Should begin at birth
To all tortured souls
There is still time to revive your spirits
Living in today's humanity
There is no compassion
People are losing hope everyday
Destructing of ones own interests
Has nothing to gain
Destructing of others interests
Causes the in depths of misery and sadness
The depression ends short
And unsolved
The unsolved murders where the corpses lay
Is the true unsolved mystery
You store every one of your tribulations in
Avoiding conversations and family awareness
There are signs
But to avoid the signs you must provide the justice of self-esteem

Tonight's Halloween all the little kiddies gettin candy. It's really celebrated in a big way around here. I don't know about anywhere else. Seems like every kid in town dresses up and goes out. Even the big ones go out but they get into no good. Where I lived previously before I moved into town they always caused some sort of trouble. I lived on a little 2 lane road and every Halloween the big kids would take stuff and block the road. All kinds of junk including wood, old appliances of any kind. They was even known to pull old junk cars in the middle of the road and leave them. You would call the sheriff but there an hour away or more. So you get out and move it yourself. That's one thing I don't miss by moving into town. I got a funny cartoon I want to share with everybody. It's a little naughty but were all adults.

Ok Spencer here's your song test for the day. Hope you don't burn to many brain cells.He walked over to the window.Silently stared into space. He said, I just want to protect you
Good luck.

You lose it if you talk about it. Ernest Hemingway

1. "Now I can be a good guy,or I can be one real mean sum-bitch"
"What we have here is....failure to communicate" (2 quotes from Cool Hand Luke)

2."Fill your hand you son of a bitch" (Rooster Cogburn)

3."I wont be wronged,I wont be insulted,and I wont be laid a hand on. I dont do those things to other people and I require the same from them"(The Shootist)

4."Mockingbirds don't do one thing but make music for us to enjoy. They don't eat up people's gardens, don't nest in corncribs, they don't do one thing but sing their hearts out for us. That's why it's a sin to kill a mockingbird"(To Kill a Mockingbird)

5.I know your life
On earth was troubled
And only you could know the pain
You weren't afraid to face the devil
You were no stranger to the rain

(Go Rest High On That Mountain)Vince Gill

Sorry I forgot to tell you the rules. You have to list 5 of your favorite quotes from either a movie, song or book. Thanx ELMO for pointing it out to me about the rules.

I tag Martin, Adam and Elmo

Life is a journey ...
along a path of twists and turns,
filled with a mystical array of never-ending
events and emotions.
And on this magical journey ... you'll meet
all kinds of people, some will cause a smile,
a laugh, a tender moment that your heart will never
forget. This I know ... for in my journey, I have
met you.

Haloscan commenting and trackback have been added to this blog.

In case any of you didn't know one of Ryan's things to do before he dies is to meet Brian Vickers his favorite Nascar driver. Well he can check that off his list he's gonna meet him Sunday. He's to happy for words and Im happy for him. I just wish I could be there to see his face when he meets him. I was gonna go but this damn cold of mine is hanging on and I just don't feel like driving the long trip down there. So these pics Im posting today is for Ryan and so everyone else can see how cute Brian is.

Im sorry Spencer I didn't get back with your song test you gave me yesterday when we were chatting. I figured it out after a while. The line was The little money from the crops he raised Barely paid the bills we made. That would be the song Patches by George Jones. Now here's your test for today.There's a gonna be some changes made. Good Luck!!

I been busy running around today just now sit down to look at blogs. I see Spencer has challenged me back with a song lyric. It was One is only poor only if they choose to be. That would be one of my favorite songs that Dolly Parton sings. It would be called Coat of Many Colors.

Ok here's your next line this one maybe a little hard. Least I hope it is.

A no good man like you all know

Im in a mood today not really feeling all that nice. Just getting over my cold and Im doing a lot of running around. Everybody has them I reckon so it will pass. To answer your question before you ask no it's not you. The only mood you put me in is happy:)

OK Spencer since your so good Im cutting down the amount of lyrics I give you. If you can't get it with this Ill give you the next line tomorrow. Had to make the tests a little harder for you.

Step back non believers

Ok Ryan tagged me so being a good boyfriend I have to play.

Well as a result of this my beautiful,cute,sweet,sexy boyfriend has developed a disorder where he thinks he's ugly.

Rules:1) Go into your archives. 2) Find your 23rd post. 3) Find the fifth sentence (or closest to it.) 4) Post the text of your sentence in your blog along with these rules. 5) Tag five other people

I tag Martin, Adam, Philip, Castor, Elmo


Ok Spencer let's see what you can do with this one. Im not gonna stop till I stump you. It's cool you know all these. What's even cooler is me playin these games with my other personality's. I really need locked in a padded room ya know it. Here goes.

I feel like I could lay down, and get up no more,
It's the damndest feelin. I never felt it before.

One little thing yall may not know about me Im a big stat counter freak. I love lookin at it and seeing where all the people that come to my blog are from. I even match ips using halo scan and the stat counter together when someone comments. I like knowing when my blogger friends are lookin in on me. I notice a lot of times Ill see the same ip from people who I know stop by over and over but dont comment. Ryan's is the same way. Were both happy that you like our blogs and visit several time a day. I wish you would leave a comment every now and then say hi or go fuck yourself anything just so we know your reading. I reckon the pics dont lie you dont have any balls. I do thats why Im writing this post. No I aint mad but would it kill ya just to take the time to say hi.

You know I can't take a challenge layin down. Spencer told me to make my next little song lyric harder so here it is. Anybody can guess but it's country music so I reckon Spencer is the only one who will get it if it's not to hard for him.


Can it be that man can disappear
From life and live another time
And does the mystery deepen cause you think
That you yourself lived in that other time.

I got this line to a song stuck in my head. I hate doing that I can't think of anything else and it drives me crazy. I don't know who sings it either but it's a guy I know that. Anybody that knows I would really appreciate it.

But this hurt within hasn't yet given in
& it's been over 2000 days

Sending this for everyone to see
So they can see what you mean to me
Never have I known a guy like you
A love so wonderful, pure, and true.

You always seem to make me happy
even through times when I feel crappy.
Never came a day when you weren't there,
even though you weren't there.
Miles apart dont keep us from love;
I told you it was a match made from above.
We proved to love we dont have to touch,
and yes......its true..I miss you so much.
Don't care what any body thinks as long as your with me
forever and always me loving you is the way its going to be.

Does anyone know where this quote came from.

They treat me like a mushroom
Cause they feed me bull and keep me in the blind

Daddy hugs his little man
says son I’ve got to go
and he pulls out of the drive and disappears
as they walk back in the house
the young boy asks his mama
where does daddy go when he leaves here

mama tells her little man
your daddy’s got a job
and when he goes to work they pay him for his time
well the young boy gets to thinking
and he heads up to his bedroom
and comes running back with a quarter and four dimes

(chorus:)
and says mama how much time will this buy me
is it enough to take me fishing or throw a football in the street
if I’m a little short then how much more does daddy need
to spend some time with me

the young boy tells his mama
now I know daddy’s busy
cause most times when he gets home it’s dark outside
but tell him I’ve got me some pennies
saved up from the tooth fairy
and I keep ‘em in my piggy bank and I believe there’s thirty-five

(chorus:)
and mama how much time will that buy me
is it enough to take me camping in a tent down by the creek
if I’m a little short then how much more does daddy need
to spend some time with me

mama how much time will this buy me
is it enough for just an afternoon a day or a whole week
if I’m a little short then how much more does daddy need
to spend some time with me

mama takes her little man
sets him on her lap
and starts dialing up some numbers on the phone
she says daddy come home early
you don’t have to chase that dollar
cause your little man has got one here at home

The Dollar
Jamey Johnson

Smile ..Why
because you can,
Smile
because I care,
Smile
because it lifts spirits,
Smile
because life is wonderful,
Smile
because you are alive,
Smile
because I say you should,
Smile
because it turns me on,
Smile
because you have me forever,
Smile
because you want to,
Smile... Why?
because I love you!

Tommorow West Virginia will be celebrating Bridge Day for the 26th year. Its held in the town of Fayetteville a small town with a population of about 4,000 people. Over 200,000 spectators and hundreds of jumpers will be allowed on the bridge. It's the only day pedestrians are allowed on the bridge. BASE jumpers are allowed to jump for 6 hours between the hours of 9 am to 3pm.

Of course everybody knows how cute and adorable Ryan is. Sure he's the best in bed but did you also know he has other talents. He sent me this drawing last nite. I thought it was really good and wanted to show everyone how talented he is.

My post yesterday got me to thinkin about something. What does a person really need to get by survive I mean. A roof over your head food to eat a truck so you can get to work and back. I have all those so Im gettin along just fine. If a person wants to much their perceived as selfish. I said yesterday that I seen all kinds of stuff in the stores that I wanted. After I thought about that I realized there's nothing in any store that I really want. Im happy with just what I have right now. If there was one thing I wanted it wouldnt cost a dime and would make me the happiest person in the world even happier than I am right now. Ill keep that to myself though.

I had to make a trip to the big city today. My mom had some shopping she needed to do. I am definitely not a shopper never have been. Never really got into when I was younger cause we didnt have a car or if we had one we never had a responsible driver. I always just looked at it as you don't miss what you never had. So it's only been within the last couple years since Ive been driving that I have really been able to get to any stores. There's none in my little town other than a Dollar General Store. The closest mall is in Charleston which is about 30 miles away. 30 miles may not seem far to most people but you walk 5 miles out of a holler to go to the grocery store then you'll think it is. Ryan's been trying to give me some pointers and tips on shopping. Now that boy knows how to shop. I had fun today didn't buy anything but didn't see anything I needed. I seen plenty I wanted but needing and wanting are 2 different things. I have a hard time buying things I want but that's just me.

Since it's fall and the leaves are changing not around here yet but in the upper part of the state they are. I wanted to post a couple pics from around my state of the beautiful fall trees with their leaves changing.

Deep down inside that special place
that lives inside my heart
I found you
wandering through
I took hold of your hand
and walked you around
and asked you not to depart.
For when I visit that lonely room
where my heart sometimes does stay
and find you there
I wonder where
you've been before today.
And the pleasure and passion that fills that room
when you are here
makes me feel so good
that I wish you would
stay forever, my dear.
Now, that room where I found you is quiet again
waiting for you to arrive
but the memories you left there
are warm and sincere
and that's what keeps this feeling alive.
So, the door to that room will stay open
waiting for you, once again
to fill it with pleasure
too immense to measure
just waiting and wondering when.

A little girl down on her knee,
Sayin': "I lay me down to sleep.
"Lord, bless us with a happy home,
"An' please make Daddy leave me alone."
'Cause the way he kisses her goodnight;
She knows that something's just not right.
Does she ask for things to be ok?
Does she ask for wings to fly away?
It's hard for her to know,
Which way to pray.

She made it through those troubled years,
But she's not through with pain an' tears.
'Cause now, it seems, the man she chose,
Has a side that no-one knows.
Her make-up hides the tell-tale scars,
But not the wounds inside her heart.
Does she ask the Lord for strength to stay?
Does she ask for help to get away?
Sometimes, it's hard to know,
Which way to pray.

Lord, perhaps our only prayer,
Should simply ask that you be there.
To give us comfort when we've lost our way.
'Cause sometimes, it's hard to know which way to pray.

The preacher called and said:"Come home.
"I'm afraid your Daddy's almost gone."
Hate in your heart is no way to live.
Comes a time when you've got to forgive.
Suddenly, she was ten years old:
She fought the tears and searched her soul.
Should she ask the Lord to ease his pain?
Or ask for Angels to take him away?
Sometimes, it's hard to know,
Which way to pray.

'Cause life is never black and white,
There's so many shades of grey.
Sometimes we just don't know which way to pray.
Sometimes we just don't know which way to pray.

Which Way To Pray
T. Graham Brown

Well it's Monday the start of another week. It's already almost the middle of October it's hard to beleive. The nights are getting cooler here which I love. Wont be long till the leaves start changing. I love all the colors fall is the best time of the year. Maybe Ill take some pics of the mountains around here and post them.

I have a funny story about our local police. Their's only 2 of them sorta like Andy and Barney. Anyway a local store was robbed a mom and pop type place. The town is so small that the owners of the store knew the guy. So the police get a pic of him and take it around door to door asking if anybody had seen him. Of course everybody knows the guy there aint but like 4000 people in the whole town. The funny thing is the pic they got is out of his highschool yearbook and is 2 or 3 years old. The guy hardly looks anything like he did in the pic yet their going around showing it to people. I guess you would have to know the 2 policemen to realize how funny it is.

You know I get the feelin some people have trouble readin my blog. Like I don't have good grammer or something. Well I just type the way I talk. I reckon it has something to do with where Im from. Im country and proud of it whatever you want to call it hillbilly, redneck or whatever. I was born and raised within 10 miles from where Im at right now. Originally I lived up a holler (Im gonna explain all these words later in a little list if you don't understand) then moved into town a couple years ago. You see I use my blogger spell checker but some of the words I use aint in it. So you'll excuse me if I use some words that yall dont understand. Maybe my list will help you out if you come back and visit which Im sure you will. Some of these words I may not use in posts but adding in case you ever talk to me.

1. reckon (I suppose or I guess)
2. holler (a road that goes up between 2 moutains)
3. gonna (going to)
4. yall(you all)
5. aint (dont really know how to explain it figure it out yourself)
6. pop (carbonated drink you buy at the store)
7. yella (yellow)
8. cheer (to root for your favorite team or something you sit in)
9. pitcher( a thing you pour something out of or to take a pitcher of yourself)
10. kin ( somebody related to you)

Im sure theres more I left out so if you ever have any questions just ask in a comment or email.

I said a couple posts ago I was gonna try to put all this shit behind me and Ryan. I wanted to and tried believe me I did. Then I see shit like this on someone's blog and I can't. It's their blog they can say what they want well goddammit this is mine and Im gonna have my say. No need to say any names they'll know who it's for just like I know who his post was for. He'll see it he comes to mine and Ryan's blog at least 3 times a day. Here's his post then I got some shit to get off my chest.

I too will act like a 12 year old girl

First off you two-faced motherfucker you were delinked because of a comment you made and I seen on another blog. It's clear to me you don't believe who Ryan and I say we are so you were delinked. Theirs others who were yet you tell someone to grow the fuck up. Let it go move on. Besides being delinked your ip was blocked from commenting. We want nothing more to do with you how clear can that be. I call you two-faced cause that's what you are. You have been reading Ryan's blog every since he had the other one he had to delete, even before me. Now you come with this bullshit you stupid son of a bitch. Let's say Ryan is not real which of course he is your little post still wouldn't be funny. Since he is though and all what you said in your post is really happened I hope your proud of yourself. Mocking and making fun of someone who has problems like that. Your a music teacher you say I hope the hell you don't make fun of your students like that. Music teacher my ass. Take a tuba and run it straight up your ass you two-faced son of a bitch. Im gonna stop cause I don't want to say something that's gonna get me in trouble. You tell us to grow up you grow the fuck up you asshole. I don't hate many people matter fact only one I know of my father but I can honestly say I hate you. That's it Ive had my say.

This is America and freedom of speech is one the few rights us gay people have and I am going to use it as much as I want! Anybody else want to step up to the plate so I can stike your ass out!



Grow up people, grow the fuck up!

Boo

Not much to say today but Im glad it's Friday. That means the weekends coming. Ryan will be home from school so Ill be talking to him a lot this weekend. What do they say its the next best thing to being there. Not really though nothing compares to being with him but it will do for now.

I found this funny pic the other day thought I would share with everybody. It is true shit happens.

Shit Happens

Ive decided I have spent enough of my time and energy on this whole mutiple people and blogs shit. It's behind me and Ryan as far as I am concerned. I know who Ryan is and was lucky to find him. Were going to have a great future together. I can see me being with him the rest of my life. To everybody who believes in Ryan and me thanks it means the world to us. Whoever don't your entitled to your opinion. I hope this is the last time it will be talked about. I got a temper especially when it comes to Ryan so I can't promise this is the last thing to be said on the subject. I just hope it is. I got a beautiful sexy boy friend to think about so that keeps my mind occupied. Ill be going back to my usual posts of showing Ryan how much I love him tomorrow. Here's something to get it started.

I wake up this morning and check my email. A friend of mine tells me to go to a certain blog and look at a post. Seems this we'll call him "Herbert" got offended by a comment I made to a comment he made and wants me to explain it so that's what Im going to do.

Ok first off Herbert about your comment yesterday. Ryan doesn't have double standards as you say but that wasn't what pissed me off. Here's a little quote word for word from you "I choose to stay linked to you because i enjoy reading what you ahve to say whoever you are". I maybe be wrong but that tells me you don't believe who Ryan is. Then I read your post today and I know Im not wrong. Here's another quote
"Just be aware my dear blogger friends that everyone is not always who they say they are."
I am sick and tired of people questioning who Ryan is saying he's 3 people and then your comments saying whoever you are. If you can't support and believe who Ryan or I am than your no friend to either of us. Also you say you don't need the drama. Well it's not yours anyway,we delinked several people not just you but your the only one seen fit to say something wonder why? Maybe a guilty conscience. On the blog that started all this shit we'll call him "Egbert" he made a mention of several people telling him they have chatted with this person the pest. Only people Ryan has chatted with is me you and a person who he knows is a true friend. So of the 3 you pick who's telling Egbert shit.

So long story short. You can link, delink, chat, talk, lead whoever you want to around on a dog collar and chain I could care less. From your comments you've made it clear you don't believe who Ryan is so your no friend as far as Im concerned. Anybody else who don't believe who Ryan is speak up that way we'll know who are true friends are

Anybody who knows me knows that I don't comment on blogs very much. Ive even had Ryan tell me I need to start opening up more and commenting. So I come home today from Ryan's and Im reading blogs and decide to comment on one. I thought I could offer some advice to the guy. Than I talk to Ryan and he says he's got an email telling him to go look at this blog I commented on. It seems this guy thinks Ryan is several different people and he told me to comment on his blog. What the fuck ever believe me Ryan is only one person. Who's big cock did I have up my ass and in my mouth the last 3 days. Who's ass was I pounding the last 3 days. I don't know what all this shit is about but Ill tell you this. When you fuck with Ryan you got me to deal with too. Anybody who don't believe who Ryan is don't come back to my blog or his. If you don't believe in him your not welcome. I was trying to be nice and commenting on your blog but don't worry I wont comment anymore.

Well Im back home now safe and sound. Started out at about 5 this morning Ryan had classes at 9 he had to get back to Atlanta. Traffic wasn't bad at all it being so early in the morning. The last 3 days have been the happiest of my life. Everytime I look at him I can't help but smile even all his pics I have I look at them and he brings a smile to my face. It was sad kissing my baby goodbye though. I didn't want to let go of him but I have his pics and theirs always the phone. I thought I would give you a few details of how the last 3 days went blow by blow so to speak.

Friday Evening
I made to Ryan's house about 6 p.m. and met all his family. Mom,dad,brother and sister were all great. We sat and talked for a while then he showed me around the house which is beautiful. Then we went up to his room. Not much to tell up here really,just kidding. We made love everywhere the shower the floor the bed to many times to count really. Didn't get but a couple hours sleep but who needs it.

Saturday
We woke up about 8 and both had ass for breakfast. Nothing like a taste of my baby's ass to start the day off right. Ok so we did eat breakfast with the family. No cream in my coffee please I already had mine earlier. Started out for his house at Savannah Beach about 10 and made it there about 2 in the afternoon. Didn't see much of the beach only as we were going to the house. We never left the house again until it was dark. We spent the next 4 hours or so cuddled up kissing and making love. At about 6 in the evening we did manage to put cloths on long enough to go out to eat. We got back a couple hours later and Ryan wanted to watch his favorite The Wizard of Oz which I also love. So we cuddled up on the couch naked under a blanket and watched that till about midnight. Had to hit pause several times things kept popping up we had to take care of. He wanted to go out on the beach and mess around and since it was late no one was around so we did. Making love to him out there just the 2 of us on the beach was like heaven. Looking up at the stars as he was inside me it was almost like a dream. Then when he finally cummed in me I really did see stars. His tight little ass fits my cock just perfect like they were made for each other. Im surprised he didn't wake people up the way he ways moaning and screaming as I finally cummed in him. Went back in and fell asleep in each others arms.

Sunday
We woke up and had what I thought was our goodbye sex which made it even better. I also had more ass for breakfast damn Im gonna miss the taste of that after having it 2 mornings in a row. We had breakfast than I was about ready to leave and he talked me into staying another day to watch the race with him. I couldn't say no to him he looked so cute and sad standing there with all 9 inches hard as a rock wanting me to stay. So we messed around till the race started then cuddled up on the couch to watch it. It had 2 long cautions for big wrecks which was great. Just enough time for a quick blowjob. If your wondering yes Ryan swallows and so do I and if your not to bad I told you anyway. His boy Brian did good finished 6th my guy Kasey did just ok he finished 13th. After that we ate dinner and then just more of the same kissing and cuddling and of course sex. Your probably getting tired of hearing about it by now. We went to bed early believe it or not cause he had classes in the morning and I had to leave early.

Monday
We got up real early this morning and unfortunately had the goodbye sex for real this time. It was great of course. We said our goodbyes and kissed for the longest time. I didn't want to let go of him but I had to go. Im so sad now it's an 8 hour drive back up here and I bet I cried the first 3 hours driving back. Im back home now thinking about him constantly and sitting staring at his pictures and smiling. Theres always next time. One more thing I don't know why but my ass is sore. Could it have been from the long drive back up here?

Ok I don't want everybody thinking Ryan and I stayed on top of each other the whole time we were at his beach house. Yesterday before the race we went out on the beach walking holding hands sitting on the sand making out a little. Just kissing nothing serious. We didn't want to put on a show for the people. I took my camera with me and snapped some pics of the beach and ocean it was beautiful.

I was supposed to heading back home by now but good news. Ryan talked me into staying over an extra day so I could watch the race with him. He didn't have to say much. One look at him standing there with a hardon as I was leaving was all I needed. So were gonna be cuddling naked watching the race for about 4 hours or however long it lasts. I don't know why I even brought cloths with me to the beach house. We've been naked since we got here. Have to start back for home really early in the morning though. Ryan's got classes at 9 tommorow morning. There's still an hour before the race, time for another quick fuck before it starts. We should be getting done just as the green flag drops.

Well were at the beach house now been here since about 2 this afternoon. What beach I haven't seen it yet. I can't keep my hands off Ryan long enough to go see it. Had a great time lastnite at his house. I know no one wants all the messy details. Lets just say the bed got a good workout and the shower needed to be cleaned this morning. Ryan's so sweet he told me waking up in my arms is like heaven to him. He knows I feel the same way. Well got to go were thinking about going out on the beach and making love after were sure no ones around. Hey Im shy what can I say. More to cum!!!